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.jake.love.live.

....no tears, just fight your fears

About Me

party like a rockstarI'm Jake Ratio.
I roll with who I am, because I like who I am. People now a days don't give anyone a chance. I won't judge you, and I'm not going to bull shit with you. However I am a classic Virgo. Emotional, logical, and ridiculously certain of my own self. I want a reason to exist here. I want a chase for life.
My life right now isn't at all where it should be, and a lot of different people play roles in that including my own. I am making a change in me for the better. I will be something and I will be amazing. I just have to find out who and where and when. all this will happen.
Confidence is sexy; Arrogance is discusting.
Be you and everything will be just fine.

i don't do the "jake" thing.
I will love you forever and be the best friend I can possibly be. I have the biggest mouth ever. UNLESS you specificly say I can't tell something, but if you forget that its a free for all. I'm not going to lie. I love awkward situations and I love to feel new emotions. A little drama keeps everyone on their toes. I like to be nice to people and I will always be that way. Rude people have no excuse for their behavior. Bitterness is just unflattering and doesn't show anyone anything positive about who they are. I will be someone who cares for you and I will tell you how it is if you are wrong or right. Life needs to be lived fully and we need to live life as true as we can, because when we don't we will all just become part of this society that is losing focus of people. on life. and on love.
lets change the world together.

My Interests

life. dancing. cisco. music. friends. people watching. sitting at the park watching the clouds. swimming. snow. astrology. psychics. work. bowling. hookah bar. texting.

I'd like to meet:

I have already been in love once. Emotion took control of my existance; it was extradinarily amazing. If I never fall in love again I will not know the purpose of my existance here on Earth.
However I am in no rush to find love. I just want to be happy, and I am stable enough with myself to be that way and single.

I am a big flirt or so I've heard, which is just fine with me. I can tell it how it is and I will be up front with you. I love to be the one to hold and not be held. I don't know what I want in a love anymore because as I have grown so have my perspectives on life and love and family and friendship. It's all a changing cycle of life, which I have flat out learned to accept.
As of right now, I want a boy who won't play games. A boy who will answer the random text I send with something just as random. A boy who likes to smile, and knows that life is good and worth living. No more sad emo shit.its much easier living life happy then sad.i have my v card and im proud of that. i want something real and im not about to let myself fake out love.but its how i roll. lets dance.i love love. But i don't need it right now.

Music:

any music that can make me feel.
i love to listen to music with emotion and beat.
musicals
happy pop shit
dance electronica
folk rock
emo
punk
a hint of classic rock
country.

justin timberlake, vanessa carlton, destinys child, beyonce, taking back sunday, fall out boy, hairspray soundtrack, matisyahu, my chemical romance, the hidden cameras, regina spektor, joshua radin, mandy moore, kanye west, jr anti sex league, jenny owen lewis, ockervill river, paramore, boys like girls, benni benassi, sean paul, timberland, britney spears, matchbox 20, gwen stefani, shania twain, rascal flatts, reba, imogen heap, hellogoodbye, cute is what we aim for, mims, all american rejects, rihanna, fergie, socal vocals, alicia keys, ashley tisdale, TLC, aly and aj, 50 cent, christina aguilera, spice girls, trapt, coheed and cambria, motion city soundtrack, madonna, kanye west, avril lavigne, evanescence, jonas brohers, hannah montanna, j lo, kiesha cole, lil mama, timberland, sean kingston,

music is endless.

Movies:

Hairspray, 1408, the Saw film streem, the notebook, dream girls. Movies done well. Many to name, nows not the time.

Television:

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My Blog

damaged.. but you must not know about me.

im not really sure what i feel right now i know that i still have brittany i still have everythingnothings really changes except you and what you've done to me. "did your heart break enough did it bre...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 11:57:00 PST

when did this happen

when did i change into this person who worries over a boy this person, who finds themself working and just catches a glimps of them in my mind and can't breathe.its amazingbut the guy isn't worth it n...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:25:00 PST

running out of enegery

i am just running low on life...i've got so little energy to be anymore2 jobs  so i will never have a day off of working for a long time. i have cut all ties with my dadand its the worst feeling....
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 11:39:00 PST

when the world has delt its cards

let me in let me in to the club because i want to belong....I really just don't believe that i am meant to have someone in my life. Its interesting, because I talk about how i am so happy. Which i am,...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:48:00 PST

umbrella, now that its rainin more than ever

im not sure how this is all going to work im just not okay not at all     and im not sure exactly whats wrong im just not happy with me more than anything all i awant to have is happiness...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Tue, 15 May 2007 05:19:00 PST

made a statue of us

and it all came crumbling down     lifes crazy we will pull through somehow
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Sat, 05 May 2007 11:12:00 PST

its about the wind

and where it blows you   right now im wondering why why it is the way it is
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:40:00 PST

starts amazingly ends ridiculously

i had my interview and i did great i just was me and honest and it worked out when people tell you that the you, you are is okay its a good feeling. well i got a ready now score which is awesome. who ...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 12:02:00 PST

emotion runs through me like the ocean

its already near that time of the year i have my good and bad days like everyone else. but tonight watchin greys anatomy and seeing christinas eyes. the pain she would have gone throughthe pain i did ...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 12:40:00 PST

leave me the fuck alone tomarrow ill be beggin you to come home

go away come back go away come backi wish you knew the differencemy moch went well today being signed off is a necessity ill rock it out hopefully and i realized somethingbeing nice does pay offeven i...
Posted by .jake.love.live. on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:59:00 PST