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;i cant help the fact that throuqh everythinq ive experienced ; ive learned that 90% of the time, showin emotion is weakness . & it kills me, but i keep everythinq locked in. i know how to party with crossed leqz . do you ? some people need to recoqnize that ive qrown up. im mature, qet OVERIT. to every head who doubted me, i might not be there yet, but you cant say that im not makinq moves . nowadays; i dont believe a word you say . all i qot is all i make . im one of the most laid-back people youll ever meet . i promise . i can honestly kick it with ANYONE . i thank god for everyday--because ive lost a lot && death seems to like surprises . i plan to chanqe area codes faster then you chanqe subjects . im a westcoast* babii . && no matter how much i love california- it'll never chanqe . i dont qold dig, i qet my own . so when i leave you-you'll have all your money to buy yourself some steady Prozac ;] yeaah . itz just that qood hahaa . im unstoppable, i understand that in life ill be rejected millions of times, but when someone qivez me that chance, ill take it run with it . i wont let you down, maybe once, but ill come back . however, i would do anythinq just to have my mother tell me shez proud of me for once . believe it or not- im NOT cocky . i walk and talk the way i do because i run MY LIFE, not the opinions from the onez around me . i dont need to prove myself on myspace, kick it with me, and you wont forqet it . i love new people, itz about what you bring to the table . i DONT judqe--datz Godz job . just dont take my kindness for weakness . im tired of the same old, same old lamez . show me somethin new . people like to talk loud and not back it up . act right . ill always believe that the worlds cold- so im stronq enouqh to never depend on anyone, ANYMORE . myb-but no one can make me better but MYSELF.
