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About Me

I seem to always want to re-write the about me section on my MySpace really late at night, or very early in the morning, depending on how you look at it. But here we go again.
You can call me Kat. That's all you need to know. Or is it? I'm 19, and more complex than you can ever imagine. I reside in Chesapeake, Virginia at the moment. My life is hell, and I'm still figuring out why exactly I'm enduring it. But I am, and that's all that matters right now.
I've been waiting. I've been biding my time, until that one day where it all makes sense. How can I understand almost everything, but something so simple that the most closed-minded person can know?
I'm a victim. I'm a victim of life's cruelty, it's punishments, harshness and hate. Blessed is the one that strives, for they will receive life's crown through endure-ment. I've been taught you'll be rewarded for hard work. But when will my reward come?
Alright, well I guess the above isn't really about me per se, but who cares. I'm not all that interesting, anyway. Just boring ol' me... But thenj again, things aren't always as they seem. Remember that.

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My Blog

Come Closer...

Am I wrong to want you near? A bit of heaven with you beside me. I see your face in the eyes of the sky. But you are farther than, far tonight. Am I wrong to feel this way? Watching my tears fall dow...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 19:09:00 GMT

What It’s Like. (Poem by me.)

Do you knowWhat it's like to be me?To touch, to hear, to feel, to see,You don't know what it's like to be me.I see pillars of stone rise from the ashes,I cut them down, no need for new life.To all my ...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 17:57:00 GMT

With My Mind...

"With My Mind" In a violent world Where deception's free Things I can't control Taking over me Did they try to take My identity So what the hell Have they done to me! I will take your thoughts away A...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 20:44:00 GMT

This poem/thingy I wrote awhile back in a bulletin.

Whenever, whoever, whatever is done,Cannot be undone,What is said by others cannot be unsaid,Even as time goes by, wounds may be heal'd,Even when one is dead,They still haven't lived to the fullest.Wh...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:41:00 GMT

Nobody knows who I really am...

I never felt this empty before And if I ever need someone to come along, Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong? We are all rowing the boat of fate The waves keep on coming and we can't escape Bu...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 19:56:00 GMT

Everything I’ve ever done...

When I look back upon my life It's always with a sense of shame I've always been the one to blame For everything I long to do No matter when or where or who Has one thing in common, too It's a, it's ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 03:42:00 GMT

Crysis - Before Nomad Forgets (Hi-Def Music Video)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmL3NjbeGiY
Posted by on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 16:29:00 GMT

Breathing for...

Breathing Feel it on my skin Your breathing Falling to your arms again Spread my wings and fly Hold my head up high Feels like summer wind When you're breathing, Breathing Breathing Everytime I clo...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 11:28:00 GMT

Here comes the Sun.

Eins, zwei, drei, vier, fünf Sechs, sieben, acht, neun, Aus. Alle warten auf das Licht Fürchtet euch fürchtet euch nicht Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen Sie wird heute Nacht nicht untergehen Und ...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 11:55:00 GMT