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Heidi Ryan

I wanna throw up!!

About Me

My name is Lauren, I'm from Southern California. Been here my whole life. I'm a little on the crazy side, but my meds help me keep sane:) I love life and can not wait to go out and start all the things I so deperately want. I'm covered in tattoo's and love every moment off it. People think I'm nuts for it, but it makes life all that more interesting. I have all these dreams and ideas in my head, so many things I want to do. Iwant to go to school, I want to get a house, I want a family, I want toys, and of course my car collection! Life will not be complete until I have my '51 Merc and '67 Chevelle in my garage! I'm at the point in my life where things are going to start happening. I just need to make sure I do them right. At this point in my life, I'm considering moving out to AZ. Nothing is for sure, but it's a possibility. I'm just tired of all the people and the rediculous cost of living. People are all so fake and materialistic here, it's sickening. I love people that love who they are and embrace it. Life is way too short to spend it running around worrying about what everyone else thinks. I like being around people who like who they are. It's more fun. Anyways, I'm on here like every day, so hit me up!

My Interests

Big blocks, Blown V8's, Rat Rods, Lead Sleds, Cute shoes, My dog

I'd like to meet:

My ancestors, see where my family came from.

Music:

I listen to all kinds of stuff. It really depends on my mood. But I have to say, Social Distortion was the shit in concert! They're great anytime!

Movies:

The good stuff. Joe Dirt, Super Troopers, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, American History X, Malibu's Most Wanted, Napolean Dynamite, Be Cool, Dumb and Dumber!

Television:

Dr. 90210 and Reno 911! They both fucking rock!

Heroes:

My mom. She is the strongest person I know, and one of my best friends.

My Blog

Too Much

Yesterday were the main services for our friend "Otter". It was much harder for me then I had anticipated. The amount of people who came was really impressive though. The ceremony was very moving. The...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 07:48:00 PST

R.I.P.

Well, I'm sure most of you have heard by now that Charles "Otter" Sare was killed Monday in action by a roadside bomb. He was only 23 years old. I have known this guy since middle school, hung out, we...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:32:00 PST

I Moved..... Again!!

Well..... I've moved out again!! This time far away from home, all the way out in the desert to a little town on the Colorado River known as Blythe. Last place in the world I ever thought I would end ...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Thu, 07 Sep 2006 08:56:00 PST

Confusicated

I'm at this point in my life, where the decisions I make will fortell the path in which the rest of my life will take. This is the point where I make up my mind with what the hell I want to do with it...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 10:18:00 PST

Gas prices = moped!

Today I was watching the news and they were talking about the economy slowing down and how the gas prices are affecting how people are spending their money. They were saying that in the near future, l...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:04:00 PST

I FUCKING QUIT!!

Right now I seriously want to fucking quit! Everything! I feel like the only thing that I"m good at is screwing shit up! It makes me sick. Maybe I'm just destinned to be unhappy and spend my entire li...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Mon, 29 May 2006 10:54:00 PST

Diamnds are not forever

This happens to be one phrase I can't handle, "A diamond is forever"  Not really sure who thought that one up, but is a bunch crap. Yes getting married is making the ultimate commitent and i...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Wed, 04 Jan 2006 11:04:00 PST

Crazy

Once you get to that point in your life where you think you have an idea of where life is taking you, it throws you a crazy turn. You start to make plans and have these idea's in your head of what mig...
Posted by Heidi Ryan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST