Missing Him As Always...... |
I hate this. When I start missing Julius like this. I hate it so much because there's nothing I can do about it and because I get so emotional and don't think logically about what I'm doing. I just w... Posted by on Sun, 26 Nov 2006 20:09:00 GMT |
Thinking About My Life....... |
I'm starting to realize something. Maybe I really do complain too much. I don't write in this blog unless I'm unhappy. It makes it seem like I have nothing in life to be happy about. It's beacuse I do... Posted by on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 11:22:00 GMT |
As The Saga Continues...... |
I'm really trying not to be down, but it's so hard. I'm just so discouraged. This is going to sound stupid, but I didn't think college would be this hard and it's only the very beginning. I have four... Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 10:00:00 GMT |
Ungrateful Again..... |
Well, I made it. I'm here....and well.....I'm already stressed. I couldn't register early beacuse of a medical hold and now I'm late...everyone whose been through this process knows how hard and painf... Posted by on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 21:03:00 GMT |
As The Moment Draws Near.... |
The time is drawing near and well, I'm starting to feel the pressure. I know this is a bad time to question myself, but I can't help it at this point. I think I made the right choice, I just don't kno... Posted by on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 11:26:00 GMT |
His Words |
10:15 pm Monday, July 24, 2006
I am... I am her man.. No matter what I am her man. Things are difficult and we go through growing pains, but blood is so much thicker than water. Dominique is my rib...... Posted by on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:12:00 GMT |
Why Am I Stuck? |
I don't know.... I'm letting third parties discourage me. I can't even defend my mind and heart against what I know is wrong. I'm too weak for this. I'm really close to giving up, I don't know what el... Posted by on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 22:36:00 GMT |
What Now? |
Hmmmmm. I always seem to be the one who has to bring up breaking up or meeting other people. I wonder why that is? This is still my first relationship. I find it hard to believe that I have found some... Posted by on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 03:22:00 GMT |
What the hell.... |
Things are intresting. There are a lot of things I want to say, but there's no use in saying it. I feel so many things, but no reason to express them. I don't know....I'm confused but I'm not sure why... Posted by on Sat, 27 May 2006 22:55:00 GMT |
Damn I Miss Him |
Man....god.....arg....grrrrr..... why can't I have him? Right now, right here next to me, in my arms, in my head, his sweet voice in my ear. I'm dying, my insides are cryin, I'm losin it. I'm losin it... Posted by on Fri, 19 May 2006 22:51:00 GMT |