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I'm sort of rough around the edges, but that gives me my charm. I have strong convictions about certain things, but at the same time can get lazy. I am beginning to think I am mildly socially anxious, aka, retarted....but I am also okay with that. I am full of contradictions. I am career minded, but don't like working much. I love to shop, but
never have money. I worry too much, but at the same time brush a lot off my shoulders. I am judgemental and harsh, but try to be sweet and amorous. I have copywritten the term, "organized mess" to imply that while my room seems slightly messy at times, I (for the most part) can
tell you where anything is. I'm left handed, and I do reverse left handed checks, and I don't know if I've ever seen anyone else do this, but I'd like to think it makes me unique. All these little quirks and characteristics about myself make me who I am, take it or leave it.
Just like everyone else I love and live music . Just like the right song can fill a moment, music (along with music photography) has become the filler in my life and is always there. I try to fool myself into thinking my hobby in photography has saved my life when in actuality it
has dug my debt grave deeper. I also like to fool myself into thinking I'm pretty good, but who am I kidding? I also like to sleep a lot.
One day I'm bound to get this right. I'm ready for the next BIG thing in my life, stress the "BIG".
