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***Lost for so long, fighting to get me back
walking around ,nothing kept me on trackhand over my eyes, not a sight worth seeing
laughing on the outside, to hide my true beingwalking around, so aimlessly
reaching from the inside, grasping to find me...lost in a world, of total confusion
hypocrisy and lies, a state of illusiontrue to myself, I am once more
if its not what you like, then theres the doorheads on straight, heart of a child
eyes to the lord, my hearts gone wildfiguring myself out, not a moment too soon
push away the fairytales, there's just no more roompush it all away, bring reality back to me
open to it now, my hearts been set freefreedom to breath, just give me my time
a blessing... a curse, either way it's a signI've come back to me, I've gotten what's mine
living a life of my own, since whens it a crime...***
If I am learning anything in life... I am learning that you have to listen to your heart. At the end of the day, it is your heart that you are left with... I am done living my life for others... I am done putting who you want me to be ahead of who I know I am... this is me... love me or don't... it's that easy.
“I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.â€
Virginia Satir
My daughters are my life... these two little girls mean so much more to me than all the treasures in the world. I am so blessed to have such healthy and beautiful daughters.
My sisters mean more to me than they will ever truly know. We go through our super close times, and we go through our quiet times... but I hope that through it all they will always know just how much I love them. If they ever needed me, I would drop everything... they are my blood... they are my friends... they are some of the very few who hold keys to my heart... I will love you girls always
