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I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

I'm the nobody everyone's talking to...I am a psychotically-challenged, slightly happy individual with a quick wit and a dark streak in my pure soul. I love the night, staying up until dawn, sleeping when there's light and movement outdoors, and then going out there someday and being 'normal'...The best words to describe me are the ones my friend Timothy Madonna once used to describe my opinions and views on life: "Honest like a sledgehammer, brutal, but very honest...even when it seems so wrong to say what you say, it might be right."After being completely social for over 12 years straight, I have turned into a bit of a recluse...albeit a friendly one...but I don't find much reason to meet new people like I used to.I wish I could say this sums me up...but it doesn't...YOU INTERESTED? Gimme a shout!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Someone who is HONEST! Someone who actually has a clue about the world, but is somewhere between jaded and partially optimistic...I would love to meet a woman who doesn't want to change the person she's with into someone else...and who can love me despite my quirks...a WOMAN! Childish game-players need never apply...we have no common traits. I would love to find someone who is into receiving affection but never demanding it, someone who understands that love is not a just a game of chance, but a friendship/partnership that can be more complex than the rules of Cricket, someone who at least understands foreign culture and is not afraid to try new things in life...and finally, someone who really understood what it means when they say that life is a journey of 100 miles...alright...maybe this is all asking too much...but admit...it's better than saying "I just want me a 'ho' that can gimme a lil' sumthin' sumthin', knowhutimeanbabygirl?" Wait...okay...Laugh now...hahaha

My Blog

you are reading this for what reason?

Just a random thought about this myspace thing.  Maybe we all should just not take this too personally...if someone doesn't want to be our friend, that is.  I guess it does not really matter...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 01:48:00 GMT

Why is it...

Why is it that I always get friend requests from fake people...do they know that when you get 3 or more requests at the same minute it's usually known to be fake?    If you send me a fr...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 01:46:00 GMT

about the light.

As I write this, I realize that I am moving forward.  I am the second-eldest person on my job...I am still a perpetual night owl, and I now do my best music work in the afternoon rather than at n...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 01:02:00 GMT

The update: Where am I now since I started this page?

I realized I haven't posted a blog lately...so here goes.Updates:  I have been with the same woman for nearly 9 months, she's met my mom, and I love her dearly...she's also a swinger (damn am I l...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:52:00 GMT

Hey!!!!! Read this PLEASE!

CHECK OUT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/FBKTHAT IS MY MUSIC PAGE...ENJOY! THANKS FOR CHECKING ME OUT.
Posted by on Tue, 13 Dec 2005 22:36:00 GMT

30 is actually ZERO!

Well...here's an update. Today is August 23, 2004, on this date, 30 years ago, I came into this world. And so, it is my day of birth. I am proud (thankful!) to have reached this milestone. ...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Aug 2004 11:56:00 GMT

THE DOWNWARD SPIRAL CONTINUES.

No job. Still. No Home in less than a week...no power? Well...at least I have God... Just remember to VOTE IF YOUR LIFE SUCKS!!!!! out.
Posted by on Wed, 28 Jul 2004 13:51:00 GMT

The hunt for Job (he's easy to find, he's in the bible right?)

Okay, not really a joke, but... So, as some of you know, I am trying to find a job and reinvent myself...seems like I am trying to reinvent the toaster oven here (ha). Admittedly, I started off ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 May 2004 02:57:00 GMT

Love and me.

Okay, most of my friends know about my (lack of a) love life, but I just am feeling the need to type it out today. I was really in love with a woman I met in Champaign, Illinois...who I met while doi...
Posted by on Sun, 23 May 2004 22:35:00 GMT

well, here we go again.

So, it begins...another site in which I find out that I may or may not have friends? Wow...is this getting to be a hot thing or what? I guess I am going to start to write a blog here, if at al...
Posted by on Fri, 21 May 2004 22:14:00 GMT