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About Me

My name is Matt and I am 20 years old. I am currently a solider for the United States Army, with the job of nuclear and radioactive studies a my "Job Title". I currently live in Milwaukee and have a beautiful daughter named Krystal. I find that my life has been filled with manipulation and lies, however im doing all that i can (with much success) to make sure that the way i was is not the way i am. Other then that i love chilling with my friends, party, drive around, listen to music, and play halo 3 online. So if you want to talk feel free to drop me a message.

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Army of One

Im coming up on my day of swearing in and I feel like i have stalled because of fear.  Not fear of getting hurt or fear of failing but fear of change.  Not a change in my environment, but a fear that ...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Feb 2009 19:40:00 GMT

Poem with no name... Suggestions?

Screams for attentionTears of bloodEmotions rush over meYet no one is aroundTo far away to hear the soundOf this heart that stops beatingIn this pouring rainI may drown the painOf a love i had once no...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 00:42:00 GMT

Poem

Upon a moon that shows red of the blood that soaks my eyes I become weary to this existence My life in a shell   Standing upon the cold night, where I see my breath fill the air with lost hop...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:49:00 GMT

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

Where the fuck did i go wrong that everytime i try to help people see it as me attacking them... its time for a change i need to move on from this life i have made for myself and try again cause this ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:36:00 GMT

Sick of feeling like giving up

My life is fucked up like usual when things start looking good, multiple events happend to tear that stability down and leave me crushed.  I hate feeling like giving up on everything because i kn...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 01:30:00 GMT

My child on the way

So if you havent heard the news I am to be an expected father come july around my birth day... and im not going to lie it scares the shit out of me....  I am looking forward to this baby girl to ...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 15:11:00 GMT

Random

To live in error is life in a nut shell.  Let me explain, you can live life in absolute perfection (which is unlikely in the first place) and you can still look back on all the decisions you have...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 15:30:00 GMT