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Psycho Sid Venkman - FaMm

optimism is for suckers

About Me

When panic grips your body and your heart is a hummingbird
Raven thoughts blacken your mind until you're breathing in reverse
All your friends and sedatives mean well but make it worse
Every reassurance just magnifies the doubt
Better find yourself a place to level out
Got a cricket for a conscience always looks the other way
A cocaine soul starts seeming like an empty cabaret
Hey, where have all the dancers gone? Now the music doesn't play
Tried to listen to the river but you couldn't shut your mouth
Better take a little time to level out
I never thought of running
My feet just led the way
Mixed up Signals
Bullet Train
Cars are switched out in the crazy rain
I could meet you any place
If the Brakeman turns my way
All this automatic writing I have tried to understand
From a psychedelic angel who was tugging on my hand
It's an infinite coincidence but it doesn't form a plan
So I'm headed for New England or the Paris of the South
Gonna find myself somewhere to level out
Are your brothels full, Oh Babylon, with merry Middlemen?
Never peer out of their periscopes from those deep opium dens
All this death must need a counterweight always someone born again
First a mother bathes her child then the other way around
The Scales always find a way to level out
I tried to pass for nothing
But my dreams gave me away
Mixed up Signals
Bullet Train
People snuffed out in the brutal rain
I could live to any age
If the Brakeman turns my way
It is an old world it's hard to remember
Like a dime store mystery
I'm a repeat first time offender
Who has rewritten history
Mixed up tea leaves
Phantom Pain
Fuzzy logic in the crazy rain
Getting better every day
If the Brakeman turns my way
Mixed up Signals
Bullet Train
Cars are switched out in the blinding rain
He'll be smiling as he seals my fate
When the Brakeman turns my way
this kid is my hero.
amazing.

My Interests

Music:

Elliott Smith, Guns N' Roses, Alkaline Trio, Leonard Cohen, Nick Cave, Nick Drake, Bright Eyes, The Antique Row, Cursive, Ben Kweller, The Pixies, Modest Mouse, American Nightmare, Give Up The Ghost, Rancid, Less than Jake, Wu-tang, Brand New, Steve Vai, Joe Satriani, Bouncing Souls, Led Sector A, Dropkick Murphys, Weezer, The Faint, Desaparecidos, Cream, The Beatles, Green Day, The Distillers, Reel Big Fish, The Good Life, Coheed and Cambria, Slayer, Gin Blossoms, The Killers, The Living End, Sublime, Social Distortion, Senses Fail, The Format, Fallout Boy, The Get Up Kids, Reggie and the Full Effect, Paul Simon,Taking Back Sunday,Midtown, Van Halen, The Doors, Rush, Goldfinger, Operation Ivy, 30 Seconds to Mars, The Transplants, Non Phixion (Gortex, Sabac, Ill Bill), Dipset (Cam'ron, Jim Jones, Juelz Santana), Nas, Motley Crue, Ozzy, From Autum To Ashes, Elton John, Billy Joel, Men At Work, Dynamite Hack, Motion City Soundtrack, Hot Water Music, Black Eyes, Ugly Casanova, Spoon, Bane, !!!. there are so many more.

Movies:

Ghostbusters 1&2, The Godfather, The Godfather part II, Tombstone, Harley Davidson and the Marlboro Man, Jaws, Indiana Jones trilogy, Back To The Future Trilogy, Batman, Batman Returns, Batman Begins, Fear and Loathing, Goodfellas, Taxi Driver, Natural Born Killers, Donnie Darko, The Lost Boys, A Bronx Tale, SLC Punk, Trainspotting, Dusk Till Dawn, Pulp Fiction, Mallrats, Pee Wee's Big Adventure, Highway, Fresh, Bully, Rules Of Attraction, Stand By Me, The Breakfast Club, Labyrinth, Casino, Beetlejuice, The Crow, Die Hard Trilogy, Summer Of Sam, Edward Scissorhands, Cape Fear, The Godfather, Raging Bull, Sin City, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles..so many more.

Television:

grounded for life. king of queens.

Books:

anything by hunter s. thompson or bukowski.

Heroes:

my mother, my father, my friends, elliott smith, matt skiba, dan andriano, derek grant

My Blog

sorry.

for all my blogs.
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:00:00 PST

you and me forever, we belong together...

so my life is falling apart and there is no one here to put the pieces back together.
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:02:00 PST

dear whomever

dear whomever,i'm drinking again. well, i never really stopped but i'm drinking alot...again. i'm scared that i will always be alone. i'm afraid that i will never find her. you know her, that perfect ...
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:34:00 PST

going nowhere.

he waved hello silent like a mimemeaning there's no changing my mind i won't walk the stairs with you tonight going nowherethe clock moved a quarter of a turn ...
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 05:01:00 PST

i didn't understand.

good for everyone who's life is turning out like they expected.congrats.i'm still down here....
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:14:00 PST

stairwell.

input would be nice.thank you.stairwell - mike giannellithe sober days are far gonebut you and your smile still residesin the front stairwell of my mind.i walk past you day and nightbut you stay there...
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:02:00 PST

Do you miss me, Miss Misery?

i hope your life with him is better than your life with me.everyone(including you) is living in happiness and i am living with nothng, except despair. as winona ryder once said in beetlejuice.."i am u...
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 08:43:00 PST

drink up baby, look at the stars, i'll kiss you again between the bars...

another night sitting in my room drinking by myself, wondering why everybody i ever knew left me for dead.the cigarette smoke billows and the cans pile up so quickly.maybe i have a problem with myself...
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 10:07:00 PST

it's 2:45 in the morning and i'm putting myself on warning.

i'm having a bad day. hell, a bad week.
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 11:35:00 PST

drinking till he's trashed is just a waste of time.

so this is a blog. a pointless blog to read. it's my life and i don't expect you to care. i just need to vent. people i think are my friends seem to have the urge to talk about me constantly. i hate i...
Posted by Mikey [psycho sid] Misery" on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 10:57:00 PST