CHIQUITA

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About myself…...hmmmmm? I’ve never really written about myself on this shit cuz I don’t like people in my bizness…but, I’m at a point in my life where I feel like....“Fuck You, I ain’t got nothing to hide!” and I also feel like some people just don’t understand me. Plus, I don’t have that much time on my hands where I can just sit down and vent and be on this My Space bullshit. Well today is one of those days, i'm home sick, and i'm bored. So here goes…..FUCK IT! Love me or hate me!!!! LOL I’m not gonna front, I’ll be the first one to say it…I’m hard!!! Not hard, as in "gangsta", but hard as in "difficult". My life is just one big roller coaster ride and I’m just waiting for it to stop……Wait!, not yet, don’t stop!, God I don’t want it to stop…lol! I just been through a lot in my life, and I've seen a lot of things, and experienced a lot of things....that it's just made me a difficult person to understand. I live a hard life!! WORK HARD, PLAY HARD!!!….and FAST! (The Fast Life, The Glamorous Life....whateva!) Yes, that's my real age! I work, live alone, and have my own car. Yes, I’m old, but I’m so young at heart. A lot of people say I don’t wanna grow up. Well I am grown up, I just wanna enjoy life! I still don't know what I wanna do with my life but I know God has a purpose for me. I just wanna be happy! Fuck what you heard, fuck what they say….I do me, all day! Fuck it if u think I’m selfish, but when it comes to my happiness, yes, I am selfish! I don’t have kids and I don’t have a man in my life right now, well not nothing serious, but not because I don’t want to….it’s because I don’t choose to. I don’t have kids because kids are a big responsibility. I can barely take care of myself, and the way I live, I don’t wanna put no kid through it. I wanna have a kid when I know I’m good and I know the man I have it with is good. I don’t need a baby daddy! Don’t get me wrong, if the shit happens, it happens, and I’ll take it and do what I can to make it right, but I just try not to let it happen. As far as a man…..i’ve loved onced and loved again and it’s just not all it’s made out to be. Shit happens! I just haven’t found the right guy, and with the lifestyle I live, I will probably never find the right guy….so I gave up looking. If he comes, he comes, if he don’t…I’m GOOD!!! My family and my friends are my life! I love my family to death!!! My mother, my brothers, my sisters from afar, my fathers (cuz I have two…lol), my grandparents, my aunts, uncles, cousins, nieces, nephews….all of them….LOVE THEM TO DEATH! I just keep to myself as far as problems and bochinches and all that shit. I got my own problems, I can’t handle yours too! I’ll listen, all day! And try to help if I can, but I can’t commit to them, I have my own. Call me selfish if u want, but again, like I say, I gotta do me! I never forget anybody and I never hate anybody. I just do me. My friends…….my true friends…..they know who they are…..I LOVE THEM!!! Near or far, talk every day, or once a year…….i still love you!!! I just can’t keep up with all of them but they are all in my heart….If I can do it, I will! If I can’t, I’m sorry! But I still love you!!!!! I’ve made a lot of friends in my lifetime, some come, some go, but those that touch my heart, stay in my heart. Even friends that are just acquaintances, I got love for. If you keep it real with me, I keep it real with you! My friends on my “TOP” list are my friends or my family. Whether they’re close friends or not, they’re my friends, I got their back all day! My close friends know who they are and most of them are not on My Space anyway. So if u see me, or u know me, don’t be quick to judge me. I do have a heart. I am friendly with everybody, but I know whos real and whos not. I don’t try to be gangsta, cuz I’m not a gangsta, but I keep it real. Fuck with me and I’ll fuck with u harder! So don’t get it twisted I can take care of myself. I don’t talk about nobody cuz honestly I don’t care. It’s not that serious! If I’m cool with you, I’m cool with you. If I’m not, you must of did something to me. I don’t have any enemies, maybe people don’t like me, don’t really care, but I try to live my life HAPPY! Stress free!!! I don’t stress anything, not niggaz, not bitches. The only thing I can say stresses me out is money! If I don’t have money, I’m stressed! And I don’t ask for much, I don’t need a lot of money, just enough to get by. If I can live, I’m good! Shit, I push a Dodge Neon, that was given to me, but I take care of it all by myself and I do me in it…GLAMOROUS!!! To me it’s not about what you got, it’s about…ARE U HAPPY?!!!! Don’t get me wrong, if u wanna give me a Range, or if I had the money to push a Range, I would, all day! But I’m happy with what I got and what I work for and what makes me happy! I don’t need nobody to give me nothing or do nothing for me. But when I do, I appreciate it!!!! So what else can I say, like I said, I’m just ME, doing ME!! Love everybody, hate nobody! I’m a BITCH but I’m a SWEETHEART!!!! Go figure!
A few little notes to all of you….and I know u know which category u fall in!!!! LOL
My family – I LOVE YOU!!!! Near or far!
My friends – I LOVE YOU TOO!!!! Near or far! Even if I didn’t talk to you yesterday or even yesteryear! I can’t keep up! LOL
Niggaz that I fucked with and I no longer do....Still got love for you!
Niggaz that I still fuck with……you already know!
Bitches that hate me - Oh well! Don’t watch me, watch TV! I hate no one, but u hating me, makes me strong!
Bitches that love me....you already know! LOVE YA!!!!!!!! I got u! Even if u don’t think so…I DO!!!!
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