my backwards walk |
so...this is the most honest thing i've ever blogged.thinking about you not in my life, not here, hurts every part of my body that i can feel, and a couple of parts i've never felt before. at the same...
Posted by oh, kay on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 08:49:00 PST |
carpet and drapes |
i'm sick of this squishy stomache and fake hair and constantly dirty fingernails. i'm sick of loving you in all the right and wrong ways. and more than that, i'm physically sick from drinking every ni...
Posted by oh, kay on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 11:01:00 PST |
the liquor was warm |
too many things have fucked with me this week. i wish there was a way to comprehend, describe, fix, utter distraught. only these concrete walls know just how awful these past two weeks have been. and ...
Posted by oh, kay on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:17:00 PST |
black ice cream |
in the past coupe of days some of the worst people have been nice to me.that robber who wished me a wonderful night at 4 in the morning, with my neighbors checkbook in pocket. the drug addict who kept...
Posted by oh, kay on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 12:13:00 PST |
the worlds got me dizzy again |
everything everything. the girl who has everything.i'm satisfied. my life tastes good. i hate it. i don't think anany anymomre.i'll think for a spell, and then i'll get over whelmed. under whelmed. ju...
Posted by oh, kay on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:06:00 PST |
a rose is a rose is a rose |
i'm feeling weak, i'm hallucinating.drinking before noon, collapsing on his chest. 15 is surreal. hella. it's all vague. myspace isn't a place for ones innermost thoughts. but it's close.and i jinxed ...
Posted by oh, kay on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 07:46:00 PST |
mayonnaise rain |
lately i've noticed a reacurring pattern of waiting. for ungodly treacherous amounts of time. the pretty blonde waiting for her friends an hour at the perk. she keeps checking her phone. she keeps adj...
Posted by oh, kay on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:20:00 PST |
what a weird fucking day |
i will not go into any detail to maintain my dignity and avoid conflict,but damn, why did that have to happen? i'm okay on my own you know? i'm young but i'm smart enough to handle such affairs. the n...
Posted by oh, kay on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST |
verna look away! i'm vulnerable! |
baby knows it all, baby knows not a damn thing.can i moan? FUCKING FUNNIEST THING EVERVERVEVR. madison knows. madison pushes the big yellow button like a dumb bitch. wuddah dumm betch. i hate that bee...
Posted by oh, kay on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 09:56:00 PST |
pathetic meat slabs and or scabs |
things i've noticed about how my brain works:- to compensate for my lack of childhood with my friends from wichita, i pretend i'm a kid when i'm with them. them being jenny. it seems when we hang out ...
Posted by oh, kay on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 11:32:00 PST |
