'What is it all about? Sometimes, you just can't get it right. Expectations. I used to be indecisive. Playing mindgames with myself. Just searching for my feelings. I don't like uncomfortable silences. I'm fed up with waiting for something to happen. You go from place to place not knowing. I have visions of disbelief. Dreaming with my eyes wide open. The mind tries to resist. Into the system! Satisfaction. Anxiety. Disengaged. Next Stop, Oblivion. I feel perfectly calm. Relaxed, peaceful. At ease with myself...
