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About Me

Sve je u meni mrtvo; tako mi je dobro.
Ne dopire do mene zvuk, umro mi je ocinji vid.
Sve je ostalo za velikom kapijom koja se zatvorila muklo za mnom.
Izgubio sam sve i nisam vise covjek nego nemirna besana misao koja je potonula i pricutala se na dubokom dnu, a nada mnom su kao neprozirne zelene mase voda, mir, daljina i zaborav.

Nisam ni pokusao da trazim.
Sa najbeznadeznijm gubicima covjek se najlakse pomiri.
Zagledao sam se u tamno zelenu vodu.
I u slici izgubljenog prstena na pjescanom dnu bi mi jasan zivot covjekov i mladost i ljubav kako se kida i gubi i prolazi, bez nade i povratka.
Osjetio sam da sam se prerano odcijepio od ljudi, da sam osamljen i nesrecan.
Kada nevolja poraste i stradanja zaredjaju, kad bol zaboli odvec, onda se u meni dusa okrene, ispuni me prkos i drska zlobna ravnodusnost i crni ponos onih koji odvise pate.
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Najzad sam dovoljno mrtav nista me ne boli
Drvo se naginje nad zaboravom nema sta da se
voli
Neka nice cvece iz prokletog tla
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My Blog

Magnificat

When will this inner night the universe endAnd I my soul have my day?When will I wake up from being awake?I dont know. The sun shines on highAnd cannot be looked at.The stars coldly blinkA...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 08:57:00 GMT

Kora am joa kao da idem...

Kora am joa kao da idemne em u susret, gledam i mislim,a preda mnom su sve same neminovnosti,bez izlaza, bez odlaganja.Kamen koji mo~e samoDa tone.Zavesa koja se svega jednom spuata,a nikad ne di~e.Pr...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Nov 2008 08:17:00 GMT

Give Me Strength

This is my prayer to thee, my lord-strike, strike at the root of penury in my heart. Give me the strength lightly to bear my joys and sorrows. Give me the strength to make my love fruitful in service...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Oct 2008 15:27:00 GMT

Sunce iskorisceno kao epitaf

Uzeh zmiju i udjoh u vrtLesevi se raspadaju od posmrtne neznostiTrave iza smrti i mokracaImitiraju jarost zutih pasaZelena boja uma i plava slovenska neznostNagrizaju pluca bubreg i jetruCrna milovanj...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:54:00 GMT

The rain has held back for days

The rain has held back for days and days,my God, in my arid heart.The horizon is fiercely naked--not the thinnest cover of a soft cloud,not the vaguest hint of a distant cool shower.Send thy angry sto...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 07:13:00 GMT

In the Terrible Night

In the terrible night, natural substance of every night, In the night of insomnia, natural substance of all of my nights I remember what I did and what I could have done in life I remember, and an ang...
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 06:55:00 GMT

Svu no je kisa padala.

Da li znate kako je svu no sluaati romor o prozore i ne moi usniti? Kiaa, ko mati, tiho pjeva a sna nema tek misli kiane noi. Zaato na svaki dodir ~ivota ostaje duaom kao jeka - bol? I.A.
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 15:01:00 GMT

A Better Resurrection

I have no wit, no words, no tears;My heart within me like a stoneIs numbed too much for hopes or fears;Look right, look left, I dwell alone;I lift mine eyes, but dimmed with griefNo everlasting...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 12:11:00 GMT

I am the escaped one

I am the escaped one, After I was born They locked me up inside me But I left. My soul seeks me, Through hills and valley, I hope my soul Never finds me.
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:53:00 GMT