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ShAi X Boi RacEr

A smile is skin deep, A tear drips to the soul.

About Me

I am a long way from my house but, a few steps from home. I'm the kind that may have everything, but am truly empty. I am a Gemini that conforms to non-conformist standards. my life is exciting to most people bored... and boring to exciting people. to all else, Its just confusing. I see all things in the grey, never the black or white. ask me a question and I'll retaliate w/ 4 questions of my own. I Long for something... I know not what it is. I loathe all else. I try too hard, but its never hard enough, my efforts are laughable and I carry no special talent. I do my best, and if its not good enough then you didn't have to ask me. I remember nonesense, importance is a matter of time til i forget.
T o sum it up, I am a gemini w/ ADD, which has been worsend with experimentation w/ drugs. I will bore you 'till I grow like fungus on you, you will then enjoy my company until I frustrate you with questions that has no bearing in life. I can converse forever, but can never find the proper words to say what I want to express. I am the shyest guy striving to be the extrovert, learning the ways of the world in my own, cynical, way.
II learn more... u know what to do!

My Interests


enrichment, GoD, Life.

I'd like to meet:

SOME ONE the exact opposite of me! II enrich my life, to beautify, and dramatize, II to live the life according to my motto...
LIFE IS ABOUT EXPERIENCES...
IF YOU DON'T EXPERIENCE ANYTHING,
THEN YOU'LL NEVER LIVE.

Music:

ALMOST All of the ABOVE... but most of all 88 - 98 slow jams, AFTER 7, Shai, Color me Badd, Babyface, Mariah (pre-butterfly) Kai, etc.

Movies:

the sandlot, HP, Quentin Tarantino (spellin???) films (xept natural born killers), narration (something like wonder years), softie/BT films like sweet november, or habang may buhay! and movies w/ different endings than the average movie. (donnie darko, etc)

Television:

AMINE!!!!!! NA RU 2.... MY NEW DBZ!!!!

Books:

harry potter 1-5, shel silverstien works, sideway school is falling down, adventures of sherlock holmes, the outsiders, if its interesting i'll read it...

Heroes:

YO MOMMA!

My Blog

contemplation.

Well here I am at 3 am... haven't written in here in over six months...man... its been that long huh?well... whats up w/ me for the peeps that don't know. I now have 2 cars, neither work...I go to sch...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 03:21:00 PST

close but not on the $

I guess its 90-95 true...thats was weird it was pretty much all aminals and such... what if i chose to be a pigeon??? The Keys to Your HeartYou are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammel...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ummm... yea

I have been in love... I am in love... weird thing is... after the puppy love... when all preliminary associations with love is gone... all I want to do is make this girl happy... a feat easier s...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

... 2

It's been several weeks since. We all spent almost 2 weeks together. Joy, Laughter, Hyperactivity, Laughter, Small kisses, Big hugs, Feelings I have not felt in over 41/2 years. One week...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a memory?

I was sitting in my car just chillin, listenin to slowjams that touched my soul from the day I was born. just waitin, song after song, I stared out of the moonroof of my car into the vast star-filled ...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

meaning of life...

Everyone has thier own version of the meaning of life. How they define life is basically thier outlook, in my oppinion. For instance a religious person would most likely say that the meaning of life i...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Girls... do they come in any other way...?

aggghhhh girls... nothing annoys me more than girls... Tom arnold said it best... can't live w/ them... can't kill em! I lost most of my "girl friends" (girls that are friends) cuz I got sic...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

...1

Am I just paranoid? Why am I feeling that I am null and void? Do I really have friends? Who will mourn me when my life ends? I feel like I can count all my "Friends" with ten fingers. What is thi...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

oooo geez

Happ B-DayGabby! A§HLeY! man... whuts up fellaz... tiz I ... tha king of boredom... E 2 da J todai wasn't half badd... i chillaxed... and met this gurl ashley... she was cool... and she live l...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Leeeesllleeeyyy

hahaha... bored as hell at sex thurrtay in the morn... what to do? what to do? hmmmppphhh i dunno update everything i have online? done smoke... done what else? gotta get back to my ...
Posted by ShAi X Boi RacEr on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST