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I'd like to meet:

Music:

The Academy is..
Acceptance
ACDC
Aerosmith
AFI
Against Me!
Alice in Chains
Alien Ant Farm
All Tine Low
The All American Rejects
The Almost
Amber Pacific
American Hi-Fi
Anberlin
Armor for Sleep
As I Lay Dying
Atmosphere
Atreyu
Audioslave
Bad Religion
Bayside
The Beatles:)
Before Their Eyes
Ben Folds
Big D and the Kids Table
Blink-182
Blue October
Bob Marely
Boys Like Girls
Brand New
The Bravery
Breaking Benjamin
Cartel
A Change if Pace Chevelle Chiodos
Chris Brown
Chris Daughtry
Cinematic Sunrise
Circa Survive
Citizen Cope
The Classic Crime
The Click Five
Cobra Starship
Coheed and Cambria Counting Crows
Cute is What we Aim For
Cypress Hill
Daly's Gone Wrong
Dashboard Confessionals
Dave Matthews Band
A Day to Remember
Disturbed
Dope
Drowning Pool
Eminem
Escape The Fate Evanescence
Everlast
Faith No More
F.O.B
Five For Fighting
The Flaming Lips
Flyleaf
Foo Fighters
Forever The Sickest Kids
The Format
The Fray
Fuel
Funeral For A Friend
The Get Up Kids
The Graduate
Greenday
Halifax
Haste the day
hedley
Hellogoodbye
Hidden In Plain View
The Higher
HIM
Hit The Lights
The Human Abstract
Incubus Jimmy Eat World John Mayer
Just Surrender
Kanye West
The Killers
Killswitch Engage
Korn
The Last Goodnight
Lifehouse Lil Wayne Limp Bizkit
Linkin Park Lit
M.I.A
Madina Lake Matchbook Romance
Matchbox 20 Mayday Parade Mest
Metro Station
Michelle Branch
Muse Mute Math
My American Heart
My Chemical Romance
New Found Glory
Nickelback Nine Days
Nirvana
OAR
Oasis
The Offspring
One republic
P.O.D
Papa Roach
Paramore
The Postal Service
Puddle of Mudd
Queens Of The Stone Age Quietdrive
Radiohead Rage Against The Machines Ramones
The Recieveing End of Sirens
Red Hot Chilli Peppers The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Relient K
Remy Zero
Rise Against The Rocket Summer
Run Kid Run
Saosin Saves the Day Say Anything The Scene Aesthtic Secondhand Serenade Senses Fail Set Your Goals
Smash Mouth
Something Coropate
Soundgarden
The Spill Canvas
Sr-71
The Starting Line
State Of Shock
Story Of the Year
The Strokes
Sublime Sugar Ray
Sugarcult
Sum 41
Switchfoot
System Of a Down
T-Pain
Taking Back Sunday
Third Eye Blind
Three Days Grace
Thrice
Thursday
Tokio Hotel
Train
Trapt
U2
Underoath
The Used We The Kings Weezer
The White Stripes
Yellowcard

Books:

(live life)what do you say we live for the moment and dream for tomorrow never looking back to what we left behind, we put our sorrows behind us and looking ahead we find our new selves and begin a new journey only us ourselves can complete. over the course we may hit some bumps and down we may go. but in giving up you will only dissapoint yourself. living for the day and for whats to come makes one stronger and more willing to know what lies ahead for ones near future
(now and there)
we are here now and later we will be there in two different times and and places but sometime and somehow we will meet inbetwen and all the missed moments that were lost will be found and it is there that we will see we dare not say goodbye because at the time we meet again it will feel like we never left and all along it was see you later but till we do we count down the days the hours and the minutes till it is the time to see that we will have had the time of our lives with the time spent and the tears shed and the laughter spread through our smiles and it is us who will make the friendship last for all eternity
(hole)
you think you may have found your way out of this mess but this hole you dug has gotten to deep as you start to fall down the deeper you fall the more concious you become of the mistakes you've made wondering if its to late or if you'll have the chance to correct whats gone wrong and the things you wanted to do and say but never did, can you fall deep enough to go back in time to make the corrections needed to cover the hole you've dug, only you can make things the way you want and its you whom must face them in your own way no looking back you will rise from the deepest hole and it will be undone the way you want
its the way my heart beat races when i see you, can you feel it's the way you touch me and for that split moment i lose conciousness to feel this way is a all time high your words are the kindest i've ever heard your voice is like a soundtrack to my favorite songs when i'm with you i'm on top of the world and nothing else can top that now i just hope that this will last it seems all like a dream and when i wake up will you be by my side
(lets make it)
baby lets be the ones they talk about,the ones they envy,the ones they wanna be if we try i know we can make it cuz you and me baby this is real and if this isn't the way you feel then i don't wanna know who it is becasue that day would be the worst day of my life we here these stories of how amazing love truely is so one day maybe i'll feel it with or without you i'll run away and start it all over and take what i learned
(untiteled??)
and shes holding on to all that she has left now all those memories and feelings she has are locked away shes ganna keep them there till its the right time for them to dissapear the weight of her heart will bear down but she will rise and she will see for the first time she is stronger than she knows
(tomorrow)
I've been used beaten and broken i lost who i really am confused and left wondering why me? why now? when will I discover my true self and what life has in hand for me and my future is it one with more sorrows and a gray horizon or does the future hold a brighter tomorrow? so now I'm left wondering what every next day will bring and who and how it will all forever change me
(Obstacles)
people go through changes and overcome obstacles worse than most of us can think possible but they don't let themselves give up they hold their head up high and march on forward so if you ever feel like giving up tell yourself this i'm strong i'm beautiful nothing can bring me down everyone must stumble and fall at some point in their life and they get back on their two feet and continue on so don't pity yourself, if you need help you've got the best back up anyone can ask for, those who love you and care about you, friends and family so don't give up life is an obstacle at the end of the day when the going gets tough put on a smile and go on with the day no matter the outcome because its the only way to get by
(express yourself)
its only three words but they can mean so much its not i love you because i don't even know you enough to be saying those words that mean so much but the words i want to tell you can change everything would you give me a chance or just walk the other way i'm a fool for not saying this sooner because i know if it did things would be different, or am i a fool for even caring it seems like its been forever that i've been holding in my feelings but i just can't find a way to express myself to you but if your reading this and if you know its you, then i finally got it out of my way
(-_-)
to those who thought i would fai you forgot somethings i have more dedication
more motivation
more dedication
more desire
more determination
more drive
i have the ability
i have the mind to be all that i want and thats how i make it
its all inside you just need to reach in and find it
so think again before you decide to take another step
(just a girl)
i'm just a girl who sees in front of her someone wonderful
someone beautiful
someone she longs for
she had someone or something like that in her life
but as time went on
it all faded and they grew apart
and they became confused
so now she lies awake at night
wondering if he feels the same
or if he lies awake night after night think the same
or is she just a decaying memory
she wonders if he knows the pain she is feeling and that he has put her through
(:])
every girl falls for a guy somewhere in her life
and she wants him to know
hes the kind of guy that makes her weak at the knees and the sight of him drives her crazy his smile makes her melt
she grows confused about her feelings wondering if things can ever happen between them
she longs for an answer but she doesn't know how to come across this situation in fear of losing what they already have and never seeing his smile again
(story)
shes just a girl angry at the world
obsessing over her failures and mistakes shes made
no one cares about her story of heartbreak and rage
overcoming the greatest of obsticles
she hides beneath a shelter she made so protect herself from reality
shes a girl who needs a push and a shove to get back into reality the life she knows she has to live
and the one she can make her own and do all she dreams is all up to her
and shes making it happen
(lie)
its the fake smile the twisted lies the decieving glances but in the beginning its not what we see the beginning its all joy and whats really underneath is hidden but before i could get hurt i saw what you really where so heres one person that will no longer fall for those lies and tricks
(tough) isn't it sad how at a time like this we could be so mad when in fact we should be the ones to be there the ones to hold the head up of that sunken soul she is the one weighed down with this burden
so what are we fouls
to let this fight take over would just be silly
so lets do whatever it takes to meke her soul shine
(scream) this is me pouring my heart out
the written words and the tears mean nothing
its the spoken words and the actions that mean it all
do you understand that this swollen heart is about to burst
i can't take it anymore
i feel lost and confused, who do i trust?
time is wasting away i need to find it before i have nothing left
so i wash away these tears
i soon discover theres a better way out
so i no longer have to hide this fear
from this i'm stronger
(defeat) the fear we hold inside devours our strength and as we go on and the more we keep inside the more weight we carry, it may destroy you and before you know it your someone you never thoght you could be, its hard to understand a time like this though you just sit around in confusuion wondering how something like this could happen to you and when you will learn to let it go, understand this though my friend the sooner you let it go and realize that the sooner you you release this memory the sooner it will allow you to heal and grow

Heroes:

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