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life isnt always what it seems to be
words cant express what you mean to me
even though you're gone, we're still a team
i reminisce sometimes, the night they took my friend
try to black it out, but it plays again
when its real, feelings hard to conceal
cant imagine all the pain i feel
give anything to hear half your breath
Zac Mellinger
11/29/89-8/16/06
Rest in peace, my love.
if you told me 4 years ago when i met you,
that you would have been a part of my life still today..
i wouldnt have believed you, but theres nothing im more thankful for.
You have meant so much to me over these years.
I am so lucky to have been able to say i knew you
and that you were an important part of my life.
So even though right now i feel like
my entire life is falling apart, it's all been worth it.
Hearing you laugh, seeing you with beau, playing uno with you,
hearing your lovely stories haha, and watching you grow into yourself
have made this pain worth it all. I love you, Zac
and I'm so thankful to have been able to call you my friend.
Rest In Peace, My Love
Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on
Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on
I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on
I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on.
"She said 'All my life, I've wanted to be pretty for you.' And all I could think when she said it was that she always had been."
"Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all. You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken, another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nuture it. You hold it. You dance with it. Life has to end. Love doesn't."

My Interests

friends, books, music, movies, rainy days, bowling, coffee houses, concerts, family, writing, travel, comedy, knoebels

I'd like to meet:

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?I HAD TO CHANGE MY S/N TO ALL THOSE WHO CARE... its now SlipTripNKissMe... =P woot.. add it pronto 33

Music:

city line, mike mitchell, bedlight for blue eyes, breaking benjamin, alkaline trio, gavin mikhail, matchbox 20, counting crows, goo goo dolls, tonic, the spill canvas, the scene aesthetic, sound the alarm, brand new, jason mraz, john mayer, averi, the weepies, say anything, paramore, tom petty, jacks mannequin, something corporate, anberlin, all time low, steve miller band, third eye blind, the verve pipe, silvertide, townhall, manchester orchestra, this day and age, circa survive, the perishers, james morrison, patty griffin, silverstein, autumn awakening, bush, fuel, death cab, daughtry, syd, straylight run, blue october, matt skiba, bayside, mae, reel big fish, skillet, sick puppies

Movies:

all tim burton films, good will hunting, shawshank redemption, life as a house, boondock saints, requiem for a dream, the last kiss, about a boy, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, step up, all harry potter, gladiator, 300, the sixth sense, saw and saw II, tristan and isolde, grind, benny and joon, all pirates 3, jack, patch adams, the sandlot, rebel without a cause, rear window, giant, east of eden, touched, remember the titans, just like heaven, road trip, crazy/beautiful, fight club, all disney 3, walk to remember, notebook, message in a bottle, jerry maguire, cocktail, cruel intentions, 10 things i hate about you, zodiac, alpha dog, mona lisa smile, rent, west side story, because i said so, the faculty, signs, stranger than fiction, transformers, oceans 11, of mice and men, .. and so much more

Television:

rob and big 3, greys anatomy, men in trees, best week ever, how do i look, miami ink 3, boy meets world, my boys, law and order: SVU

Books:

david levithan 3, mitch albom, nicholas sparks, chuck palahniuk, kevin brooks, laurie faria stolarz, the feast of love, teach me,.. and so much more

Heroes:

mike mitchell

My Blog

it was you who picked the pieces up when i was a broken soul

Known as: courtney Born: feb 26, 1989 Haircolor: brown Eyecolor: green HAVE YOU EVER Fallen off the bed? most likely Broken someone else's heart? supposedly Had your heart broken? yes Had a dream co...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 08:57:00 PST

im in the business of misery <33

1. When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach? the other night.. while i was online.. sad i know 2. What are you wearing from head to toe? tshirt and shorts 3. Does your phone ring ...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 08:47:00 PST

six months yesterday...

Zac, I used to think that if I could talk to you just one more time that I would have so much to say. Now that I'm finally writ...
Posted by Courtney on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 07:15:00 PST

Happy Birthday Zac <33

cucumbermelon524 (8:30:13 PM): well today we went to see zac cucumbermelon524 (8:30:20 PM): or well.. zac's grave i guess i should saypcrock44 (8:31:09 PM): really? it is his birthdaycucumbermelon524 ...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:23:00 PST

To Zac:

Zac, So I've known you for what now.. 4 years?!.. and let me tell you they were some of the best in my life.. knoebels will never be as good as when you were there.. and all of the little memorie...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 18 Aug 2006 11:59:00 PST

Blog Tag.. ooo man!

Blog TagSo the rules are, once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with "six weird facts/things/habits about yourself." Finish by choosing six people to be tagged and list their names. Don't ...
Posted by Courtney on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 09:38:00 PST

what would you do?

What Would You Do If: * I Committed Suicide ? * I Said I Liked You ? * I Kissed You ? * I Lived Next Door To You ? * I Started Smoking ? * I Stole Something ? * I Was Hospitalized ? * I Ran Aw...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 05:20:00 PST

had to move to blogs... jen was getting upset =(

A " Are you available?: of course " What is your age?: 18 " What annoys you?: the world? B " Do you know anyone named Billy? well named william.. i know a ton " When is your birthday?: 22689 C " ...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:24:00 PST

dont try to find me <33

whats your name spelt backwards?: yentruoc What did you do last night?: hung out w/ marissa =) The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?: the kooks! =) Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:31:00 PST

you had to have it all.. well have you had enough?

[one] have you ever been asked out? yes [two] where is your default picture taken? england! =) [three] what's your middle name? allesia [four] your current relationship status? nothing [five] does...
Posted by Courtney on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:39:00 PST