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Tracy

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About Me

Find arms that will hold you at your weakest...
Eyes that will see you at your ugliest...
& a heart that will love you at your worst
.:This is my story:.
*the birth certificate says:
→ TRACY JEAN
*the birth date is:
→ FEBRUARY 04, 1985
*the age is:
→*twenty-three
*the man is:
→ BENJAMIN QUINATA

I'm a lover not a fighter, but i will fight FOR THE ONES I LOVE..
I’ve been thru so many obstacles in life
and as the days go by I’ve learned the many different aspects of our everyday living.
It was a roller coaster ride for me
with a whole lot of twist and turns along the way.
I’ve learned and growned out of that shell to be who I am today.
I was inconsiderate and selfish at the time,
I was judge-mentally ill.
and it brought me nothing but trouble…
I stood tall, fell hard, and got back up to be here today.
thanks to the people in my life today,
◊Life is really what I made it to be◊
I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change
so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong
so that you can appreciate them when they're right,
you believe lies
so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart
so better things can fall together.
We have to fall into pieces
just to see who will put them back together,
We have to fall
to see who will catch us,
we have to run away
to see who will come after you,
we have to cry
to see who will cheer us up,
& a lot of the times...
we have to do something wrong
just to see who will still
be by your side.
.November 2005.
The day my heart was
and still is happily taken by
the one and only mister
Benjamin John Quinata.
Granted he may not be the most perfect guy out there,
in my eyes he couldn’t be any perfect.
Like every relationship we have our obstacles,
but that’s what strengthens our love.
That is what love is all about
**making mistakes**
but learning to forgive in the end.
& through all the mistakes,
through all the temptations,
through all the betrayals,
never have I loved him any less.
Thick and thin I will always love this guy.

Behind all our downfalls
he is one amazing individual.
He is definitely the most loving and caring person I know.
& in all honesty,
even if he does not end up
being the person I grow old with,
it still will never erase that I am sincerely
thankful
that he is presently part of my life.
Once in a lifetime means
theres no second chance
they say that’s there’s more to life,
when we listen to our hearts
and because of Ben I have the strength to start.
Now its a step to a beginning
where we have to plant our seeds in front of our steps,
so that when we turn around tomorrow
we see how much we’ve grown,
we lived,
and how we loved.
Sometimes we have to meet a few wrongs
before we meet the right one.
We are human bond to make mistakes in life
and correct them as we go.
We learn from the past,
live for the moment,
and await for the future to begin.
I love you more than I did yesterday,
and I will love you more tomorrow
than I did today.
I’ve said it before
and I’ll say it again..
we don't take love for granted
Your love and caring ways is what makes …
Yesterdays memories
Todays moments
Tomorrows dreams
A fairytale wish come true….

My Interests

The loves:
→ the man
→ the family
→ the crazy friends
→ my laptop
→ stars
→ taste the rainbow
→ a decent conversation
→ long beach walks

The hates:
→ public restrooms…yuck…
→ DRAMA
→ MONEY
→ BILLS
→ FAKE PEOPLE
→ BACKSTABBERS
→ SELF-CENTERED PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY GOT IT MADE
The fears:
→ to lose the ones I love
→ CLOWNS!
→ heights
→ snakes
→ creepy noises at night
→ FAILURE
→ another heartbreak

Books:



Heroes:

My Guardian Angel
*MOM*
You're simply the best...
I am your biggest fan in the world..
you have opened my eyes to a realization that you'll always be there
when life has its turning point
thank you for everything in life..
We may have our ups & downs,
our differences in every way but everyone goes through it all.
We may not be as close as we were before but you are the best of the best and I love you for that.
Without you I wouldn’t have been able to make it this far because of my careless mistakes I did in the past.
You made me choose wisely and now look at me.. i'm Standing where I need to be!

*Shera Lynn Cruz*
I miss your crazy ass,
hurry up and come home.
we have a lot of catching up to do...
Thank you for being there when I need someone to talk to.
You’ve been there thru
the smiles,
the laughs,
when I was mad,
and also there when I cried.
Its like god sent you to towards me for a reason.
There’s only 2 people in this world that can keep up with my complicated life and that’s you & Mr. Quinata.
Thank you for being apart of my life…
your friendship means everything to me.
I don’t know where exactly what life would be like for me if I never had you by my side,
but you saved me from a lot of trouble by taking me out of the
*wrong crowd*
so I can be accompanied by 2.
I am thankful to have you in my life….

My Blog

Trust your heart

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Posted by Tracy on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 03:34:00 PST

The Heartbreak...

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Posted by Tracy on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 09:59:00 PST