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About Me

yeah I know im UGLY, so what, i dont care....:D
I'M a VERY SERIOUS takeR!!!!....but im always willing to play around*wink*
I asked 4 strength,I was given difficulties 2 make me strong;I asked 4 wisdom,I was given problems 2 solve; I asked 4 money,I was given a brain 2 work;I asked 4 courage,I was given obstacles 2 overcome;I asked 4 love,I was given pple 2 help;I asked 4 favours,I was given opportunities;I received nothing I wanted but I received everything I needed.....
I am an epitome of extravagant simplicity....i love every thing thats simple....I am a person of contarsting personality....I love hanging out with friends yet hate going to bars....I smoke but dont drink...Im a bottom yet can also be a top...I hate pretentious poeple yet i like to pretend sometimes...I hate high class and low class biatches yet i am bitchy at times..:P
I LOVE TO COOK.......period.....i love beaches but not biatches...i love to swim...I play volleyball, badminton and table tennis...I'm a gym starter...I LOVE to eat and cook pasta...baked macaroni is one of my specialties...I eat raw veggies....
I love to cuddle up at night....I love passionate SEX with all the moaning and shouting.....shouting???...hehehe....I love to stay late at night and lay under the night sky and watch the stars...I'm a hopeless romantic and a frustrated musical artists.
For now i have no time for some serious relationship...im just here for some good old fun and trippings...im quite busy with my studies and my job...yeah im only 18 but im already working as a web marketing analst and at the same time still studying at AMA taking Information Management Systems...
Physically i'm a bit cuddly...but hey this is the only body that i have just as much as this is the only life that i have....and they are both too precious to waste in longing and regret.....
just remember "The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." one of my favorite philosopher said that, Muhamad Gandhi, It is what i want to be engraved in my tombstone...:D
Physically i'm a bit cuddly...but hey this is the only body that i have just as much as this is the only life that i have....and they are both too precious to waste in longing and regret.....

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

If given a chance to meet somebody...I would like a to meet a person who posses curiousity in all things and who wants to explore the innermost side of himself,to learn to use his capabilities to the hilt and discover things that no one dares to discover yet!!!!yeah, got it????

I want to experience and know the different culture and behavoir of the people around me...so dont hesitate to add me up...I guarantee you i'm 100% HUMAN....well i can be an animal sometime...if u would know the right buttons to touch!!!*wink*

Music:

how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside wake me up inside call my name and save me from the dark bid my blood to run before i come undone save me from the nothing i've becomenow that i know what i'm without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to lifewake me up inside wake me up inside call my name and save me from the dark bid my blood to run before i come undone save me from the nothing i've become bring me to lifefrozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the deadall this time i can't believe i couldn't see kept in the dark but you were there in front of me i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems got to open my eyes to everything without a thought without a voice without a soul don't let me die here there must be something more bring me to life

Movies:

"Y Tu Mama Tabien" "MATRIX(Trilogy)" "Troy" "Autumn in New York" "Lord of the Rings(Trilogy)" "Harry Potter" "Kill Bill" "UNDERWORLD"

Television:

Sex and the City, 6 Feet Under, CHARMED, Fear Factor, the 5th wheel, blind date, Carnivale, everthing about TechTV and Discovery channel!!!!

My Blog

to those who are lucky enough to read this....

how can mans ever growing desire be stoped?....or i may simply say how can i ever trim down my boyfriends into one.....LOL...i know that i may not have the looks or the body to be a woman..but at leas...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

if you think you own me.....I shud not be taken for granted!

then go to hell stick your ring finger right up into your assh*le...i hate doing this over and over again but i cant just seem to have the courage to say this right i front of your f*cking cute face.....
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

DUMB SHIT LIFE....this is me now...but still GAY!!!

well here i am again trying to breakdown FRIENDSTER...and i always fail to do so...life is really shitty...you read all those 500 pages programming books...download from the interent some hcking s...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

GAY HUMANITY...(part two)

Homosexuality....a very complicated term to define...scientifically stated as something to do with genetical composition...philosophically explained as an influence made by our environment...but for m...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i'm having a helluva lot of time!!!!.....sleepy head!!!

<html>i'm here sitting infront of my computer, feeling sleepy but can't get a f*cking decent sleep.....y? because i'm at WORK....as in w-o-r-k!!!...in just a week i've turned from a sassy gay st...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

GAY HUMANITY!!!....to those who dont like us!!!

GAY HUMANITY& By: C. J. Craze August 21, 2004 We now live in a very changed environment compared to the society where our ancestors thrived&we are now more blatant in showing our inner selves and...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sex....sex...sex...

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Let Go.....

The Art of Letting Go The Art of Letting Go by consrael It's over. He's gone. Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when s...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

kissing...salive control 101!!

The number one complaint about kissing these days, from both girls and boys, seems to be... you guessed it: SLOPPINESS! I've heard countless stories of wayward tongues, overly abundant saliva, and kis...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

kissing....

If eyes are the portals to the soul, then lips are the corridor to the mind. We react to thoughts with a smile, express love with words and intentions with a kiss. A kiss can say many things that are ...
Posted by carmelo on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST