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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Click here to make Falling Objects ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥Okay, my name is Essence and im 17 and i have an Eating Disorder I usually switch back and forth to Ana and Mia but im mostly Ana now. I cut myself as a coping skill. I've also been Hospitalized and put in Residential treatment for my ED's. Right now i dont wish to get better since it hasn't worked in the past ... who knows this may be better for me in the long run! It has already taken over my life so why fight it any longer!? I had my ED since the 7th grade and it has been to hell and back but now im learning to appreciate what its trying to do for me. im such a fatass and i hate looking in the mirror no ones sees my reflection and understands what im talking about this fat isnt me beneath im nothing but skin and bones thats the true me and that who i want to be. Pain exist everywhere its not hurtin me its helping me. Its sharpening my senses clensing my body helping me have control! Although at times i feel as it takes over me though. Fasting is what i like to do best the stomach pangs are music to my body makes me feel like ihave strong willpower. Im worthless anyway i owe my life to this ED! Well i have verizon and supporters would be great also if you need one as well ill be happy to help. Add if you have an ED. My real site is myspace.com/momokoslover MyWackoSpace Icons Collage MySpace Editor Photo Upload MySpace Backgrounds

My Interests

Fasting, purging, and cutting, I love writting poetry, stories or even sometimes songs.
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I'd like to meet:

All of the Degrassi crew members. Angelina Jolie and Will Smith. People like me.

Music:


R&B
Country
JPOP
JROCK
Rock
Musical Themes

Movies:


Girl Interrupted
Odd Girl
Out Thirteen
ATL
Stay Alive
Imaginary Heroes
Perfect Body
Waiting
Speak
Wasabi
My Sassy Girl
Wuthering Heights
White Oleander
Pretty Persausion
Chicago
Moulin Rouge

Television:


Degrassi
South Of Nowhere
Hannah Montana
Suite Life of Zack & Cody
Beyond the Break
My So Called Life
Animes
Inuyasha
Full Metal Panic
Full Metal Panic Fumoffu
E's Otherwise
Wedding Peach
Mao Chan
Love Hina
Super Gals
Azumanga Daioh
Fruits basket
Chobits
DNAngel
Real Bout High School
Happy Lesson
Eden Bowy
Pretear
.//Hack twillight
Hand Maid May
Kaleido Star
Maburaho
Gravion Zwei
Saiyuki
Petite Princess Yucie
RahXephon
Sister Princess
Little Snow Farie Sugar
Galaxy Angels
Steel Angel Kurumi
Divergence Eve
Sakura Wars tv
Kiddy Grade
Your under arrest
Rune Soldier

Books:


Currently Reading - Impulse
Perfect
Love Sick
Thicker than Water
Speak
Pitch Black
Blade Silver
Burnt Orange
Fools Gold
Chicken Soup Books
Amalia's Diary
Cut
The Luckiest Girl in the World

Heroes:


God
CFD Staff
Ms Moore
Ms Van Dusen
Mr Windmiller
My dog Maxie
My kitty Kizuna