The Duel |
This is why we are amazing... holy shit. heheh. this was a great night we had a few weeks ago, and it was a kick-ass time man. oh, and dont fuck with us...we'll light-saber your ass...heheh. This is o...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 18:01:00 GMT |
Car Wreck |
my first major car wreck... it was the oddest thing. i didnt feel scared or upset. i wasnt terrified that i would die. all my reactions were instinct, not fear. i was oddly at peace aside from the fac...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:40:00 GMT |
Freedom or death |
thats right... i have done it once again. i have dug one deep-ass hole that i dont know if i can even get myself out of. it is shit. i am fighting with no energy left in my weary body. i have run out....
Posted by on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 21:32:00 GMT |
my nirvana |
i didnt think angels really existed anymore... i thought they were a dying breed. something of a storybook or a fairy tale. nothing you could ever see or hear and most certainly never touch. but i fo...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 23:20:00 GMT |
A big dose of karma right into my veins |
Karma is one hell of a loving bitch. she is that mother that can gather you up into her arms with love as warm as honey or that can tear you apart in the biggest scream-fest of your life. oh how i lov...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 18:44:00 GMT |
It fucking figures |
i spend my life, day after day after long painful bullshit day being lied to. being fucked over. playing a fool in a bullshit court full of people out to laugh at my stupidity and gullibility. i do no...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 00:11:00 GMT |
The itch i cant scratch |
I have this powerful aching crushing debilitating urge to create. well that is wonderful, no?no. i have no outlet. i have nothing to aim it at. i have no paint and canvas, my writing is so... dead end...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 13:29:00 GMT |
Not much point to this one |
And life begins to get better... i still bitch. complain. gripe. moan. but damn it, im starting to like where im at. i like the way things are working out. it would be nice to adjust one or two little...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 17:40:00 GMT |
Stir-Crazy |
I havent slept in two days... my mind is rotting. i cant sleep, cant think, cant breathe. i have to force down food. i have to strain to see. im going blank. i have to force myself to do the things i ...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 04:34:00 GMT |
"was it ever worth it, was there all that much to gain?" -Modest Mouse |
i dont know whats wrong with me, man. seriously. i look in the mirror and see...emptiness, unhappiness, tiredness. i hate this. i hate being here. i hate college. i hate Murfreesboro....and im sick of...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:42:00 GMT |
