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Tonya♥Renee'

♥ We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is wai

About Me


There is more to me than I could ever write about; and I'm definetly not going to do so on Myspace for all the world to see. A lot of you probably already know me, but you don't really know me... Not the person that I am on the inside-my thoughts, my hopes, my dreams, my fears, the little corners of my heart and mind not one single person has ever truly taken the time to explore. Do you think you have the time? It would definetly take longer than one or two conversations to get to know me. I don't open up too quickly. But you might learn a thing or two. I might even learn something. I'm not what you thought. I'm not even what I thought. I am still trying to find myself. I have been through some difficult times by myself, especially in the last year, but I know I had to go through them to be the person I am today, and the person I am becoming. I hate the fact that I am always nice. I hate that I can't say the things I want and need to say to people; that I just nod and smile, when inside my words are screaming to get out. I hate the fact that people don't take me seriously, or believe in me. I believe in myself, so why can't you? I hate that people always say I am "sweet." While I agree that is one of my best characteristics, I also know that is what hurts me the most. In my life, it has only caused me to be a push around, and a door mat. But no more. I get bored easily, especially by people. I think too much. I am trying to be more patient. I hate being in a rut. I like change. I like new things. I have a lot of places I want to see, and goals I want to reach. I have even more dreams I want to stop dreaming about and start turning into reality and right now feels like the perfect time to start. Stick around if you think you have the time...It's going to be an adventure.
You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream. - C.S. Lewis

My Interests



♥ I LOVE ♥

Life. Surprises. Church. Puppy breath. Singing. Photography. Cooking. Hugs. My cats. My bird. My baby minature pot belly pig! Going to the park. Taking long walks. Taking even longer candle lit bubble baths. Video games. Music. My Mom. New York City. Movies. Road trips. Swimming. Working out. Writing songs. School. Work. Central Park. Watching the clouds go by. Picnics. Bonfires. Flip flops. Manicures. Pedicures. Massages. Cuddling. Kisses. Candles. Concerts. Scrapbooking. Animals. Running. My two brothers. The ocean. The lake. Fishing. Jetskiing. Tubing. Staying up late. Sleeping in late. Shopping. Victoria's Secret Love Spell, Strawberries and Champagne, and Dream Angels Heavenly. Getting dressed up. Purple. Flowers. Springtime. Butterflies. Sitting on a dock at the lake under the stars with my toes in the water. Summer nights. Children. My wonderful friends. Feeling loved. The zoo. Old black and white pictures. Fire and Ice Roses. Kittens and puppies. Sand between my toes. Coolidge Park. Having my hair played with. UT football!
♥ I HATE ♥

Maggots. Judging people by the color of their skin. Liars. Cheaters. Abortion. Murder. Politics. Fake people. Snakes. Spiders. Getting up early. Going to the doctor. Death. People that act like they don't have a brain. Drugs. Child abuse. Guys that beat their wives and girlfriends up. Thunderstorms. Being held down and tickled for a long time.

♥ Some Quotes I Love: ♥

*Life is too short to trudge through it depressed and defeated. No matter what has come against you or what is causing you to slip and fall, no matter who or what is trying to push you down, you need to keep getting up on the inside. If you want to give your enemy a nervous breakdown, learn to keep a good attitude even when the bottom falls out! Learn to be happy even when things dont go your way.*-Joel Osteen.

Love can be set into motion quickly, but true love needs time to grow into something strong and enduring. Love is, above all, about commitment and dedication and a belief that spending years with a certain person will create something greater than the sum of what the two will accomplish seperately.

There is no such thing as failure,
mistakes happen in your life to bring into focus more clearly
who you really are.

its not about being who everyone
else wants you to be; its about
being yourself & finding someone
who loves every bit of it.

Southern girls are God's gift to the entire male population, there is absolutely no woman finer than one raised below the Mason-Dixon line...~Kenny Chesney.

♥ After a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... And that you really are strong...♥

♥ "Beauty Tips" ~For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk w/the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.~ ♥

L.A.U.G.H. your heart out
D.A.N.C.E. in the rain
C.H.E.R.I.S.H. the memories
I.G.N.O.R.E. the pain
L.O.V.E. and learn
F.O.R.G.E.T. and forgive
R.E.M.E.M.B.E.R. you only have one life to live

the first step
in getting what you want
out of life is this:
decide what you want.

I'd like to meet:



Who am I interested in meeting? God. In a world of fakes and pretenders, it would be nice to meet one genuine person. Audrey Hepburn. My two grandfathers that I never knew. Oprah. My Great Grandparents. My future unborn children. Anybody with a head on their shoulders and a working brain.

♥ ♥Wait for the man who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of man who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better woman. Wait for the man who will be your best friend, the one who will drop everything to be with you. Wait for the man who makes you smile like no other guy makes you smile. Wait for the man who respects and loves you for who you are, not who everyone else wants you to be. Wait for the man who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and no makeup, but loves it when you get all dolled up for him. Wait for the man who praises God for you, and encourages you daily in your walk, and most importantly, wait for the man who is more in love with God than you.♥ ♥

Music:

♥ MUSIC ♥

I will listen to just about anything. I absolutely love music; especially music with some life in it.

♥ I LOVE ♥Christian, R&B, Hip Hop, Alternative, Soft Rock, Country, Bluegrass, Indie, Blues, anything that makes me feel good.

Movies:

♥ MOVIES ♥

I love all kinds of movies, especially scary and funny movies. I also enjoy romantic and action movies, as well as old movies. I really love a movie with a good story that can keep my attention. I absolutely adore Christmas movies! My favorite movie growing up was "The Little Mermaid."

Television:

I like watching old movies, The Office, Scrubs, NipTuck, King of Queens, America's Funniest Videos, Family Guy, Gilmore Girls, Lost, E.R., C.S.I., F.R.I.E.N.D.S., The Cosby Show, That 70's Show, Boy Meets World, Full House, American Idol, 7th Heaven, One Tree Hill, Roswell, My Wife and Kids, Who's Line is it Anyway?, etc. I am addicted to Deal or No Deal!!! I really hate reality shows; they are completely a waste of time. I'd rather live my own life than waste an hour of my time watching someone else live theirs.

Books:

I love books with a good plot, books that keep my attention because I am easily bored, and I also like reading self-help books.

Heroes:

♥ My Heroes ♥
Jesus. He gave us all the ultimate gift. I don't know what else to say. That's pretty amazing. That alone should leave us all speechless. All of our brave men and women overseas fighting for us. My Mom-She is the most beautiful woman I know, and taught me everything I know. I have a special guardian angel in Heaven...My Granny...It's been two years since I lost her, but I miss her more and more with each passing day. Not a single day goes by that she isn't on my mind. Rest in Peace... December 9, 2005
Please pray that my friend, Nathan, beats his cancer soon! He is one of my best friends and one of the strongest people I have ever met. He fought for our country in Iraq and is now fighting each and every day for his life. This is the second time he has had leukemia in the past year. {Visit this website: www.caringbridge.org/visit/nathanmosley }
There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. -Albert Einstein

My Blog

Child Abuse

I work with abused children and I can tell you first hand that the abuse they endure follows them the rest of their life. It's not something that they can wake up tomorrow and forget. The emotional an...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 11:01:00 PST

12.9.07

Today has been a hard day for me...Two years ago today, I lost my Granny. She was the last grandparent I had, and I was by far closer to her than any of my other grandparents. In ways, she was really ...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 03:26:00 PST

New Car!!! :)

So you know I totalled my car last month on the way to work...I hit a deer and a buck on the drivers' side and killed them both! I loved my Maxima a lot...but I got my new car this week and I absolute...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Sun, 25 Nov 2007 12:06:00 PST

If You Want Me To...

As long as I can remember I have adored Ginny Owens and her music...I am so grateful for this song and that it was written. God has been putting me through some trials lately and I truly believe it wa...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 12:49:00 PST

Why is my life falling apart? :(

I am so depressed I don't think I can even cry anymore. Those of you that are close to me know I have been going through a difficult time in my personal life this past month...and I gue...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 06:30:00 PST

Learning to let go...

Letting go... "To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:58:00 PST

The Real Me

I think this is the such a great song...I couldn't have found a better song that describes the way I feel inside...I wish someone cared enough to take their time to get to know me..and see me... ...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 03:15:00 PST

♥ Let it Go ♥

 LET IT GO for 2007  by T.D. Jakes   There are people who can walk away from you.    And hear me when I tell you this!    When people c...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 10:56:00 PST

Abortion: Just Another Name for Murder.

Life or Death? To kill or not to kill?     I've wrote blogs before about abortion, but I wanted to write another one to provide a little more information on why it is so wrong...It is cold...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Tue, 07 Nov 2006 11:42:00 PST

I'm the girl...

I'm the girl that has opportunities...but doesn't always take them.I'm the girl that's liked by most...but doesn't have many close friends.I'm the girl that makes the jokes...but in the end, the ...
Posted by Tonya♥Renee' on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:55:00 PST