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About Me

DISCLAIMER: I by no means have this thing called "life" nailed down and I am just another fool stumbling around in the dark trying to find my way. No, I don't have all my shit together--so if you hang out with me for 2 weeks and think, "wow!....this girl doesn't have any problems and seems quite balanced"....you are disillusioned---maybe you are confused--stick around a little longer before you tell me how much you love me. I'm a little bit of goofy...a little bit of neurotic...a little bit of obsessive...a lot of crazy...a lot of compassion and love...alot of emotion...alot of fear but alot of hope...alot of friends and alot of boogie-woogie;)

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War unnecessary
Cars metal
Gas Prices high
Halloween yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
Religion spirituality
Politics corrupt
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Fashion temporary
Brunettes grounded
Redheads crazy
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Football who cares
Animals innocent
Vanilla Ice lip sync
Porta Potties smelly
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My Interests

reading, journaling, talking, dreaming, learning, cooking, kayaking, camping, bicycling, rollerblading, swimming, travel--adventures, being in nature, the sun, the moon, the stars, learning to play my damn bass, picking up some paints and doing something jackson pollack style, making jokes--being a wiseguy, silver jewelry, photography, healthy relationships, mint chocolate chip ice cream, double chocolate almond icecream (how the hell did i forget that shit?), random situps/pushups in the middle of the night, masturbation...it is the cure for cramps and knocks you right out;)

I'd like to meet:

People who won't blow smoke up my ass, thank you. I do appreciate honesty--even when it hurts. I'm looking for positive, fun, caring, REAL people who will add happiness on this journey... someone who loves me for who I am...even after they get to know the crap parts...they can still see my heart and soul and KNOW the real me-- all others....suck it! random nonsense

Music:

Jimi hendrix, WEEN, pink floyd, 70's rock, fischerspooner, iggy pop, white stripes, velvet underground,mazzy star, von bondies, franz ferdinand, the strokes, gorillaz, david bowie, morphine,VAST, the cramps, NERD, stray cats, joan jett anything i can dance to (limited abilities) or creates some emotion...even if its anger...but i dont prefer to stay with that too long....so no death/speed metal, certain techno...blah all right, but i like some punk rock/rockabilly

Movies:

THE SECRET (eye-opener), napoleon dynamite, crash, beautiful mind, matrix, devil's advocate, 28 days, traffic, Elf, Kicking and Screaming, forest gump,ANCHORMAN...I'm very important...I have many leather-bound books and my apartment smells of rich mahogany... naked gun, dumb and dumber and er er er...its sequel

Television:

I love SCRUBS--a new found love-constant laughter...unga bunga tunga wunga bunga uuuuuuuuuuuuggggg i dont have cable...i end up catching conan obrien I HATE ELIMIDATE AND THOSE CRAPPY DATE SHOWS....stupid people piss me off....(that is subjective)...oh yeah, I like Bernie Mac show...beat those kids! I don't really like it, but Fear Factor is usually on at the part where they have to eat pig testicles...right when its dinner time...I have been changing that pattern. I liked watching the Victoria's Secret models strut down the runway on whatever special that was the other night...right when i had my large pizza in front of me...i had to get up and do a catwalk towards my full-length mirror..it made me feel better, then i ate 1 MORE PIECE OF PIE...and closed the box! Good girl:)

Books:

the four agreements, approval addiction, battlefield of the mind, velvet elvis, who moved my cheese, Language of letting go, blink, tuesdays with morrie, five people you meet in heaven...(self help, psychology) and cookbooks with pictures when i am hungry

Heroes:

My dad...and all the people who keep getting up after getting knocked down... the people who are true to their self and those who use the gifts they have been given... a hero is like everyone else...they just hold back their fears a couple seconds longer ( or move through their fears a couple seconds faster...depending on how you look at it)

My Blog

My friends

I just want to let all my friends know....I think you are the SHIT! (That's a compliment;) I love you all and I am amazed at how God has blessed me with so many incredible friendships. I want you to k...
Posted by Jada on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 08:31:00 PST

message from God

A man gets caught out in the ocean swimming and is struggling to stay afloat with the waves crashing against him. A boat happens to come by and sees the struggling man and yells to him, "Hey do you ne...
Posted by Jada on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 09:27:00 PST

Pain is inevitable--suffering is optional

Okay...I have truly become so sick of myself and my "if only's..."  blahblahblah--what's done is done. I have been here before and I was okay. I have wasted so much energy punishing myself. I can...
Posted by Jada on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 02:32:00 PST

My own worst enemy

I don't know the pains of war or starvation or physical imprisonment--my mind is my prison and i know the pains of my inner destructive voice. Words are powerful. They have the power to bring hap...
Posted by Jada on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 11:11:00 PST

my midlife crisis

yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh....me...now...it's happening. i feel stuck.very restless and discontent. depressed. unsatisfied. up down up down.pissed off. i know this is just one day and things c...
Posted by Jada on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 08:21:00 PST

Reality

IF YOU ARE UNHAPPYonce upon a time, there was a nonconforming sparrow who decided not to fly south for the winter. However, soon the weather turned so cold that he reluctantly started to fly south. In...
Posted by Jada on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 12:01:00 PST

Gratitude

A meeting today was about gratitude...fitting for the day before Thanksgiving-- and it made me aware of how much I have been blessed with. Today, I am grateful for all the seemingly good as well as th...
Posted by Jada on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 03:09:00 PST

HALLOWEEN

I LOVE HALLOWEEN:)....and  all my friends know this.I was all excited about my "bush" costume...at first. I get the vision...plant the seed...get all the materials...and lose interest. I don't th...
Posted by Jada on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 04:58:00 PST

who wants to do my dishes?

I am looking for a devoted friend that likes to clean and doesn't mind foul odors....maybe some bugs, too. Get your ass over to my house and do my dishes....oh wait, please? I love you.... I have refi...
Posted by Jada on Thu, 11 May 2006 12:11:00 PST