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"Let noone rule your mind or body. Take special care that your thoughts remain unfettered. One may be a free man and yet be bound tighter than a slave. Give men your ear, but not your heart. Show respect for those in power, but don't follow them blindly. Judge with logic and reason, but comment not. Consider none your superior, whatever their rank or station in life. Treat all fairly or they will seek revenge. Be careful with your money. Hold fast to your beliefs and others will listen. Of the affairs of love...my only advice is to be honest. That's your most powerful tool to unlock a heart or gain forgiveness."
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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
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"I can't be that good girl...
Good girls are pretty like all the time I'm just pretty some of the time Good girls are happy and satisfied I won't stop asking until I dieI just can't deal with the rules I can't take the pressureWho's that girl that you dream of? Who's that girl that you think you love? Who's that girl, well I'm nothing like her I know there's no such girl I swear I can't take the pressure Who's that girl?Good girls don't say no or ask you why I won't let you love me until you really try Good girls are sexy like everyday I'm only sexy when I say it's okayI just can't deal with the rules I can't take the pressureLet's play a game that you've never tried You be the girl and I'll be the guy Let's pretend everything has changed, and then would you love me any different?"
ME

My Blog

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I can't explain what's going on. Even when I'm right, I'm wrong and even when I write, I'm wrong. They're screaming as I sing my song. Shouting "Stop ROXANNE. Your WRONG!" so long. no more. get g...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 22:05:00 GMT

fragments of thoughts

It's really not that simple Although it really should be I'm just not that simple Not if you want the real me Contorted concepts. Visions hazy. Ups and downs. Mistakes made daily. Learn from them some...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 10:39:00 GMT

not too sure...

Severely mistaken Sadly mislead Over and over What's meant, never said Beating hearts black But still blood is red Walks and talks amongst living Small chance she is dead Nightmares continue But it's ...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 10:52:00 GMT

forgive me. forget me.

I fucked up. I know it. No doubt, shit got bad then got worse. Irreparable damage. Hearts broken. Mine was. Was yours? Can't fix it. I've tried to. Overcome&that's more likely. But I have to move on....
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 11:20:00 GMT

all apologies

FROM APPROX. 2 MONTHS AGO LOL I'VE GOT A FEW MORE TO GO... i wanna die don't wanna cry don't wanna be alive & it's just because i'm scared & i know i'm not prepared for what's here or what is...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 11:19:00 GMT

solice in this pad of paper

some more from approx. 2 months ago...lol i may not necessarily feel this way now but i felt this way then...   i'm surprised if you're reading this. grateful if you are I'm sorry BEST ...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Aug 2008 11:05:00 GMT

Dear Your Mom,

I heard that you were worried, I guess any mother would be. My visions been quite blurry. I owe more than this apology. You may not even want to read it. Hard to believe the words I say. Neverthe...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 14:10:00 GMT

me

wrote this almost two months ago, never got around to posting em...more to come, from two months ago...lol.   FUCK! You guys, I'm sorry. Yeah, I know you've heard this all before. I RAN but satan...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 13:30:00 GMT

nothings changed.

Ma... Mom& Mommy, None of those feel right. But that's not actually the point. Point is& I fucked up. I'm fucked up. Everybody knows it too. Thing is though, they've still got it wrong. Some of em ar...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Aug 2008 23:16:00 GMT

bleed

STOP YOU'RE CAUGHT YOU LIED NOW CRY NOW DIE JUST GO JUST LEAVE LOVE, BLEED. FEEL PAIN DERANGED THE SAME AS ME DEADLY DON'T SPEAK YOU'LL SEE LOVE, BLEED.
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 12:30:00 GMT