retreat |
i feel my body start to shake, i can no longer control my emotions or my body. it feels like my heart is going to explode and my stomach is in knots. you know the ones when youre home alone and u have... Posted by on Sun, 17 Jan 2010 01:06:00 GMT |
Love of My Life |
i look up at him and i see the future, not only a house and little feet pounding the floor but a happy couple that you can only see in the movies. he touches me and i feel the heavens surround me. an... Posted by on Sun, 13 Sep 2009 21:46:00 GMT |
jail |
it fell out of the sky like daggers into your heart.
you get that one phone call and you know your life is fucked... your face goes white, your stomach turns, you want to cry but your baby is beside ... Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 23:11:00 GMT |
coping |
i love him so much i cant bring myself to let him go
he was the one there for me, letting me cry
he was the one that held me tight and didnt let a damn thing happen to me
before i couldnt see it, he w... Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 23:06:00 GMT |
things have changed and im growing up |
--i thought i knew everything and i thought i was the best. i was invincible and nothing could tear me down. but as i grow and hear of the past i understand. i can no longer hold everything in,... Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 22:01:00 GMT |
my long distance hubby |
i wake up everyday thinking about him, i think about him in the future and in the present, i can think about marrying him and not get scarred. but the pressure of not physically being around him makes... Posted by on Fri, 02 May 2008 11:51:00 GMT |
poem |
sitting here drowning in a bottle of tearsunder YOUR mess of rubblewhere you pushed me under to save yourselfleft me when i needed you the mostand not even a goodbyewas there no other choice?or was it... Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 19:37:00 GMT |
tired of wondering |
im tired of wondering when hes going to call
i used to just wait for the call
im tired of wondering how he is feeling
it used to be so clear
im tired of wondering if he misses me and wants me like i ... Posted by on Mon, 19 Nov 2007 00:16:00 GMT |
i hate it here dood! |
this is def. sucking ballz. i am in maryland, away from everyone that i care about. and to make it worse, the people here are rude! so there goes me having a "good" life here with my mom. either i've ... Posted by on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 16:35:00 GMT |
homeless... kinda |
so.. i got kicked out of my dads house, almost sent to juvy, and now im in maryland trying to convince my mom that it would be better for me to live in indiana. but so far... not so good. i have lost ... Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:08:00 GMT |