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[JESSiE.] ♥

[i can't explain♥ what YOU can't explain]

About Me


BABY your song was the PRELUDE to my masterpiece. feel special. BUT don't for one second think you were IRREPLACEABLE.♥
our friendship didn't come from you caring. but for you caring THAT much more than everyone else. i can't promise you the WORLD as a friend, but i promise the WORLD could never get in the way of our friendship.
BUT read this FIRST
i'm a whole lot of something people DONT KNOW.you COULD guess. but you would more than likely be wrong. MYSPACE is just a cure for bordem. It doesn’t have enough SPACE for you to know EVERYTHING “about me”.
but LET ME sum it up to avoid STUPID questions.
i'm real. as real as can be. i tell it like it is whether you like/don't like it. everyone complains there's no honesty. so i made it a habit to be OUTspoken.
I USED to be a WHOLE different person. HOWEVER I got walked on A LOT and I’m a whole different person than before. So TO THOSE that knew me hmm…way back when. You’d be in the CORRECT to say you DON’T know me now.
I have and ATTITUDE I know. I hear it ALL THE TIME. So make it a point NOT to point it out to me. I try my best to control it.♥♥
i've had my share of LOVE and NOLOVE. my share of EX'S and their EX GIRLFRIENDS. i DON'T need anymore. i'm not lookin for a guy really. but if it comes it comes. i'm not lookin for the GAMES. trust me i've played them before.i know it ALL. i've loved but...my heart got BROKEN TOO MANY times in a row. so now i'm BACK to not caring. not saying im about games...JUST understand TO ME a hug/kiss doesn't mean ANYTHING anymore. AND “I LOVE YOU” got played out ages ago.
i've made too many mistakes. i wouldn't even BEGIN to count. i've hung out with the worst people, done things to the EXTREME and prayed to GOD i could forget THEM ALL. but if we could change time NOTHING could go wrong.
i'm not stupid. i'm ignorant sometimes. but i KNOW what i'm doing. And I handle THINGS perfectly.
NEVER try to disagree with me…or WORRY. I’m a big girl. I DEAL on my own, don’t OFFER to help me UNLESS I ASK FOR it. Call it stubborn. I’LL agree with you.
i'm big on respect. i could hate. ACTUALLY i do HATE. but i believe RESPECT comes before anything/one. it makes this world SUCK LESS. i HATE people that cuss in front of adults. i'm not big on that UNLESS you really are one yourself. AND NO age makes NO determination as to what an ADULT is. If you can ACT like one THEN you’re an adult BUT either or have some RESPECT seriously... i drink TOO MUCH. i smoke sometimes. BUT i keep my DRUGS within those limits. i'm NOT down with the sticking/snorting/sniffing/PILL shit. i just like to have a good time, i don't wanna die before im 20.
i hate GHETTO people. i have a certain definition for GHETTO...so don't get offended so quickly.
i LOVE music. it's my air. i cant LIVE without it.
my gas tank is ALWAYS on empty. i hate the gas station.--i happen to KNOW i have some of the GREATEST friends ever. don't disagree. they are EVERYTHING TO ME.
SOME GIRLS/GUYS hate me. it's natural. and i really could careless. don't get me wrong. i'm NOT intimidated easily. when i have something IMPORTANT enough to say.. TRUST ME i'll say it. but if you're not worth my time...don't expect me to give it to YOU. ON ANOTHER NOTE…don’t waste YOUR time either…explaining how much you hate me. I DON’T CARE.
to the girls that have BOYFRIENDS I’m friends with. NO I don’t want HIM. We’re JUST friends. CHILL. FEELING INSECURE is just going to give you wrinkles ♥ and PLUS DRAMA for me is OVERRATED. I have too much of it and I certainly don’t WANT/NEED any from a girl I don’t even know NOR do I care for.
i could seriously go ON AND ON about myself. i'm very VAIN. I LOVE the attention. BUT I’m sleepy. NEED more justification? ASK for it. kbye
THEY are my WORLD. my LIFE. my EVERYTHING.♥
Cause I snapped on the ONES that held me back,
feel the CONTACT. RIDE the track. GET a GRIP. as I FLIP. Ghetto [wickedness]...I [kick]
guess who's back?
- -PAC. [but you awwready know.]
i'm jessie.
spit.kick.straight hit.LEAN and get lit.
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to those that hate me: FUCK you. FUCK you're friends.
and you can tell them i said that.
FRIENDS are my perfect antidote.
call it. speak. make me smile.

" / Get Your Own Voice Player Manage
dancemebabee.
durrteedancer.
i ALWAYS give options.kyyyyyte.
JUDGE me.
cause im DEFINITELY judging you.
♥♥
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My Interests


blogs.
a SAD song.
mixed up.
the letter.
perfection.
re: my life.
the perfect remedy.
i love you.

i have NO NEED to pretend. being REAL is a lot easier. if you don't like me. THATS perfectly fine. chances are i NEVER liked you. i have NO SENSE of direction. those that know me. are aware of THAT already. i'm a sweetheart. but i just DONT CARE most times.IM BLUNT. take it or leave it. i HATE PSYCHO girls. i believe EVERYONE is entitled to talk shit about someone else...its a MUTHAFUKN free country. but if you get caught you better be willing to make up for it. i'm smart. athletic and outgoing. and i LOVE to meet new people. HOWEVER if i don't ask...DONT tell me your life STORY. i DO NOT CARE.

there's just somethings i could NEVER live without...

I'd like to meet:



[breathe] out. so i can breathe YOU in. asdj;alsd.

Music:

MUSIC should have its own square on the PERIODIC TABLE. Its a mineral in life, essential and crucial to the way I live at least. But if it had a REAL definition...THIS is what it would look like...

circa survive* saosin* INCUBUS* paramore* panic! at the disco* my american heart* boys like girls* cartel* the starting line* chiodos* SILVERSTEIN* smashing pumpkins* BUSH* cute is what we aim for* a thorn for every heart* gregory and the hawk** 30 seconds to mars* head automatica* tool* deftones* beatles* ramones[some stuff]* brad paisley* chris cagle* tobey keith* george strait* gary allen* tim mcgraw* chamillionaire* kanye west* do or die* TUPAC* twista* bone thugs* cypress hill* dr dre* three 6 mafia.....

Heroes:

my heroes: MY MOTHER. my grandpa. my grandmas. my daddy. and...
my big brother
i LOVE him.

My Blog

a sad song

i didnt come this far. for you to make things hard for me.i would stop crying, but crying makes this more easy.i didnt change myself for you to leave me in questionto wonder whats wrong exactly. ...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:59:00 PST

MIXED UP.

For my readers. thanks for the UNDYING patronage. :-] i write these all the time. BUT NOW...i know i was getting into my REVOLUTION ERA....and LIFE is perfect. HOWEVER...things can go wrong and they h...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:22:00 PST

my letter

When things go wrong and sadness fills your eyes When you're playing it fake and hiding your cries When you're heart tells your smile something isn't right When you find your telling yourself "I'm gon...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 12:53:00 PST

PERFECTION....at its BEST

you can't PUZZLE up the past to FIT to what  you want. i UNDERSTAND that now...     SILENT still and waiting....for THE LIFE IN ANOTHER GENERATION....a world of COMPLETELY different peo...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:37:00 PST

RE: my life.

nothing interesting this time actually. BUT i mean it's been awhile since i wrote another one of these things. usually i have something to complain about. but mmmnope. besides THIS and THAT guy....tha...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:25:00 PST

the perfect remedy.

the perfect remedy. the cure to the endless heartbreak. the antidote to lifes "unfixable" brokens.   a simple design of relationship.   a relationship based on friendship. a life long domin...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Sat, 12 Aug 2006 08:39:00 PST

its over.

so heres part 2 to a chapter well read and just like every chapter there is an end. an epilogue of the way things really are now. Endless confessions that will hit and hurt cause deep down they reall...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 11:13:00 PST

i love you so much!

this is to yall...the people that desereve the world...i love yall soo much     ashley: what my straight up gangsta! My smartie and my partner in crime. Let me just start off by saying that ...
Posted by [JESSiE.] ♥ on Mon, 22 May 2006 02:05:00 PST