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Little Miss Bianca Maria

Confessions of a philosophical revisionist.

About Me

I am... what the hell am I anyway? I'm a woman, a child. I'm a multi-dimensional harlequin. A fool, in the tarrot sense. I'm searching, I'm reaching, I'm trying to live. Trying to find a self beyond all the snearing half-truths born out of others ideas of me. I'm still working at that. I am a work in progress.
"I'm full of fictions and fucking addictions, and I miss my mother."- Okkervil River
"I've got some issues to work through." - The Dresden Dolls
"And, hey, guess what, I'm nothing new
my forked tongue has been bitten through
and split in two to keep my secrets better." - Me


Slideshow of old backgrounds-

My Interests

A good cup of coffee, gender studies, Eastern philosophy, books of any variety or basically anything with print, politics, foreign phrases and languages, Psychology, vegetarian cooking, finding new music, dancing around my study with the blinds closed.

I'd like to meet:

all the good that won't come out of me.

Music:

Nelly McKay, The Dresden Dolls, The Postal Service, Joan Jett, Magnetic Fields, The Softies, The Inocence Mission, Piebald, Sufjan Stevens, Sleeter Kinney, Decemberists, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Guitar Wolf, American Football, Styrofoam, The Boats, Built to Spill, Aloha, Le Tigre, Metric, Lovage, Rilo Kiley, The Tubesocks, Wanda Jackson.

Movies:

Amalie, Casablanca, Equilibrium, Logan's Run, Free Enterprise, Better than Chocolate, Bandits, But I'm a Cheerleader, The Princess and the Solider, I Heart Huckabees, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Star Wars, Cowboy Beebop the Movie, Alice in Wonderland the Musical Porno.

Television:

Scrubs, Coupling, Star Trek, Read or Die, Noir.

Books:

Anna Karenina, Skinny Legs and All, 1984, Cat's Cradle, Desiel Fuel, The Vagina Monologues, Cyrano DeBegerac, Trolias and Casendria, Brave New World, Flowers for Algernon, The Iliad, Resurection, This Side of Paradise, An Absurd Reasoning, The Plague, Wrong, Candide, The Cosmic Serpent, Feirce Invalids Home from Hot Climates, The Bell Jar.

Heroes:

My Father, Dan Savage, Pat Califia, Leo Tolstoy, Virginia Woolf

My Blog

An announcement / A moment for us...

Today, I found this on Post Secret: Along with this reply:"-----Email Message-----Sent: Sunday, May 27, 2007 3:21 AMSubject: year of lossesIt's funny how losing everything helps you find yourself.S...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:44:00 PST

Let the Mayhem Begin!

It's movie time kids! I STRONGLY advise getting tickets for this. Previously only shown in living rooms across Springfield, this film is a look into the porn and snuff film industries. Through the ...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:35:00 PST

A little something...

... for you all. 'Cause it's true. Like a fortune cookie, sometimes comics remind us of that which we all to often forget. Of course, you could take the analogy further by saying that when&n...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Tue, 15 May 2007 06:47:00 PST

Bifocals for Hindsight

"Do you carry every sadness with you? Every hour your heart was broken?" - Hem"He was not feather light, but he was feather bright." - Tom Robbins, Jitterbug Perfume I've just finished transcribing a ...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Wed, 02 May 2007 10:02:00 PST

Today I feel (a new trend comming on)

 "In this time of introspectionon the eve of my electioni say to my reflection,'God, please spare me more rejection!''Cause my peers, they criticize meand my ex-wives all despise me;try to put ...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 08:15:00 PST

Cookies are friends.

I think we've all had these moments. Good thing one of my co-workers keeps bringing in cookies...Taken from Questionable Content. Read it....
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 07:46:00 PST

A pocket novel called the many states I've been in.

Today, I opened up several entries previously set to diary or "preferred only". Confessions of our faults is the next thing to innocence. And I have a lot of them. I changed the about me section of m...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 12:16:00 PST

"Another day in the life of a fool."

"Virgo, 4/3/2007A small bump in the road doesn't have to derail your journey if you keep your cool. Whatever the disturbance is, take it in stride. After all, what do the great philosophers all say? '...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 08:04:00 PST

A moment of silence for our histories...

I've been thinking over people quite a bit lately. Ruminating, if you will. I seem to remember the poetry I wrote for old lovers more than the participants themselves. "...sightless, mute, with neuron...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 02:00:00 PST

Kiss me, Im contagious!

"You, young lady, are highly contaigious." - A nice doctor at the Springfield Clinic. Ick. Ick fucking Ick to the ick ick. Apparently I have a severe throat infection, and one day before Saint Patric...
Posted by Bianca Maria, Nephilim Extraordinaire on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:41:00 PST