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sick of waiting

dont waste time. time is fleeting and if you dont catch it, you'll get caught up in it.

About Me

Well, let's see... If you're actually reading this then you are obviously at least slightly interested in what I have to say. If you want to know everything about me then just talk to me; ask me questions, I love answering people's questions. But if you just wanna know a few vague details about me then just keep on reading.
I consider myself a fun person to be around. I mean, sure, I have my fair share of problems, but I try not to let them get in the way of me having as much fun as I can. One of my goals in life is to make someone laugh every day. So far I think I've done pretty well.
Now, before we go too much further into this little adventure into my head, I want you all to know that I'm gay. I'm totally open about it and I pride myself on the fact that I don't follow the stereotypical "gay" figure. I the same as any other guy that you would ever see on the streets. I might be a bit goofier or a bit flamer-ish at times, but usually it's just me trying to make fun of myself.
Making fun of myself is one of my favorite things to do. If someone can't make fun of themselves then they are doomed to carry terrible self-confidence.
With that said, let's get on to something else. I'm wiccan. It's true, I practice witchcraft. I know that it's weird, but if you think about it, it's just as weird as some unknown omnipotent figure that created the universe and everything in it with a flick of the wrist. I have a familiar that is a wolf, a spirit guide named Ralph, and I've yet to get my Book of Shadows. (The Book of Shadows is a spellbook. It's blank when you buy it and you write any spells, seances, or special happenings in it. It's the Wiccan equivalent of, say, the Bible or the Koran.)
I really like talks about things that the human mind cannot comprehend, like the end of the universe, time travel, or what is after death. They all just fascinate me.
I'm also a geek at heart. I try not to show it too much, but I know that everyone can see it. I'm a techie, I love computers and cameras and anything that has buttons or screens or lights. (Actually that makes me sound more like I'm on crack.)
I'm extremely liberal. Practically socialist. I'm pro gay rights, pro choice, pro marijuana, etc, etc. I love debating, too. But don't get me wrong, I can get along with anyone, even if they are republican to the max.
Oh, did I mention that I can get along with almost anyone? Sometimes it can take me awhile to warm up to people but I usually get close to people really fast.
My family is really important to me. I say that I hate my dad all the time, but I don't. He's done a lot for me and I don't take the time to notice sometimes. My mommy is great, and I look up to my sister more than absolutely anyone on the planet. There are only two things that are more important to me than my family.
My friends are the second most important thing in my life. Brandon, Eric, Kelsie, Doug, Josh, Ashton, Aaron, Ana, Tajana, Courtney, Lena, Hailey, Kylie, Vicki, etc, etc. I have so many great friends I can't even come close to naming all of them.
And, the most impotant thing in my life is music. Without it I wouldn't be who I am. It gets me through good times, bad times, and worse times. My creative outlet is usually music. I like to think I am musically talented, as well. There is and always will be a song for the moment. Whatever that moment may be at any particular time, I want that song to be there. If I could, I would be listening to music 24/7 for the rest of my life, but my iPod is broken...
I guess that's pretty much who I am. Obviously there is a lot more, but my back is starting to hurt from typing for so long.

My Interests

+Music
+Writing
+Arts
+Cooking
+Politics
+Debate
+Marketing / Business
+Technology
+Friends
+Family
+Snowboarding
+Swimming
+Camping

I'd like to meet:

Anyone. Seriously.

But I do really need a boyfriend. And let's have someone that's actually gay this time. The last two times I tried to be with someone they turned around and said "I'm straight."

How about that doesn't happen again, eh?

Music:

Anything except for country music.

A few of my favorite bands are as follows (in alphabetical order):

+30 Seconds To Mars
+A Perfect Circle
+Blindside
+Breaking Benjamin
+Crossfade
+Dave Matthews Band
+Faktion
+Fall Out Boy
+Fivespeed
+Hawthorne Heights
+My Chemical Romance
+New Found Glory
+Panic! At The Disco
+Radiohead
+Ra
+The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
+Rooney
+Sevendust
+Shiny Toy Guns
+Snow Patrol
+Something Corporate
+Staind
+Sublime
+Taproot
+Three Days Grace
+Thrice
+U2
+The View

Movies:

My top three all-time favorite movies:

+Requiem For A Dream:
The single most depressing movie that you will ever watch but it is simply amazing. No words can describe how fucking amazing this movie is.

+Donnie Darko:
Yet another simply amazing movie. If you like movies that will make you think, then go and see this. You'll be thinking pretty hard around the third time you watch it!

+Rocky Horror Picture Show:
Okay, this movie is just hilarious. Go and see it live, I don't care how stupid you think it is. I had one of the best nights of my life with all of those silly transvestites and I didn't want to go either.

Television:

I don't watch TV all that much, but my favorite show is Dexter. No, not Dexter's Laboratory on Cartoon Network. It's called Dexter and it's on showtime. It's about a blood splatter forensic analyst who is also a serial killer. It's really addicting.

Books:

Yes, I read the Harry Potter series. But that's about it. There are books that I like, but I like writing more than reading.

Heroes:

Everyone. There is usually at least one thing that I look up to in everyone that I meet.

My Blog

Another rather shitty day.

So today was all in all a pretty goddamned shitty day. The bad things that were bugging me greatly outweigh all of the good things that happened today... So, I woke up and texted Josh, because neither...
Posted by sick of waiting on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 11:29:00 PST

Really interesting day... June 26, 2007

So... today I walked home from work at 4:45 am... I worked overnight, haha. I went to bed... at about 1:30-ish I had an AMAZING dream. I was making out with some really hot guy... and it was amazing. ...
Posted by sick of waiting on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:24:00 PST

Forgot another day. Damnit. June 17, 2007

So nothing huge happened yesterday. I had my first day back at McDonalds in about 6 months, haha! But it wasn't bad. It was actually a pretty fast day. But today I work 6pm to 1am, so it won't be as m...
Posted by sick of waiting on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 04:07:00 PST

Got sick today... June 15, 2007

Yea. Eric and I stayed up all night. I drank half of a Wired 344 and I pretty much got hella sick from it. Those things are fucking disgusting. And 344 mg of caffiene is a bit overkill I think, haha! ...
Posted by sick of waiting on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 11:06:00 PST

I really suck at this thing, haha! June 14, 2007

Wow, I TOTALLY forgot about this daily blog thing for like a week... But a lot has happened. I graduated on the 12th and got an AMAZING camera for a present. It's a brand-spankin-new Nikon D40x SLR. I...
Posted by sick of waiting on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:24:00 PST

Most Important Day of my Life... June 7, 2007

Today was an interesting day, as well as a very good one. If you want to know why this was the most important day of my life then keep reading. I had a fantastic day at school, then I got home and got...
Posted by sick of waiting on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:18:00 PST

June 5, 2007

Umm so yea. I got my first "You're Graduating!" card today. It had $25 in it, so I guess that's pretty cool. But I spent it in about 30 seconds at the smoke shop on salvia. Good thing I REALLY like sa...
Posted by sick of waiting on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 11:46:00 PST

Nothing happened today... June 4, 2007

Ok, so it's kinda stupid that one of the days that I actually remember to blog nothing happened. So yea, today was lame. Tomorrow should be fun, though. It's Doug's birthday. His 18th, no doubt. It'll...
Posted by sick of waiting on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 11:07:00 PST

June 3, 2007

Dangit. I missed a day. Oh well. I'm really bad at this daily blog thingy. I guess I didn't miss much though. This weekend was pretty boring. Nothing really happened. Yesterday was slightly eventful, ...
Posted by sick of waiting on Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:58:00 PST

June 2, 2007

Ok... I know that it's technically past midnight... but I have an excuse. The dinner dance was tonight, so I was at that... It was really fun. I was suprised with how much fun I had. Sara and I danced...
Posted by sick of waiting on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:37:00 PST