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Clarebear

About Me

I am currently in the Air Force, stationed in Italy. It's alright, besides the fact that I get very homesick sometimes. I miss my friends and family back home. But, so far I have met some amazing people and I am glad I got this chance to meet into them in my lifetime. Right now I'm working in fitness, and it annoys me, and I get super pissed sometimes, but I secretly love it. My goal is to train and run a half-marathon in Vienna, Austria in April. Sometimes I disappoint myself because my self-standards are extremely high. I like to spend time alone and just unwind after a long day, mostly so I can try to remember all the conversations I had and what I did all day. I am a ridiculous "social-butterfly." I hate vegetables. I just started to like reading in the last few years. Organization is KEY - which is funny because I used to be the most unorganized person ever. I am, what the donkey from Shrek calls, and "onion"... good luck ever getting through all my layers. I'm completely independant. Though, it would be nice to have some people I could depend on. If I have my mind made up about something, I will never change it. I spent a long time just following the bandwagon, and I refuse to do that anymore. Being the ringleader is more my style anyways, ha (everyone at work calls me General Warden haha). I like to take over projects, especially at work. I hate always having to run errands, worry about shit, etc etc. I like to get everything done at one time, so that I'm worry free for at least a week haha. Not that any of these are important things, but it's good to admit my flaws (because God knows none of these are very appealing attributes ha). But, what I do think is the most important thing about myself, is that if you are my friend, I will ALWAYS back you up and help you out. I'd dive in front of a bus to save a friend, and that is one thing that will never change :)

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

god and the devil.. an all or nothing match

My Blog

goodbye adam..

in other news.. final goodbyes to adam.. RB c/o 2005 adam, you were a great kid and im happy that i got to know you. i wish i knew you better than i did, but having crossed paths with you in my life ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:48:00 GMT

new job

no more graeters!!! woot woot!!last night was my first official night serving on my own.. and i didnt do too shabby.. asked a few questions but for the most part i think i got it down :)im really exci...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 10:47:00 GMT

i love you grandpa

my grandpa had a heart attack today.i love him and miss him.i hope his surgeries go well.please pray for him.i love you grandpa.
Posted by on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 23:55:00 GMT

updates on my life, in case youre wondering

a few updates on life::-i finally adressed graeters about the problems at work.. i still have to talk to my manager about it all, but its been started-friends are finally home from college... as per t...
Posted by on Tue, 09 May 2006 10:10:00 GMT

new car!

i finally got a new car!!-1999 mitsubishi galant-burgandy colored ((just like EVERYTHING in graeters))-V6 engine-tan interior-120000 miles-10 cd changer-totally SWEETif anyone can come up with good na...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 12:52:00 GMT

i have an obsession with anne hawkins

RBChickadee0522: i hope youve explained the "unwritten rules of clare and anne" to himhahaha52345: what are those?hahaha52345: (and I'm mad that he mixed up this whole mom and daughter thing)RBChickad...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 02:16:00 GMT

r.i.p.

R.I.P. ROXANNE
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jan 2006 15:29:00 GMT

chirstmas time

and as usual, we move on to the latest. so its christmas day. my mom told me to be at the house at ten for "present opening." well, of course im here on time, but is everyone even awake yet? no. so m...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Dec 2005 10:25:00 GMT

happy birthday

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CHRISTY!!! alright so its been a while since ive been able to update, so this could take a while. :) anyways, so today is christys birthday. i love that girl to death and miss he...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 13:47:00 GMT

a day off?? no way!

heres the heads up... --i dont do anything but work --last night michael and drew dressed up as burritos and took a spin around 275... funny stuff --kims gone for a whole week --laundry ta...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Nov 2005 14:42:00 GMT