Melody, Destroyer of Dreams

About Me

Buttercup: You mock my pain.
Westley: Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.

Pushing and pulling
separating the clouds like rain seeping through dirt.
Mesh with the colors and it always blends,
Though a shade darker than what they expect.
Teeth grinning to the sky, promising better days.
With a smile you push aside the thing you need to most,
hoping one day that it will come back
and taste sweeter than the purest rain.

The salt stains your cheek
and you remember for the final time
that it could never get better than this.
Paint the portrait in the sky
and when you feel the colors start to fade
to a dull gray
you shut your eyes
and remember that their vibrance
once taunted the angels.
-Joshua Page

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Sweet euphoria, mine is the heart you own
You lost the grace of the hands that harmed you
In the daze of a thousand yawns
Lost my love, as it is Im truly gone
In you morning I will sleep
Fire on an open palm
Death for jesus and plastic armies
Wouldnt bring me back again
Sweet as ether eyes Im blind to them
Gone are your dandelions, falling like mine
Falling on land-mine pillows
Tired angels save my love for the lasting one
Sweet euphoria, mine is the heart you stole
Touched and broken are the things you love
Using stars to light your candles
Warms my face, but I cant remember yours
Gone are you dandelions, falling like mine
Falling like daydream mangos
Diving swallows
Save my love for the lasting one
-Chris Cornell

My Blog

Coolio- Gangster's Paradise

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N6voHeEa3ig This is dedicated to Alex.
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:48:00 GMT

He’s not just a fantastic actor...

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/john-cusack/the-final-distract ion-mcc_b_126672.html oh yeah....
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 20:19:00 GMT

2:08 pm on a Friday

I fucking love music. Here is a list of songs that have the ability to basically cripple my ability to function as a normal human being since I can't actually pay attention to anything else when they ...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Sep 2008 18:07:00 GMT

Drawing

There is one thing that I'm sure if not all, than at least a decent amount of artists can agree on. Drawing hands and feet&&&& BLOW. No seriously, it's the worst part of drawing a human. I can whip...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 20:41:00 GMT

Lets go to the movies....lets go see the stars...

Picture a lazy Sunday afternoon. Three friends are gathered in the living room, mindlessly watching Harrison Ford overtake an evil third world country heart stealing ring. There is an open bottle of t...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 09:34:00 GMT

Stuff and things and whatnots and whozits

One of those thinking days (not that I ever have any days in which my brain isn't in overdrive for some reason or another). So I'm going out tomorrow night. It'll be the first time in a very long time...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 10:30:00 GMT

Bleh

Not that anyone particularly enjoys disappointing people, but I think I have an even greater hatred of it. I swear that nothing makes me feel worse than knowing I've let someone down, even in a small ...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 08:19:00 GMT

Writings of whiney artist

That nostalgia thing-I have it again. Well it never really leaves&but its here now, big time. I was talking to my brother a week ago about how we feel like we're disappointments. No one&and I mean no ...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 10:18:00 GMT

Coffee and Cigarettes

Sitting at my desk in the morning, early for work since I walked a bit too fast from Penn Station, sipping black coffee that could probably strip paint off walls, reacquainting myself with the attract...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 06:56:00 GMT

A lovely baggage set-is it for sale???

Life is nothing if not a giant puzzle. I often fool myself with thoughts of how I know too much-and how life has shown me too much-but in reality nothing could be farther from the truth. Whenever I ge...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 10:58:00 GMT