[sarah IS sarcasm]

my name is sarah.
i'm a junior at laurel high.
(that's a scary thought!)
i'm tall, currently curly light brown curly hair, 6 ear piercings, i have bluish grey eyes, and glasses. contacts bother me.
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i'm a pisces, which means i tend to cover my shyness and vulneribility with sarcasm.
i'm afraid to be hurt and always afraid i'll do or say something wrong.
when yo first meet me i'll either not talk to you out of shyness, or i'll be extrememly sarcastic.
once you get to know me i'm not so shy and a lot less sarcastic.
i am always either really sad, extremely happy, or just so/so.
never just kind of happy or kind of sad.
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i play drums and adore music,
although i can't sing.
i feel llike the one thing i truly love in my life is music.
and my drums.
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i do crew for near west theatre on and off.
but i hate feeling left out,
and that is how i feel there.
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i love heath bars.
and chocolate covered pretzels.
root beer
walking in the rain
thunder storms =)
singing
hugs
smiles from the guy i like
(whoever that might be)
boston
flip-flops
being under warm, fluffy balnkets
ukraine
camp
(mostly my friends at camp)
art
feet. (don't ask)
laughing so hard it hurts
a special glance
a new book
crazy moments w/ close friends
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i love it when someone cares about you so much they actually notice when you are not feeling well and don't believe you when you say you are fine
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i love getting an amazing and important gift from someone you are close to (it doesn't happen to me a lot. but the thought is nice)
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roller coasters
people actually reading my blog
a nice conversation with someone
a cute guy
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i hate know-it-alls
and drama queens.
and i mean the real ones, not the minor or jokingly dramatic ones,
the real "oh my gosh, my life is so horrible" ones.
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most movies that are funny beacuse they are stupid bother me.
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i like suspense in movies.
and drama if there's no over-acting involved. dakota fanning is one of my many heroes,
and i will one day marry english robert pattinson
(cedric diggory)
scottish sean biggerstaff
(oliver wood).
or american milo ventigimlia
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i love scottich accents the most.
and then irish and english.
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i love books.
i love getting lost in them
and feeling things i would otherwise not feel.
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i love fashion, and design, and photography.
all of them.
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i hate when the christmas adds come out before thanksgiving.
that's just stupid.
what is thanksgiving??
chopped liver??
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i hate people who are self-centered.
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i hate that no one knows who i really am,
what i think,
how i feel.
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i hate that i am bad with confrontation,
that i can never tell someone that i am mad,
i begin to hypervenelate and no words come out.
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i hate it when people get the wrong impression of me,
when they think i'm girlie,
or anything i'm not,
when i get accused of something i didn't do,
no matter how minor it is,
when people think i'm mean because of my sarcasm.
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i hate my sarcasm.
it's a reflex.
and i'm scared.
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i hold on to my past and overthink things.
and that's an understatement.
mostly because i chose to go to an all girls school
just as my fear of talking to boys was fading.
now i never see boys.
ever.
except for the gay ones at the theatre.
and few other random ones.
...but i never talk to them.
i have issues with strangers.
i'm way too shy around them,
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mostly i like people to know me.
a lot of me.
i like people to know things it takes a while to know.
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so if you really want me to be happy read my whole profile.
and remember a lot.
not all, but i want you to feel you know me better and understand me more.
and i should have said that at the beginning.
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but i ABSOUTLY love pepople who read my blogs and care. -----
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my aim is sarahISsarcasm.
message me sometimes.
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~~~"Now and then a Pisces girl will cover her shyness and vulnerability with wisecracks, a sophisticated veneer and a frigid independent personality, but it's merely a cloak of protection, worn to hide her uncertainty from the prying eyes of rough people who would bruise her gentle heart if she exposed it."~~~
-Linda Goodman's Sun Signs
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Your Birthdate: February 20
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Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading.
The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.
You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.
When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate. What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: February 20
.. You are a virtual roller coaster of emotions, and most people enjoy the ride.
Your mood tends to set the tone of the room, and when you're happy, this is a good thing.
When you get in a dark mood, watch out - it's very hard to get you out of it.
It's sometimes hard for you to cheer up, and your gloom can be contagious.
Your strength: Your warm heart
Your weakness: Trouble controlling your emotions
Your power color: Black
Your power symbol: Musical note
Your power month: February What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
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