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~MissEmmaJane~

Damn those Spar bags!

About Me

hello :) I’m emma and im 19 years old and live in Newton Aycliffe. It’s a bit of a shithole but luckily I spend most of my time in Bishop which is also a shithole but not quite as bad as aycliffe.

I’v been thru sum pretty hard times...going thru one now actually so bear with me....2007 has been the worst year ever for me. iv had my heart broken twice, lost and regained friends which has put stress on me, iv had a million family problems and close friends of mine have all had their problems and i feel bad for them. iv lost trust in so many ppl and im gonna find it hard to trust men fully. i jus cant wait wait for this year to be over. sorry its canny morbid but if u wanna kno more about the real me then send me a message.'i saw a fox by the rabbit hole, you saw a prince from a fairy tale, he promised that he'd watch over you, but turned out to be the fox we all knew' so true!
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The following people mean the world to me. They'v all been there for me so much. i class them all as my rock. i duno what id do without them sometimes. i love them all to bits and im so grateful they'r in my life. *My Grandma. she's been there for me all through my life and knows me better than anyone else. she knows how to make me laugh and knows what to say when im upset. i hope when im older i can have just half as much strength as she does because she's been through so much and is still so very strong for it. she may drive me crazy sometimes but i love her to bits.*Kate. one of my best friends. shes everything u could ever ask for in a friend. shes always been there for me and she really knows what to say. she knows im there for her whenever she needs it. shes fun, gorgeous, caring and just soooo lurvely. love u Kate :)**Sara. another one of my best friends. we'v known each other for about 8 years and im the first to admit our friendship has been up and down. but shes one of the very few people i can trust with my life and i know shes always there for me. she gives some of the best advice and i just hope that if she ever needs me shes knows im here. shes an amazing girl and i hate to see her hurt. i love her to bits. :)*
The Part of You That No One Sees
You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.
Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?
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My Interests

friends, especially those hu helpd me thru hard times and were there for the good times :)

drinkin, especially wen im happy drunk n dont get ill the next day...i jus feel refreshed! :) reading, especially books that make me use my brain, or make me value things in life more music, especially wen i can sing along and not give a damn if i cant sing and look like a fool. lol films....jus coz i love em!! haha.
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I'd like to meet:

Jenna Jameson...shes well hot!
Cherry Tap Tags Zach Braff. phoooaaar. Pete Wentz!! hes a bit of a hottie like!

Music:

my music taste is all over the place. i like a bit of everything :D

Movies:

shit loads. im really into horror and comedy. a good romantic film is good now n again :)

Television:

dont watch that much tv. Hollyoaks is pretty much it

Books:

Lord of the Flies, The Hobbit,The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons,Adrian Mole's diaries, The Green Mile, A child called It. The Lovely Bones,Jackie Collins' books, and the ...In Death series.verrry good

Heroes:

Andy, Kate, me grandma, me parents and my good friends.

My Blog

my hero

she drives me absolutely crazy with her constant talking and questions especially about things and people i dont know but i really dont know where i'd be without me grandma today. shes always there f...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 07:27:00 PST

another kick in the teeth

someone jus told me they recognised 'my lad' from my pictures and said she saw him kissin a lass with red hair in durham...(she obviously didnt know we'd broken up)....jus reminds me of the time we st...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 03:30:00 PST

blog overload!

i know iv been writing a load of blogs lately but as well as talkin to people its seriously helpin me by gettin things out. n iv gotta say im on my way to being fabulously happy! this year has been h...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 06:44:00 PST

its good to talk :)

iv been talkin to the brilliant zoe today and its been good to talk....well bitch. lol. i know people say u should forget about the past but sometimes its good to remember the past coz then u can reme...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 03:40:00 PST

wow i actually...

...feel good! i had a really good cry today but then really thought about things. and im so excited for the future! im young free and single and can do whatever the hell i want so why not make the mos...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 01:51:00 PST

to all my good friends!

well i really hope u know how much u all mean to me and how much u'v all helped me. im so lucky to have u all and uv been the best mates i cud ever have especially round this tough time. i swear to u ...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 07:56:00 PST

wohoo!

goin to York for my birthday! gonna be awesome seein me bish goons again and will take me mind off recent crap even if only for a little while! yay. xx
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 03:12:00 PST

garrrr. great(!)

well jus burst into tears again coz it seems that even when i try not to think about him something always crops up. my grandma has just been round with a xmas card with mine and andys name on (with h...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 08:44:00 PST

the crack

heres the crack people. i may be down but not forever. i may be hurt but il get better. i may not trust but il learn to do so.an arse at times but i wont stoop so low.  this is something i can ...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 07:21:00 PST

doesnt add up.

for once i am bloody right and i know it!! iv worked it out all thanx to a photo with the date on it. now no names are allowed to be mentioned but either the length of time they wer together iv b...
Posted by ~MissEmmaJane~ on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 04:33:00 PST