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briannaXbreakdown™

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About Me


my world is 321.49 miles away
take a knife to your wrist make a bloodbath.
[email protected]
briannaXbreakdown
Jesus Christ is my savior
he is what i live my life for
but dont get me wrong, im no where near perfect
ive lived 16 years
im a sophmore at whs
i do theatre and dance
music is my heroin, im addicted
ive been a vegetarian for 7 years
i wont shove it down your throat that you shouldnt eat meat
its just my opinion
randomness owns me =]
im very outgoing and open
honesty is what you will recieve from me
but i confide in very few people with my issues in life
you will know if you end up being one of them
im apoligetic to a fault
and i overdose on careing
i tend to trust people way to easily
and i usually end up getting hurt from this
im an extremely sensitive person
but it seems like people dont care how much pain is brung upon me
sometimes my smile will decieve whats really happening
so find a way to make me truely smile, and ill love you
wanna know more ...
just add me
i promise i wont bite too hard xD

My Interests

And I told them I invented times new roman

But Now you know that I am cold and now I am found
Take me out now, I’ve dropped the mast down

Duck down, then hide, behind the file cabinet
Without ever letting go I knew you’d gone
Without ever letting go I knew you’d gone astray
Stranded here in this cold atmosphere. Waiting for the lifeless words to come from your mouth
Enduring every sound
This is not why, the cast is hollow, sending the rats to follow
under the weight of all these eyes, fry

But now you know that I am cold and now I am found
Take me out now, I’ve dropped the mast down

I lay without understanding, I don’t know why I feel this way
Oh lay down girl take my world, I know why I can’t see your face
I’ve placed every mole there is to place on your wasted body
Oh lay down girl and take my world, I know why I can’t see your face

As the window left shattered now
We saw the withered body try to shout
you thought the price of your life was devout
and told us some things you cant live without
and was this what was best for us
and was this what was best for us

sung
Just let it show, ill bring you far, well ill go for it, ill beg you when you know ill beg you when it shows, well ill go for it
I don’t believe the lies I don’t believe the lies ill die for you
I don’t believe the lies I don’t believe the lies its staged for you
screamed
Rest where you ought to be
block out your misery
wait for the call, you’re left in the hallway
people they change, and I would still be ashamed
to let the weight of the world rest on your shoulders
I’ll fight until the war is over
Left at my feet rests the soul of my brother
vengeance will fall for the deeds of another.

why i love nate riots BRIANNA- my trueness, my rapist, my everything, my trust, my respect. from the day we met we told eachother everything there is to kno. we hold eachothers secrets and i never plan to let them go. i believe she deserves a boy that can be everything she needs. i wish she wld pick the good guys instead of the pot heads, the abusers and the sex fanatics. she deserves more than that. she dsnt give herself enough credit when in fact she deserves all the credit. shes honestly one of myt greatest friends ive evr met. i love her so much. and ima protect her from stupid ass whole boys.

mine && chelsea's stalk-ies

Andy Sixx//Black Veil Brides

Craigafer//Blessthefall

Colt Whitmore

Matthew Lush//Gay God

Ryan Sheckler

Max Thieriot

Chad Sugg//Backseat Goodbye


Jacoby Shaddix//Papa Roach

Paul Dano

mine && mariane's rape status box

Jose.Tweety//Avenues & Silhouettes

Coady McCormack//These Silhouettes

Trevor Johns//These Silhouettes

Jeremy Sumpter

Mike//Blessthefall

Rikard Bolander// A Vain Attempt

Tim Karlsson//A Vain Attempt

Filip Sandås//Recap

I'd like to meet:


Friends
click name to view profile

Amy// my bestfriend

Chadwick// my love

Chelsea// my support

Mariane// my laughter

Nate// my comfort

Kirk// my guidance

Julie// my wifey

Sophia// my shoulder

Sierra// my smile

Ashley// my motivation

Brandon// my individual

Natalia// my bestie

Shannon// my craziness

Zara// my fun

Amanda// my inspiration

Deanna// my amazement

Megan// my reality

Music:


screamo/emo/hardcore/indie
30 Seconds to Mars
A.F.I.
A Heartwell Ending
Alesana
Alexisonfire
Andrew Landon
Armor for the Broken
A Skylit Drive
A Static Lullaby
Atreyu
A Vain Attempt
Avenues & Silhouettes
Backseat Goodbye
Before Their Eyes
Behind Crimson Eyes
Black Tie Affair
Blessthefall
Breaking Benjamin
Bring me the Horizon
Bullet for my Valentine
Chiodos
Crossfade
Cute is What We Aim For
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear Whoever
Disturbed
Drop Dead, Gorgeous
Endwell
Escape the Fate
Eyes Set to Kill
Fair to Midland
Fall Out Boy
Flyleaf
From First to Last
Godsmack
Hawthorne Heights
HIM
Hinder
Hollywood Undead
Hopes Die Last
Jeffree Star
Jimmy Robbins
Killswitch Engage
Lovehatehero
Mayday Parade
My Chemical Romance
My Hero is Me
Norma Jean
Panic! at the Disco
Papa Roach
Plain White T’s
Playradioplay
Quietdrive
Rise Against
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
School Boy Humor
Scotty Vanity
Second Chances
Senses Fail
Silverstein
Slipknot
Taking Back Sunday
The Killers
The Kooks
The Mascara Story
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
These Silhouettes
The Smashing Pumpkins
The Used
Three Days Grace
Trapt
UnderOATH
Young Love
Your Name In Vain
Zombies Ate My Neighbors

Heroes:

Amy Mills
best friend since 7th grade =] whenever were together we just laugh our heads off and dont care what others think. shes gotten me through so much in my life and i dont know what i would do without her. she can always tell when theres something wrong with me and makes my days a little easier to get through. youre always there for me amy, and i can never thank you enough for that. ily
Chadwick Crawford
the first and only guy ive ever been in love with. he makes me feel worthy of my existance and comforts me when i feel like no one is there. hes changed my life so much, and no matter what happens, ill never forget him. you will always have a part of my heart. i love you chad, and i hope you realize how much you mean to me
Chelsea Hughes
wow where to start =] we have so much in common and i can tell you everything. you know all of my secrets, and probably know more about me than anyone else. i love just hanging out with you and going on crazy random adventures to the gas station. im so thankful you came into my life, i feel more normal knowing that someone is going through the same problems as me =] ifly chels
Mariane Sherwood
the one who is always there for me no matter what, and always includes me in everything. I can tell her my deepest secrets and i no she wont judge me. shes so much fun to be around and i can never stop laughing when im around her, she makes life a little brighter =]. im so glad were friends, you're such an amazing person.
Nate Cytanovic
you mean the world to me. whenever im around you, i cant help but to smile. i trust you with everything i have, and im not ashamed to be myself. i love how everyday you come running up to me to give me an amazing hug that makes me feel safe from everything bad in the world. thank you for being there for me =] ifly 3

My Blog

forever doesnt last

what have i doneit was never meant to be this wayyou made my life completeand now im nothing without youmy life is uselessi need you to tell me it will be ok...but youre not there anymore i said we wo...
Posted by briannaXbreakdown™ on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 09:46:00 PST

its not enough

i can feel the tension building up in meits strangling me, im suffocated by your wordsdo you find pleasure in thisdoes your sick mind get off to watching me dieyour killing me, im begging for you to s...
Posted by briannaXbreakdown™ on Thu, 27 Sep 2007 07:34:00 PST

you mean the world to me

your face is clear in my mindso close my fingertips can lay upon your cheekand your lips, so soft, tenderly press on mine this is all just a broken dream, cause in realitywere miles and miles apartyet...
Posted by briannaXbreakdown™ on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 08:19:00 PST

birthday wish list

1. hottopic gift card 2. cd: Alesana //on frail wings of vanity and wax 3. any Atreyu cd //except the curse 4. cd: Before Their Eyes 5. cd: Escape the Fate //dying is your latest fashion 6. cd: Drop D...
Posted by briannaXbreakdown™ on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 04:32:00 PST

thanks to you

i cant go on anymorei never new life would tear me apart like thisif i could fight, maybe id have the chance to break thisnothing ever seems to go quite rightim just a fuck up, so fuck me, cause i don...
Posted by briannaXbreakdown™ on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 10:22:00 PST

song: im not ok

what you did to meill never be able to accept thatyou took me, your scarred me, and you left me there to rotwhy would you do what you didjust to have your way with mewas it neccesary to take it that f...
Posted by briannaXbreakdown™ on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 11:05:00 PST