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HI JEFF I
"Now, I can take this. Everything I know. Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be. I can never change, anything I've done, because it's the only thing I have left. Blame myself again for what I didn't do, never really knew it was coming from me. Change the way I felt, the worst is yet to come, because I have gone too far now.
Is this all worth what, this has done to me? Watered down my senses and turned them on me. Fuck morality and everything I know. If I didnt hate this, then I couldn't cope. Impersonate myself for what I used to be. Denial is all thats left now."
"My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. Infact, I want my pain to be inflicted upon others.""
"I thought I could hear you, echoing words of denial. Careful not to feel you near me, clawing out at what you call life. Hold on to what you want. Hold on to what you have. Hold on to where you are, Hold on to where... I face the change, I've tasted pain, digging a hole, now take the blame. I fell aside, I cast away, covered in shame, now take the blame."
"Oh God of Earth and Altar bow down and hear our cry. Our earthly rulers falter, our people drift and die. The walls of gold entomb us, the swords of scorn divide. Take not thy thunder from us, but take away our pride."
"Oh, I haven't been here for a while. In blindness and decay, the circle's been closed, now. My song of the the end, I've seen it all. Listen crowd I'll tell you everything, though I have to say I don't know much. Talking about a past and future secret, most call him once and future king. Far back in the past I saw his ending long before it started I knew his name. He's the one who took the sword out of the stone, it's how that ancient tale began."
"Ask me why I hate. Why I've prayed to see the nation that I love disintegrate. And gladly give my life, that revolution regenerates. In honor of the strife of those who've died, in generations before for your blood stained glory. I reject you. I deny you. I defy you to continue. Smite the shepherd and the sheep will be scattered.
"Everybody's waiting for something to happen. Everybody's waiting for something to see. Lunatics waiting for bigger disasters. Everyone's waiting for news on TV. Winding lives at the end of the spiral, waiting dictators with their next big thrill. Everyone's looking, but no one is listening, everybody wants to be in at the kill. I wait for the signs, they tell me true. I see the signs of the end of time. Everyone's searching, but nothing's revealing. Everyone's looking for the reason why Everyone's hoping for life everafter. Everyone's looking at death from the sky.Everyone's nightmares are going to happen. Everybody's ripping the mask from their eyes.
Everyone's praying but no one's believing.
Everyone's heroes tell everyone's lies.I wait for the signs, they tell me true. I see the signs of the end.So I watch and I wait, and I pray for an answer. An end to the strife and the world's misery. But the end never came, and we're digging the graves, and we're loading the guns for the kill.Can the end be at hand? Is the face in the sand? Future memory of our tragedy? Can the end be at hand? Is the face in the sand? Future memory of our tragedy?"
"Nightfall, quietly it crept in and changed us all."
"The world turned innocent. Can you hear me? I confess, I'm no redeemer. Can you hear me? What shall I do? I witnessed everything, faith won't leave me. Mind my tongue faith don't leave me. Glow into words. This is the edge now, it's all we're living for. Rain on me, love you will rain on me. And at the end I, boast in the cross and now, love reigns, the God incarnation I've shaped."
"It's dark. Let's do it now. Bring in the sirens, cut out their tongues, do it now! Ignore their cries...ignore their cries. Now close the door and leave it. Nothing went wrong. The archangel is falling, mourners split. Take heart of grace. A ghostly candle light lit my room at night, son of man we're breeding wastelands... The blood of sirens on my hands, it won't wash away. Still it pours and stains our land, in bitterness so cruel. Will ages go by dead sound of misery. Come share our sorrows, be one with the Hydra. It's drown or burn, I'm exploring Bedlam. The time is right to move further more. Bring out your dead, turn your back on the ones you have loved. Enjoy the heat of your whore, Babylon. Hear what the spirit says, there is no sense at all. Now come with me, and unfold the seals. No sense at all, no sense at all, no sense at all, there is no sense at all. So many times I have failed, pure desperation. Still hear the cries of voices long gone by. They've gone abroad, and left this world behind. Leave me behind...behind the walls I'm crying."
"All because of you, I haven't slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean. Longing for the shore where I can let my hair down. Inside these arms of yours. All because of you, I believe in angels. No, not the kind with wings. No, not the kind with halos. The kind that bring you home, when home becomes a strange place. I'll follow your voice, all you have to do is shout it out!"
I saw Iron Maiden with my brother. Be jealous, bitches, cause it was fucking AWESOME!!I Am A: True Neutral Human Bard/Sorcerer (2nd/1st Level)
Ability Scores:
Strength-13
Dexterity-11
Constitution-13
Intelligence-13
Wisdom-14
Charisma-11
Alignment:
True Neutral A true neutral character does what seems to be a good idea. He doesn't feel strongly one way or the other when it comes to good vs. evil or law vs. chaos. Most true neutral characters exhibit a lack of conviction or bias rather than a commitment to neutrality. Such a character thinks of good as better than evil after all, he would rather have good neighbors and rulers than evil ones. Still, he's not personally committed to upholding good in any abstract or universal way. Some true neutral characters, on the other hand, commit themselves philosophically to neutrality. They see good, evil, law, and chaos as prejudices and dangerous extremes. They advocate the middle way of neutrality as the best, most balanced road in the long run. True neutral is the best alignment you can be because it means you act naturally, without prejudice or compulsion. However, true neutral can be a dangerous alignment because it represents apathy, indifference, and a lack of conviction.
Race:
Humans are the most adaptable of the common races. Short generations and a penchant for migration and conquest have made them physically diverse as well. Humans are often unorthodox in their dress, sporting unusual hairstyles, fanciful clothes, tattoos, and the like.
Primary Class:
Bards often serve as negotiators, messengers, scouts, and spies. They love to accompany heroes (and villains) to witness heroic (or villainous) deeds firsthand, since a bard who can tell a story from personal experience earns renown among his fellows. A bard casts arcane spells without any advance preparation, much like a sorcerer. Bards also share some specialized skills with rogues, and their knowledge of item lore is nearly unmatched. A high Charisma score allows a bard to cast high-level spells.
Secondary Class:
Sorcerers are arcane spellcasters who manipulate magic energy with imagination and talent rather than studious discipline. They have no books, no mentors, no theories just raw power that they direct at will. Sorcerers know fewer spells than wizards do and acquire them more slowly, but they can cast individual spells more often and have no need to prepare their incantations ahead of time. Also unlike wizards, sorcerers cannot specialize in a school of magic. Since sorcerers gain their powers without undergoing the years of rigorous study that wizards go through, they have more time to learn fighting skills and are proficient with simple weapons. Charisma is very important for sorcerers; the higher their value in this ability, the higher the spell level they can cast.
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My friend Rob playing the drums in an awesomely fashion.

My Interests

Music, Computers, Muds, Games, PSYCHOLOGY. I've already found my interest. What wise quote fits you? [pics]

Your wise quote is:"Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months" by Oscar Wilde.You are a very sarcastic person with a sharp tongue. You may not be the one always talking, but your mind is nevertheless critizing. You tend to have a cynical view on life itself and be somewhat withdrawn with who you really are. Society now is in your eyes corrupted and you wonder how the world will survive. And people are in your mind very ignorant and blind to the reality.
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I'd like to meet:

Anthony, Leah, Aaron, Natty all the mIRC people I talked with. Other then those guys..I don't think I care too much. Unless you're from the MUD.

Music:

Iron Maiden (Duh), Lamb of God, Blind Guardian, Spineshank, Nine Inch Nails, System of a Down, AC/DC, Dio, alot of 80's rock and alternative...lots of stuff. Except country. If I wanted to hear patriotic songs all the fucking time, I'd frequent the baseball fields. What Kind of Metalhead Are You?
You are a Power Metal Warrior. HAIL, SISTER. Metal isn't just music to you, it's a religion to be followed obsessively - and the temple at which you worship is that of Power Metal. Power chords, orchestral brilliance, epic calls to battle - that's what gets your blood pumping. Power metal is an escape from the bullshit of daily life, and at a concert, you can enter that fantasy as you relive the adventures of your power metal heroes. You're into other stuff too, but sometimes you just don't get what people see in endless waves of monotonous brutality. Some call you a nerd, but you're more than willing to make them regret it. Just make sure you have your broadsword and plate armor...
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Movies:

Mmm subtitles. I love those subtitles. I love stuff like Hero, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, House of Flying Daggers...basically anything with Zhang Ziyi in it cause she's pretty. Final Fantasy Advent Children.

Television:

Paranoia Agent, Cowboy Bebop,
Marse Hughes

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Books:

Anne Rice, duh. 1984, The Giver. And Amber's new book, "How to be a stupid bitch" under the psudonym "Imastoopid fookhed".

Heroes:

Atticus from To Kill a Mockingbird. Sammie who's been there for me since I can remember. Sigmund Freud. Solomon Asch, and Stanley Milgram. I suggest looking up those last two names...they're pretty interesting men. This guy's also one of my heros: ..center My hero Natty.
Also...The Volkswagen lady. Helga.
Asian.

My Blog

I feel like myself again.

When things need to be done, I suck it up and do them.However, in the past few month due to bad medications, I've not felt like doing anything.  It could be the excitement of Maiden, or something...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Thu, 22 May 2008 09:14:00 PST

Doctors, Medicine, fucking people in general.

What kind of person willingly risks lives -daily- just to save some money?How could someone conciously do such a thing, honestly?  If you say you would, please, save me the effort and remove your...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 06:00:00 PST

lol

exactly as it says it. :)el oh el.1m 50 s1ck 0f 7h3 5h17.my fr13ndz r m1n3. d03sn'7 m34n 1 h45 2 l13k ur fr13ndz.f ew.so sleepy.
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 12:23:00 PST

Outspoken.

I've known for quite some time now, my views have differed from the general populace, or at least, a good portion of my friends.What I'm about to put here will probably make a lot of sense to some of ...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 09:32:00 PST

I can’t explain...

How excited I am.  I left work for two hours for this, and it was worth it.Right now, 6 hours after tickets went on sale for Maiden, the only seats left are the higher up seats.  No floor.&n...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Sun, 11 Nov 2007 04:10:00 PST

*sigh*

Well, as always, I have to give my opinion.You're all wrong.  Every last one of you.  One for being immature, one for not being direct enough, and the others for being paranoid.And I'm wrong...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 05:33:00 PST

Stolen from Leah....

What color is your soul painted?GreyYour soul is painted the color grey, which embodies the characteristics of elegance, humility, respect, reverence, stability, subtlety, wisdom, strong emotions, bal...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Sat, 16 Jun 2007 02:07:00 PST

Eh

You scored as Fallen Angel, You are a Fallen Angel empath. You have not found your place in this world yet and wander as a lost soul. Your wings have been clipped but you know deep inside they will gr...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:05:00 PST

Something I can't quite title.

The lioness hasn't had her ego stroked in a while.Feeling like a turd is like being a turd.God, I'm such a turd.
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:13:00 PST

Bah...

I was reading the  quotes of WoTL... they were funny, and made me think a little.I miss it.  Alot.  Most have gone to WoW or some other graphic oriented game, but I miss my text based g...
Posted by @;; God forbid you read the signs. ;;@ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 08:21:00 PST