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♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Click here to make Falling Objects ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥Okay, my name is Essence and im 17 and i have an Eating Disorder I usually switch back and forth to Ana and Mia but im mostly Ana now. I cut myself as a coping skill. I've also been Hospitalized and put in Residential treatment for my ED's. Right now i dont wish to get better since it hasn't worked in the past ... who knows this may be better for me in the long run! It has already taken over my life so why fight it any longer!? I had my ED since the 7th grade and it has been to hell and back but now im learning to appreciate what its trying to do for me. im such a fatass and i hate looking in the mirror no ones sees my reflection and understands what im talking about this fat isnt me beneath im nothing but skin and bones thats the true me and that who i want to be. Pain exist everywhere its not hurtin me its helping me. Its sharpening my senses clensing my body helping me have control! Although at times i feel as it takes over me though. Fasting is what i like to do best the stomach pangs are music to my body makes me feel like ihave strong willpower. Im worthless anyway i owe my life to this ED! Well i have verizon and supporters would be great also if you need one as well ill be happy to help. Add if you have an ED. My real site is myspace.com/momokoslover MyWackoSpace Icons Collage MySpace Editor Photo Upload MySpace Backgrounds