KATHERINE AND I ARE GOING TO EUROPE SUMMER OF '05 BABY!!!! WATCH OUT EUROPE ITS GONNA BE HOTTT!
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♥Katherine T.
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♥kristen
♥maddi
♥drew
♥will
♥mannie
♥brie
♥ashley
♥rachel
♥Kat and Me in Germany♥
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hmm.... my name is michelle. and uhh my life is my art and poetry. so here is some poetry... i hope you enjoy it!!! one or two of these were written with someone else but the rest were all written by myself
The Pain
Everynight i would cry
and wonder why i do it
the knife is in my hand
but i dont want to think i do it
If only i could stop
maybe i would be happy
too bad i wont ever be happy
until he is in love with me
It doesnt get to him
but why not?
does he have no heart?
it just kills me to be apart
The Accident
The accident was sad
My moms brother had died
Hed mixed morphine and beer
And now she constantly cried
The accident was horriable
Francis was only seven
She didnt need to die
But now she is in heaven
The accident was so dreadful
"Michelle grampie died"
I knew it was coming
But i sat there and cried
Soon my accident will happen
Soon i will be gone
PLease lord make me happy
and let me move on
The One
One day he will come
I hear it all the time
The man of your dreams will find you
And weep you off your feet
But what if i found him
Too bad he hates me more than life
Hopefully one day he will forgive me
And i will be his wife ♥
The Knife
Its grip is perfect
It fits in my hand
Its point is sharp
While it slices my skin
Its my best friend
When the day is hard
Its my only companion
When the day goes wrong
When it slides across
You feel the glow
When it slices through
You feel the blow
Its so beautiful
And always works
Its so awesome
And make me smile
I wish it would disappear
Then i wouldnt hurt the people i care about
Ive never touched them
But emotionally there torn apart
I wish he could see
I wish he saw
He might change his mine
And he might stop me
He wants to hurt me
And i want to hurt him
When the knifes in my ahnd
I only think about myself
I want to feel good
When the knife slides diagnoly
It hurts everyone emotionally...
The Triggor
With your finger over the triggor
And the pain in your head
With your heart torn apart
And your sole torn to shreds
With a quick reflex in your hand
And the smile on your face
With the pain in your head
And the pain in the bullets trace
With the look in his eye
"you know i love you"
With the pain in his face
And his heart too
I wish he wouldnt do it
make me so sad...
i wish he would die
Then make me this mad
With the quick will of death
and only fear to stop you
with the pain inside
and the love i had for you
He knows i loved him
and when the triggor is pulled
the pain will be gone
and he will move on
The One Thing
The one thing for certain
Is that you will
That you will go to hell
Or be like me and try to survive
But do i really want to
Or do i try to make myself feel better
Fuck that shit
I think i will just die
My FAVORITE POEM:
The Death
It was slow and painful
But needed to be done
I watched myself bleed
and soon i would be gone
I watched her die too
And saw it in her eyes
It washard to beleive
As we end our lives
The guys watched us
We confessed our feelings
We told them we loved them
And that we wanted there love
We saw there expression
It was painful to see
How we are in heaven now
and were all we can be...
uhh... thats it. comment if ya like it.
just thought that i would mention the one person who is always there for me to help me make it through everything.♥Kat♥, you are always there for me and i love talking to you about anything and everything. if you know what i mean hahaha! and i know that you and behnam are gonna be great. yall are adorable together!!!! love ya so much man!!!! i really love you man and i am so excited that were friends!!! i love you babe!♥maddi♥you are the bestest. too bad u suck at calling people back... and u dont have a cell phone... but hey i can get over that! hahaha! much love man i hope we have a good summer!!!!
