GET TO KNOW YA GIRL...
I go by Krizzna . I'm 19 & I'ma B 20 on the 28th of February. I'm heart broken again but I ain't lookin' for anyone to comfort me. So all you fellas, save my time & your dollaz, 'cause I ain't feelin' for none of your games. Theres only ONE nigga who makes me feel beautiful & I'm saving all my love for him till the day he comes back home to me. I love him to death. Thats what you call love, a love that will for sure last a life time. My family wouldn't B complete without my baby girl, Nala . Shes my gangsta ass princess who brings me nothing but joy & happiness . Don't think I'm like these trifiling ass baby mommas now. I don't leave my kids out in the dust while they out, dick hungry. I pray that you hoes will get better soon. Haha. I workout 3-4 times a week & drink plenty of water . I'm lovin' it. Its good for ya & nothing is better than water. I love to cook & eat ! If you're around me I'll B sure to make you FAT ! =) I just recently quit my bad habit of drinking. I've been sober for about a month & a half. I'm proud of myself... & its 'bout time for a change. A change for the better. The one thing I can't live without is my family & friends . They're the ones who keep me up & goin' in life. I'm sorry, I ain't like them other girls who B out at the clubs. I like to chill, lay back, relax, & keep it on the low low . You know what I'm sayin'. I'm the type of girl who will try my best to B there for you physically & emotionally. I won't judge nor critisize you in anyway. You tell me how it is & I'ma let you know how it is. Just one thang I want everyone to keep in mind... KEEP IT REAL . If you're gonna lie, cheat, & backstab I'm not gonna have it. But thats with anyone. Most girls do that thats why i ain't up to the idea of meeting new people, especially females! You know how it is. Oh yeah, if you're nigga is TRYING to talk to me & you got a problem with it. Don't come & try to deal it out with ME. I got ENOUGH thangs to worry 'bout than some nigga. Its not my fault that hes tryna get at me when I already got a man. DON'T HATE THE PLAYA, HATE THE MUTHAFUCKEN GAME . Its always been like that & its always gon' B like that. It ain't ever gonna change. I hate it when females fight over the nigga when hes sittin' back laughin' & feelin' good 'bout himself. So my job is to DENY them cold. Guys are stupid, no offense to my homeboys. When will there ever B a decent guy around who don't play games & actually has a mind frame of a grown adult... If you're lucky enough, I am a person who does give second chances. I rather keep it tight with my main peoples . The less people you know, the less negativity in your life. I went through so many ups & downs. I'm damn surpirsed I'm still here. Don't ever take your life for granted & don't regret anything in life. Learn from your mistakes & prepare for a better future. Life aint nothing but full of tests ... TRY the best of your ability to overcome any obstacles that will B thrown at you & ALWAYS expect the unexpected. TRYING doesn't hurt. Maybe you'll make it & if you don't theres always tomorrow. Its not the end of the world. =)
NOTHIN' BUT UNCONDITIONAL L♥VE...
♥ ♥ Aye w'sup gangstar. Thanx for being there for me through the good & bad. You's my ride or die chick till the end... Wait. There ain't gon' B no end for us. Haha. Throughout the years that I've known ya, ain't no one kan compare to you. You ain't like none of these females out here whos quick to backstab, cheat, & lie. You're one in a million though. When drama occurs, you're the one quick to come get me without hesitation, my nigga locked up & you spending every moment to keep me up & goin', anything I need you're there to give it to me. Man, You & Oeun, both, keep me laughing non-stop, thats when I'm happy most of the time when I'm with y'll. You guys make my days go by faster. Shit, I'm glad you got with nigga 'cause he makes me laugh non-stop, always acting like a foo. HAHA. Thanx, for being one of the homies to take care of me most of the time. I'ma B here for ya no matter what. You know I got you. I love ya, girl.
♥ ♥ Hey baby boo. It feels like I havent seen you in forever although its been only a couple of weeks. I wish time would just fly by faster so I can have you back in my arms. I still can't believe to this day that you're really gone. You don't know how much I'm missing you. Everynight before I go to bed, I pray to god that you come back home to us. And believe me, I dream about you EVERY night. I don't stop thinking 'bout you & its driving me up the wall! All I can do is lay hear & listen to them stupid love songs & miss you even more. I TRY to go out & have fun but thangs ain't workin'... Now I really know how it feels to not have you here physically. Its lonely... I mean I lost you once & you came back to me. Therefore in my own heart I believed that we are meant for eachother, forever together... Now, I lost you once again. Whats this supposed to prove to my heart? I've lost hope but I'm not gon' give up all the way. I believe if you give things time, all will turn out for the better. Shit, as long as you ain't out in this sinful world & in a somewhat safer place, I'm willing to suffer for the moment just to live happily ever after. Thank you for the beautiful & happy moments that we've shared together. I'ma treasure those memories forever & I wouldn't give it up for anythang in this world... Its crazy how life is.. You never thought the one person you truley loved would just leave you, cold. Everythang happens for a reason. I guess this is just another test in life to prove to ourselves that we kan handle thangs & still B with eachother... Through the rain & all the pain, we gotta prove to ourselves to not give into temptations & selfishness. I believe I kan do it... For the sake of my baby girl. I WILL. Shit, for four years, we went through hell & back, heaven & happiness, we still holdin' it down! No doubt, Bonnie & Clyde, upgraded. One of the realezt niggas I've ever come across. Also blessed to have you in my life. I'm praying for you every night to have a better outcome as soon as possible. I'ma B thinking of you, non-stop, till the day you come back home. I'ma B waiting with open arms & a kiss for you, baby. I love you to death.
Baby, I ♥ you & I'ma miss you... ALWAYS .
Theres always gon' B a time in your life where you gotta let the one you love go... But what if you already lost him once & you're 'bout to lose him again...? What is a girl supposed to do when you didn't expect situations like this to happen so sudden. Baby, I'm missing you like crazy. Now that you're physically gone I'm feelin' lonesome all over again. Did we both really deserve this? You let your pride & morals get in the way of us. Consequences are... Your daughter & I is left alone. You & I both know it was unfair. Like I've mentioned from the get', no matter what the circumstances are I'ma always B here for ya 'cause you was my nigga ever since '03. Had my back even during the times when I was wrong. Thats how you know a person got nothing but unconditional love for ya. You think a girl like me kould let go easily just 'cause I never kry in your face anymore, it was all a front, c'mon now, you left just like that unexpected... Shit don't work like that. You had choices but chose the hardest one of them all. Every night I lay in bed I'm in tears cause you ain't fillin' in the spot where you used to rest your head & used to tell me "Goodnight Baby, I love you." Everywhere I go in the house & when I see your fam, it brings me into tears, brings nothing but happy memories of us that we kan't make anymore... Especially when I look at your daughter & see her enjoying life so smoothly but don't really understand the facts of life yet, it breaks my heart even more. Feelin' like a rock has been placed on my chest & I can't get it off. The one person she looked up to who also gave me strength & words of wisdom to live each day better is now gone. All I kan do is pray for you to have a better outcome as soon as possible & to have you come back home to me baby. You're the nigga who had my heart in the first place & that will never change... I'ma always have you in my heart even if I'm with another nigga 'cause ain't no one kan do the things you did. I'ma pray for you & think 'bout you everyday, non-stop, & I'm holdin' my head on straight for you & my daughter only. I Love you...
