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I’ve Lost
Cyber - 21:04pm November 11,2005

Glass cracks, eerie sounds
What I feel inside doesn’t matter anymore
You’re facing me strangling me
Rope’s tighten, my soul’s loose

Always about you, saying it’s about us
Never in life I had this moment
I hate the fact of knowing you
I want you out of my life, but hey it’s too late

Continue my suffer, you laugh like hyenas
Instead of refusing, I feel like I’m ready to sacrifice
For my family, my friends, even my pride
I can see satisfaction in your eyes, stabbing my heart through

I can’t get you out of my life
Once again it’s too late now
You caught me unguarded, unaware
Stop, I’ve lost, I die, so let them free

Leave and Die
Cyber - 20:53pm November 11, 2005

What is it with me?
What is it with us?
What they have against me?
What they have against us?

Is there any ‘us’? I’m still wondering, you’re making me wondering
It’s been days, months, years, yet it seems like it’s only been hours

Our first became our last. Why?
I’m preoccupied with you, with this feeling
In this moment I hope I can hold you for one last time
Caress you to every inch of your skin
Feeling how deep our love was how addicting, how intoxicating

Fusing ourselves into one, not easy
Separating us, just like that
I don’t need another whining
I don’t need another lie
Stay just stay, leave and die

Spontaneous Date
Cyber - 00:58 November 10, 2005

I was looking for books in my favorite bookstore when I saw your face through the shelve
You smiled at me so pretty petrifying me that I forgot that it was already twelve
It was time for me to go and have my lunch and he approached me
He grabbed my hand tenderly and then he asked me…

Lady, would you tell me
Name, address, telephone number, and even your boyfriend name if you have one
I’ll tell you mine so you would know me (too)
I’ll call your boyfriend and tell him that I simply want
To take you for a lunch right now, right at this moment, right this instance

For a spontaneous date
For an adventurous date
For a miraculous date
I promise you this would be
an unforgettable
indescribable
irreplaceable date

How can I resist
How, how, how

So It Was
Cyber - 00:45am November 10, 2005

It was a sacrifice
It was pitiful
It was not nice
It was painful

Give me my painkiller, give me my drug
Take me to your heaven, let me through
Feeling this cut, they don’t give a fuck
I don’t care about no shit but I do care about you

It was not yours
It was my thing
It was not serious
It was a fling

Love and life and love and life
I don’t give a damn about your fucking wife
You promised heaven and you’re giving me hell
But at least now I got lots of stories to tell