underthesea |
i forgot what i saw
the second i saw it
do you remember
you saw it
also
we're all so
purposely blind.
mYears are under the ocean
and the news
is setting sail
im looking
pale
...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Dec 2008 01:55:00 GMT |
L |
L is for the way they look at me. I have a strange feeling that im falling without knowing. dying without showing. L is lying on the floor. L is lying through their teeth. Im numb but id rather hurt. ...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 15:01:00 GMT |
what an ideal time |
what an ideal timeto speak of nothing we've wantedto silence even silencefor an eternal moment as timestands stilli stand still in an ideal secondchance.we speak of nothing.
Posted by on Fri, 28 Nov 2008 07:49:00 GMT |
good grief |
my homes are infected. my friends infected and you deserve the pounding of my heart as it screams and my hurt has been unbearable. I cant stand in front of you i cant speak and if you look at me I fal...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 21:30:00 GMT |
update |
things ive been doing lately:
running. smoking. making lists. tearing my room apart. setting up an art studio in the basement. smoking. reading. READING. writing music/ trying to remember to buy some ...
Posted by on Sun, 16 Nov 2008 21:37:00 GMT |
slkfd. |
i feel noticably smaller. my skin. my hands shake and in
time i guess this has happened to me but i dont remember
im bad at remembering.
i dont know if its too soon or the timing
is hard to keep track...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 21:48:00 GMT |
people |
i think im bored of people. tired of mindless puke that people spit out in conversations. everyone i meet is like someone else ive met. this is depressing and im looking for someone interesting but ev...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 02:16:00 GMT |
my birthday |
my head was spinning and i was saying "it looks two shades of green" and it was me and a friend and a friend and a friend and two mexicans i dont know there names and more people kept showing up and w...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 01:17:00 GMT |
you're underwhelming |
im overwhelmed. and youre underwhelming. im breathing with you again. its understandable. im understandable you're understandable. the sweetness of the feelings is relentless. im relentless. god it sh...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 05:52:00 GMT |
theyre taking potions |
they must be using potions, with their hazey half closed eyes and kitten hands. they swallow all the pain and blink away the days. its alright. they take a walk. haze is all these potions must demand....
Posted by on Wed, 06 Aug 2008 21:14:00 GMT |
