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Josh

underthebleu

About Me

Music is the fabric of my life. Playing and listening both potentiate catharsis, the piano as my medium. And unlike the violin, the piano keeps my secrets. I've always been able to depend on music much more than I've been able to depend on people.
When I'm not in class, asleep under the trees outside of class, and/or writing papers, I tend to be hidden away in some dark corner with my face in a book. I like to read, probably more than mother shrews like to eat their babies.
Huzzah, etc. 'Tis my last and final semester at the lofty institution my car's odometer has come to know as California State University, Long Beach. Grad school is hiding in the dark cockles waiting to creep out and suck the life out of my ideals. Assuming my head doesn't explode before it has the opportunity.
Although my focused area of study at CSULB has been in rhetorical criticism, the kid in me wanted to jump into the study of cultural folklore and how it shapes and is shaped by evolving human histories. I soon realized, however, that such a thing is much better left to when you're old and have nothing better to spend your money on than a ticket to the cave of the Bell Witch.
I wanderlust. I love to travel and never turn down an opportunity. I've been lucky enough to travel abroad, but I still have a few more continents I need to conquer. Word of advice: never take directions from gypsies. I will be visiting Peru for three weeks in November and will be (hopefully if weather permits) kayaking down the Apurimac River in order to reach the start of the Inca trail to Macchu Picchu. I can't wait. Once we complete the trek, we will be taking a train to Bolivia. If I don't have my throat cut when I'm sleeping, I should have some nice stories.
I love to explore. I've always had curiosity for abandoned places. Empty buildings, dilapidated tunnels, old mines, forgotten cemeteries.. I think they're fascinating. As for what I think is my nerdiest hobby, I have a collection of over 70 grave rubbings to date (I am but one man). Some consider it morbid; I consider it to be the preservation of legacy. Remembrance is the purpose of the epitaph in the first place... Appreciation for burial art is something that seems to have been disregarded in American culture. Death is seen as something horrible, something to fear. I see it as the most beautiful and natural event we can experience as humans. We die, we feed the earth with our dust, and everything we are becomes everything else. Our waste gives life to the worm, to the grass, to the apples your Grandma uses to bake you pie. Even in the absence of an afterlife, one lives forever in this way. You just don't get to keep your car.
ANYWAY, on that emo note, I like soy milk. I think that covers everything.

My Interests

Video games, crazy people, discussing Bertrand Russell over a shot of tequila, dancing with the devil in the pale moonlight, keeping the Olde Hag at bay while enjoying my Absinthe, donating to the Save the Children from Alan Sherman fund, holding evaluative conversations with Self, seeing your future (it's not pretty), writing bios on MySpace...
The artwork of Alex Grey, J.W. Waterhouse, Salvador D., and Botticelli. I am a huge fan of the neoclassical style of Waterhouse, but Alex Grey's visionary artwork takes things to a new level. Open your third eye (not your brown one)

I'd like to meet:

the Purple People. And those who eat them.

Music:

Kate Bush, PJ Harvey, Clannad, Anuna, Joni Mitchell, Jeff Buckley, Pink Floyd, The Mars Volta, Tori Amos, Radiohead, John Coltrane, Charles Mingus, Ashley MacIsaac, Loreena McKennitt, Maire Brennan's solo stuff, Capercaillie (check them out, I'm telling you), Solas, Seamus Egan, Rufus Wainwright (when he's not preaching about his crystal meth addiction like some glittery saint), Kate Bush, Amon Tobin, EVITA! EVITA! EVITA! (Yo quiero, Carlos... yo quiero...), Diamanda Galas, Stevie Nicks, Patrick Park, Liz Phair (before she turned into a sellout fuckwit), Kate Bush, Michael Nyman, Danny Elfman, Nick Cave and/or The Bad Seeds, Nine Inch Nails, Kate Bush. Oh, Mary Jane Lamond is okay too. So is Kate Bush. Your mom's pretty good too.

Movies:

Camp, camp, camp. Whatever Happened to Baby Jane?, Mommie Dearest, Hush Hush Sweet Charlotte, Sunset Boulevard, It's a Mad Mad Mad Mad World!, Night of the Living Dead, Day of the Dead, Dawn of the Dead, Land of the Dead, 28 Days Later, pretty much any movie wherein zombies eat people and multiply like Mormons. I secretly have a zombie fetish. But it's not a secret. Because I just disclosed it to you. Ahem, where was I? Stop interrupting me. Troll 2 holds a pretty special place in my heart. Drop Dead Gorgeous, Interview With the Vampire, Grindhouse, Kill Bill vol. 1 and 2, Pulp Fiction, Goodfellas, Jesus Christ Superstar, Tenacious D and the Pick of Destiny, Notes on a Scandal, Elizabeth, Hocus Pocus....
And last but never least, Evita. Stage or screen. There is nothing better. One day I will stand before my Maker and I will be asked, "What did you do for our lady Peron?" We should all be held accountable to such a standard.

Television:

The Simpsons, Tracey Ullman, Gerhard Reinke's Wanderlust, Kids in the Hall, South Park, Absolutely Fabulous, MuchMusic, and not much else. The History Channel kicks ass all the time, especially around Halloween (best holiday ever, btw). I've gotten really into the Sopranos because my secret fantasy is to get my face kicked in by a giant Italian.

Books:

Sacred Mirrors by Alex Grey, The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho, A Brief History of Everything by Ken Wilber, World War Z by Max Brooks, Weird US, The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro, The Lone Ranger and Tonto Fistfight in Heaven by Sherman Alexie (who is speaking at my school next week, fancy fancy), Upside Down by Eduardo Galeano, The Seven Mysteries of Life by Guy Murchie, Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte, Old Possum's Book of Practical Cats by T.S. Eliot, Macbeth by some dead guy I can't remember, Everybody Poops by Taro Gomi, Maybe the Moon by Armistead Maupin, Gerald's Game by Stephen King, Anthem by Ayn Rand, My Antonia by Willa Cather, Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf, Bette and Joan: The Divine Feud by Shaun Considine, virtually anything by H.P. Lovecraft, The Lottery by Shirley Jackson, the poetry of Percy Bysshe Shelley, and the wonderful rantings of David Sedaris.

Heroes:

Harriet Tubman

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I HATE OLD LADIES!

Bah! My day has been ruined before it even had a chance to begin. Once upon this morning, I awoke, immersed in the brilliant light of morning. Out of the bed I flew, and began to ready ...
Posted by Josh on Sun, 14 Aug 2005 01:32:00 PST