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catharine saraCIDE SILENCE

AND THE DOCTORS WON'T BE ABLE TO RECOGNIZE YOUR FUCKING FACE.

About Me


catharine avalos: SUICIDE SILENCE , getting high, shows, circle pits, walls of death, pile ups, photography, photoshop, school. tattoos, gauges&piercings, straight billed hats, vans and mascara.
i have a really good life and i am extremely blessed with everything i have. i'm a major daddy's girl and i usually get whatever the fuck i want. i have good grades and school is something i'm really starting to like. i'm a smart kid and i know where i'm going. i'm not a fuck up, sorry if that doesn't make me as 'brutal' as you. fucking up shouldn't ever be something to be proud of. pick up a book, not std's.

greatest band to ever exist, HANDS DOWN.

"The voice that I've been given I will use to crush bigotry and defeat intolerance."

whoever started this trend, needs to be punched in the fucking head.

My Interests

i'm really fortunate to be able to own an amazing camera like this.

Click here for my photography. :)

MBR

My Best Friend; Corrina Gailyn Pedregon.
8/18/1997 - until the end of time.

i could sit here and write a fucking book on everything we've been through, and all of our inside jokes. but all i really need to say is that i love her to death and nothing will ever change between us. she knows how special she is to me.
this is the greatest video of all time, and this basically is the reason we're living.

Chelsea Marie Belken.
we're the coolest kids on the FUCKING planet. the end.

Jessica RoseLee Sorensen.
she's one of the easiest people to talk to, and makes me laugh harder than anyone i know. she's like my sister. except.. whatever. i love her alotalotalot

Brandle Crosby. :)
she's funny. really fucking funny. without realizing it. which makes her that much cooler. love you brandlein, youre gorgeous.

NOlivia Herring.
she's god damn frakkalicious. no one will understand what that means except her. but it's cool. she's the cooooolest frak around.

Alyssa Marie Mansmith.
we've been friends for longer than i can remember. she's basically the complete opposite of me, but i still love her to death. :]

Aaron Tarasiewicz
he's been one of my best friends since the 6th grade. and he's probably the only guy that hasn't fucked me over. i love him :)

Vanessa Quaresma.
we haven't been friends long, but i still love her and consider her one of my besties. :]

Sierra Peterson.
we haven't known eachother very long either, but i still love her. :] she's one of the chillest kids i know, and being around her just makes me smile. :]

I'd like to meet:

i don't have time for bullshit anymore

"We fucking worship our religion rather than our lord. How long can this be ignored? Blindly allowing persecution to be restored. We can't afford to come to this accord. How long will our nation allow the exploitation of their own lord for the murder and profit of those in charge? FUCK. How long will authority serve as our priests? The deceased just increase but we're too controlled by fear to detach from the evils of superstition, even though we have good intentions. Degradation of those with dedication because "most all those under creation will not see salvation." This form of humanity has become fundamentalists and it's insanity. Discrimination against anything opposing their nation "under god." The location of Babylon must be this congregation. We need to come to the realization that our misinterpretation will lead to "revelations." How many devastations must occur before we hold our beliefs accountable for eradication? You pigs, I'll fucking slaughter you. Pressure us into this association. Forced upon us with desperation through our own system of education, not providing us with enough information. An organization of infestation. Operation theocratic nation must face obliteration and it's desecration. You've chained your own lord in shackles to fight unjust wars for profit in the name of false prophets. Nothing of mankind is divine and in time we will see that we do not protect human life because of this hypocrisy. There is no value for life when we're stuck in this strife fighting wars of gods instead of things like aids. Just like how we allowed anti-Semitic raids because of religious crusades. Please do some investigation, use your imagination, to pick apart this infatuation with manifestation.

The human species would thrive better in isolation, retarded and without the capability of annunciation. How would we interact with one another? With joy and happiness. Could it be that what's inferior is really superior, a supreme being? Socialization is a form of regression, therefore the measure is nonexistent for progression. This world can't bring me to my knees when it's dead to me. Our society's apathy will never get the best of me. So I live in confinement because this is bullshit, I repent. I look at a crowd of empty faces, kids who just don't give a shit. Free thought is scorned upon, if you're a victim you're a pawn. Can't cut loose with no excuse. Unaccountable, we're enslaved and can't be saved when we believe, "everything happens for a reason." To not accept our "fate" is moral treason. We turn a blind eye to the problems of man because it's part of gods "master plan." Centuries of religious archetypes is how this all began. We must break free from the shackles of thought to understand, that our fear of death is what kills us. We're slaves to our gods and we can never be free of the tyranny of bigotry within the bourgeoisie, where a system based on greed is drowning me. Just because you close your eyes doesn't mean the world disappears. We're truly blind when our imaginations are filled with fears. I believe in myself and my heart, not religious zealoutry that's used to rule you and me, where god is made into a cheapwhore. Our lord should deserve more. So I broke free from these fallacies. I don't need a savior because I saved myself."

NO. It's not fair that we will never see our share, that our earnings are in the hands of those who don't care. So planes can fly in the air, dropping bombs and waging warfare. Declare despair on the unaware to continue to spend like trillionaires. While using prayer, but the lord isn't there to be compared, and to be used to scare anyone who even dares. Bitches get stitches, the world is fucked as it twitches. Bitches get stitches, our mother is fucked as she twitches. Bitches get stitches, she's fucked as she twitches. The wrath of god is unleashed in the hands of man. This is their plans, to infect the lands, to force everyone to meet their demands. But god would not stand for this malice, for government buildings to be his palace. Suck the phallus dry because by 2007 your oil empire will slowly die. Once it does we'll realize that this was just lies. Until then we'll drink oil at communion. We've convinced ourselves that excess is no sin but can we begin to imagine tyranny with no end? I detest this wickedness and I detest your wretchedness. I detest this wickedness and I detest your wretchedness. Our country is a weapon of mass destruction. Religion is a weapon of mass destruction. Greed is a weapon of mass destruction. Fear is a weapon of mass destruction. Hatred is a weapon of mass destruction. Apathy is a weapon of mass destruction. You are a weapon of mass destruction. I am a weapon of mass destruction.

75% approve of this torment. A cement wall, so aliens stop their crawl. So tall they can't climb above, shove them back, there's no love here. Because of our fears, endless years of tears will fall upon us. Building a wall to keep them out? I'm highly in doubt; it's more like building a wall to keep us in, because we're still judging by skin and so called "moralists," are blind of the sin. How can god justify this? Created to exist, not to be dismissed into an abyss of our ignorance. The wickedness is knowing of their gratefulness, suppressing as this nation is regressing. Stuck in reverse can we inverse this curse? My family is not accepted in land that once was theirs before they were redirected, disrespected, rejected, and infected. Dissected to be contrived. Manifest destiny has survived and is being revived. In a nation of all this evil, I DEMAND AN UPHEAVAL. If this wall was built before I was born, I wouldn't even be alive to mourn.

Music:



wall of death? i'm there. circle pits? fuck yes. pile ups? favorite. people that just stand around ARE A WASTE OF SPACE.

Movies:



favorite/best movies ever.

Television:



Books:

Catcher In The Rye.
Of Mice And Men.
Black Boy.

Heroes:



the music industry has lost an incredible person.

My Blog

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Posted by catharine saraCIDE SILENCE on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 08:48:00 PST