CARMEN

God has put the right man in my life and in my sons life, he is such a blessing and I am very lucky, Doug has been in my life for years loving me with out my knowledge, and it was all Gods timing not ours, now its the right time, and we are very happy and I am grateful, I love him more then words can ever express, I know that we were meant for each other and that our walk with God will be stronger with each other in our life's, he encourages me to be better in all that I do.. Wow life is full of surprises, ups and downs, good days and bad days, happiness and sadness, tears of joy and tears of sadness, some days we feel like we can do anything and everything and others we just wonder where we are going and what our purpose in life is, we are blessed with our family and friends , well not always, they can be very hurtful, at times , but so can we, no matter what you are going through remember always that only you have the straingth to pick your self up, no one can do it for us,we have to have the will to change we can only change our self and no one else, we can reach out but it is up to them to make that change in there lifes..all we can do is love them and wish them the best...sometimes in life its better to walk away then to be walked on always by them..we live ,we love and that is the greatest thing in life to be love and be loved ,I wish I could have done things difrent,but because of thsose mistakes in my past I am the woman I am today, I do have many beautiful memories, and I shell treasure all the love that I had from many people in my life, I have a wonderful son his name is Kai, and 2 bautiful daugthers love them so very much, Amilia and Lizzy,I wish Alex was here with us, and that we could make better choices in our lifes, and know that sometimes we can make a mistake, and know that no matter what we will be forgiven, its hard sometimes to do and say the right things when your going through hard times, I understand that I am not perfect, that I make mistakes, but that there is always forgiveness, and that there is always tomorrow, and that tomorrow shell be a better day, that we should never give up, and stay strong in our faith in God, that everyone leaves us, except him, he will never abandon us no matter what we do or what anyone else dos to us..I am very friendly and love to be around people, I love dancing, I love been in contact with my family that I was not in contact for a long time, some for over 20 years...Live is tough but God gave us "free will " so I am trying to make the right choices..I start a new chapter in my life , that will affect allot of people in my life, will try to make the right choices, but remember that I am not perfect, why is it that some times in our life's we can push those who love us, away, with out thinking about it , and we, we say things that hurt with out meaning to, we love but we don't know how to show it, and those around us believe other wise, life is so complicated and some times I just want to run away and start over, as always I have done, but I am tired of that now I stay and face anything that life throughs at me...with God in my life and my son and Doug, I can do anything..to those who are in my life, thank you for loving me just the way I am, for exempting me with all of my faults, and my mistakes.. to those whom I have hurt in the past and said words of anger, I want to apoligize with the most sincere heart..and to those in my life, I love you...thank you for your encouraging words that you have given me and for making me better...*** FOTO SLIDESHOW ****** FOTO SLIDESHOW ****** KEYSHA COLE VIDEO** KEYSHIA COLE VIDEO *** love layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments