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It happens...

About Me

I'm the one that sits in the corner and watches...Observing is my favorite game, and it's how I figure you out...I'm the one whose name you'll usually only hear from someone else...I'm the one who slips unseen through the back door...Walking through the alleyway and out into the darkness, because I find comfort in it...It has more substance...You'll hear my laughter echo in a crowded room; but it's really because something's funny...It's a waste to fake...Nothing seems new, there's only one thing can truly enthrall...But I haven't found it yet...Writing only makes it better to a certain extent...Can't forever hide behind the fiction...Have to face the reality sometime...Haven't even had a taste, not even a smell...Just the anticipation that dinner will sometime be made...Are my thoughts schizophrenic enough for you?I don't like judgement, it's a waste of time...A cloud to blur the truth and the best...Sometimes I make weird noises; the sound of opening the package...A lot of the contents get lost in the corners, in the crevices...Quickly, before it gets stolen by the rats...The downfall is the familiar, the constant, the comfortable...Destruction is beautiful, so what do you have to lose? It happens, shit happens, and we go along with it...Because there's nothing else to do...Fighting is useless, because it's one-sided, you're inevitably fighting against yourself...Tears don't fall so easily; but flood when they do...It's the condition; the price paid...And I'm learning to accept it and all its side-effects...I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

writing, reading, music, movies, tattoos, piercings, cracking my fingers, staring down passing drivers, making up exaggerrated fabrications and not having anyone know what the hell's going on...then laughing about it, watching the veins in my hand bulge when I'm on a writing frenzy, half-drunken heart-to-hearts with my "little sister", explicit incest talk with my "little brother" (but it's one-sided, and he's the instigator)...psychology...I'm sure there's more...and anything that's beyond what's here...

I'd like to meet:

Anyone, pretty much. Unless you weird me out, which doesn't happen often. Maybe even you...Email me or IM, whatever: [email protected].

THE ULTIMATE
I have friends, I promise...

Goblin King

These people are cool too...

Music:

coheed and cambria, a perfect circle, tool, incubus, chevelle, finch, hed pe, head automatica, the mars volta, my chemical romance, the used, red hot chilli peppers, nirvana, afi, fuel, gary jules, korn, placebo, radiohead, bjork, the rasmus, the cure, the killers, seether, smile empty soul, sublime, system of a down, portishead, coldplay (no matter what the hell anyone says), blink-182 (oldschool), no doubt (up until rock steady, which SUCKED), the postal service, fall out boy, hoobastank, the starting line, third eye blind (old stuff), taking back sunday, jane's addiction, keane, scissor sisters, dredg, the cranberries, the receiving end of sirens, the pixies, cursive, imogen heap...there's more...(not to mention the usual guilty pleasures, like kelly clarkson, ashlee simpson...those old spice girls CDs 'lost' underneath the bed...)

Movies:

donnie darko, pulp fiction, the boondock saints, constantine, the perfect man (hahah, yeah fucking right), murder by numbers, total eclipse, quills, the dreamers, y tu mama tambien, ghost world, a nightmare before christmas, silence of the lambs, welcome to the dollhouse, edward scissorhands, party monster, finding neverland, eyes wide shut, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, rocky horror picture show,trust, cecil b. demented, american history x, crash, ANYTHING JOHN WATER'S... and much much more...

Television:

family guy, entourage, six feet under, csi, ancient almanac, south park, degrassi, hogan knows best, late night music videos, the sopranos, rome, sex and the city, the discovery and history channel, LOGO (because ann and i have bad influences on each other)...etc.

Books:

the mists of avalon, lady of avalon, priestess of avalon, the forest house, cat's cradle, sirens of titan, fight club, diary, girlfriend in a coma, breakfast of champions, the virgin suicides, the handmaid's tale, the color of magic, the light fantastic, equal rites, hey nostradamus!, the turner diaries, the 120 days of sodom, 1984, welcome to the monkey house, to kill a mockingbird, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, choke, the house of the seven gables, the lord of the rings trilogy, white oleander, invisible monsters, prozac nation, ann rice's sleeping beauty trilogy, interview with the vampire, the rules of attraction, american psycho, mother night, god bless you dr. kavorkian, chuck palahniuk's stranger than fiction, the perks of being a wallflower, a model world and other stories, a modest proposal, catch-22, the curious incident of the dog in the night-time, survivor, and many more. and, of course, who could forget the harry potter series...

My Blog

but do you know what's even funnier than that?

Ted Murphy AND Mr. Ryan at Coffee O, at the same time. One blast from the past per sister. Added hilarity: Mr. Ryan was there to play the guitar for some little musical number with this middle-aged ma...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 03:29:00 PST

you know what's funny...?

Ted Murphy at Coffee O.   That's comedy.
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:54:00 PST

It's "cool"...

Basically.
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 03:37:00 PST

Hmmm...

I kind of thought that would be the conclusion.  For both situations.  I really hope I never get like that.  I hope I remember myself and my security.It's still something I'm thinking a...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:38:00 PST

"Memories are just where you laid them..."

My memories are laid:...in the tri....in bog nights....in beach nights....in megansett sunrises....in stony sunsets....in flannel sheets....in coffee o talk sessions....in Lacheys....in mini-Lacheys.....
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 01:21:00 PST

"Who comes up for the names for streets...?"

Holy shit. Is all I can say. Good talk. It's going to be hilarious not telling you for about twelve hours.  Because I know you want to know.  Because you're the first to know.  Always. ...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 03:36:00 PST

"A decade ago, I never thought I would be..."

I guess there will just be bad blood between you two for a while.  It's really nothing that can be helped.  Opinions always get in the way. You, ha!, YOU need to chill the fuck out sometimes...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 10:57:00 PST

Labioplasty

Way for me to be in a fuckin' triangle.  "Wow!" as I usually say.  But it's good you notice it too, so there's at least an alliance made through obsevation.  It's kind of funny though, ...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:45:00 PST

Graham Crackers

It's an awkward concept.  It's something I know I'm going to have to get used to.  But I can pretty much handle anything. Hahah, thanks for the advice James. I think that maybe I'm not going...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 12:30:00 PST

"You're not supposed to swear in mestaurants..."

Hahahah....breadsticks.  And me almost dying from eating a piece of a jalepeno.  Ouch.  And the fish wasn't good.  Pretty much a waste of $15.00. 7 days... It's weird not having an...
Posted by cleverphrasecleverphrasecleverphrase on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 09:33:00 PST