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Cowboy From HELL

I am here for Dating and Friends

About Me

Not sure what to put here anymore. I've tried to fix it but I can't. I've tried to ignore it but you won't let me. I've tried and I've tried but I've failed miserably.

My Interests

I'm interested in a whole lotta things....
I'm interested in very-late-nite coffee clutches.
And poetry.
And reading.
And Piercings, gotta have that here.
And tattoos
I'm interested in being me
And hoping that you are being you.
I used to be interested in sex but my last few partners bored me out of that stage.
I'm interested in stuff that I just can't think of right now.

I adopted a cute lil' June birthstone fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

I'd like to meet:

I just wanna meet people. Regular everyday ppl. I'm only interested in the ones that have an easy time saying "Hi. How's it going?" and fucking mean it, ya know.

People that will see me for me and not for what they want.

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If you can't handle anything I've said about who I'd like to meet or who I am, I got some royalty for ya to meet up close and personal.

And go here... check these guys out.

Music:

I listen to damn near anything that you can think of.
Slipknot,
George Strait,
Six Feet Under,
Enya,
Metallica,
His Infernal Majesty,
Korn,
Shelly Wright,
Kelly Clarkson,
Garth Brooks,
Boz Skaggs,
Dierks Bentley,
Marilyn Manson,
Dashboard Confessionals,
Third Eye Blind,
Beethoven....
Mudvayne....

Fuck it... you get the point.
Or you should, as long as Top 40 Thinking hasn't drained you of self-expression.

Omega lyrics
What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones,
the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tomes.
Do you serve a purpose, or purposely serve?
A vacation is a countdown, T minus your life and
counting, time to drag your tongue across the sugar cube,
and hope you get a taste.
WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THIS FOR?
WHAT THE HELL’S GOING ON? SHUT UP!
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with their thumb on the pulse,
and a finger on the trigger.
CLASSIFIED MY ASS! THAT’S A FUCKING SECRET, AND YOU KNOW IT!
Government is another way to say better…than…you.
Huh, what luck. Fascism you can vote for.
And we’re all gonna die some day, because that’s the American way,
and I’ve drunk too much, and said too little,
when your gaffer taped in the
middle, say a prayer, say a face, get your self together and see what’s happening.
SHUT UP! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
it's time to move on so, remember: you’re a wreck, an accident.
Forget the freak, your just nature.

Movies:

If it helps me forget I'll watch it.
If it helps me remember I'll watch it.
If I can still watch it when I'm stoned out of my mutherfucking mind,
I'll definitly watch it.
If I don't have to think,
I'll watch it.
Basically, I'll watch it.

Television:

I mainly use that invention of mankind as background noise when I finally get sick of being awake.

Books:

I'm all for a good Clive Barker book.
or Anne Rice.
I'll kick back with Stephen King.
or Dean Koontz.
I've even been known to read some Mary Higgins-Clark.
I've been reading some lesser known authors also.
I've got the big book of E. A. Poe.
I've got the Tony Hillerman books that they made into a PBS Mini-series.
I've got a lot of older books too.
I have a 1934 print of the Finnish translated Bible,
even though I'm not religious in any sense.

Heroes:

Myself... don't beleive me??

www.houseofcrazed.com/forums/member.php?username=HarlotsBeas t

Check the place out... sign up if you're bored. WTF am I sayin, of course your bored.

My Blog

Phone calls...

So, I'm layin in bed, nursing a mild hangover this morning.... my phone rings early afternoon. brother calling... knock on the door. dad waking me up. got a phone call on his phone. Both brother and f...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 11:29:00 PST

grr, fuckin grr.... !!!!!!!!

I hate being me sometimes... most of the time. sometimes I know what i want. Sometimes i don't. But usually I know what to tell people. Lately, I've been fucking things up. Being drunk makes it easie...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 05:29:00 PST

WTF?!?!

Okay, so this is seriously a fucked up week for me... Starts off, my work week is whittled down to three days, just over 20 hrs a week. Not too bad, I can handle that much... Then, a few days ago (w...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:21:00 PST

Crunch Time

Almost a month away from quitting my job at Keyport. Also means almost a month away from finding out who my real friends still are (with a very slim select few that is). Won't have much time to go out...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 01:19:00 PST

So... 6:30AM

And here I sit. can't get to sleep yet (as per my usual nights as of late) and I decided that now would be a good time to let those of you that read these things know, I won't have much more time left...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 04:31:00 PST

It's been awhile

Holy Christopher... It's a MIRACLE!!! So it's been months and months since I've posted a blog... even though only like three people are going to be notified of this. I've been thinking lately abo...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 02:39:00 PST

What the fuck is wrong with society...

I just got news today that an old friend was stabbed and murdered last night about 4:30 AM. She was only 29 yrs old and starting a new life. The guy that did it, used her own knife, a display gift. He...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 10:03:00 PST

So Yeah... OUCH

Once again, I have subjected myself to the painful pleasure of gauging out one of my more prized piercings... the PA. I'm now up to a 00. I think it's a 00 anyway... I have to plugs here that are su...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Tue, 22 Nov 2005 01:06:00 PST

Finding Neverland

So just about ten minutes ago I got done watching the movie Finding Neverland. It's taken me that long to compose myself after that one. Never before has any movie made me feel, think and react so pro...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 05:27:00 PST

Okay... some lyrics...

I've been talking to a few ppl on here now for quite some time. Eventually, the religious shit gets brought up. Some of you that may end up reading this know who you are. Or you may know who I'm talki...
Posted by Cowboy From HELL on Tue, 13 Sep 2005 01:01:00 PST