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*~*~ So this is the story of my life...for people I just met and for my best friends that I knew for years that know nothing about my past................August 19, 1985 I was born in Myszkuf , Poland to the most beautiful and sensire woman in the world. She was extreamly slim and showed no signs of pregnancy until she had me. Everyone was shocked because no one thought she was pregnant including my older sister who found out my mother gave birth to me while she was away at camp. SO the story of my life goes....yes, some people might claim ME as a mistake or as you might say, but I what I was was a miricle I was born prematured at only 5 lbs. and was purple from head to toes....my family describes me as an angel because I survived when I shouldn't have and grown up to be a marvolous, beautiful person. I had the perfect life back home, beautiful family a 3 story brick house that was built by hand by my great grandfather and his sons for my mother to have, acers of land, horses and a beautiful country to grow up in. My father was a great craftsman he could build a castle out of the sand and I mean that in a literal way. Not a sandncastle. We had everything, until he started drinking and that was the end of it... My mother soon became sick and no one knew. She developed breast cancer and she knew it but let no one know....because all she cared about was my father who now was an alcoholic and lost everything we had.... by the time we found out my mother was sick it was too late....no medicine no one could help her....it was over...and so was my life. SHe passed away when I was only five...little of the memory I have of her but what I remember was that she was beyond a great person. Years later, my sister won lottery and we all got our visas and moves to STL. It was the most depressing day of my life leaving everything and everyone I known my whole life. I came here not knowing a single word in English in a year I exceled in all my classes in school I knew how to say everything and I was moved up 4 grades in a year because of how smart I was. Now Im not gonna wirte this into a novel that would be a best seller but, what I been through, what I seen and what I said is nothing anyone in this world could compare too....I have the whole world in my palm and thats still not enought for me because no one that I know knows that Im still so hurt for loosing the most important person in my life....my mother.