Alright, Guess its about time to update this thing...so here it goes. I recently made a very big change in my life. One that i had been dreaming of for quite some time. At one point I thought it might never happen but in literally 1 day, when i least expected it, all the stars lined up in my favor. A great opportunity presented itself and I said yes. Within a week, I packed up everything i could in my little car and moved. After a 21 hour drive, I was in Los Angeles. So far it has been everything I hoped for and more. So thats WHERE I am in my life, now onto the important stuff...WHO I am. Its always hard to describe yourself because we are (and should be) constantly changing and growing. Becoming better. 1 year ago, if you were to show me who I am today, i would never have believed you. I am a completely different person than I was then. This has come about through many life changes and lessons and many many hours of being alone and thinking these things through. I have really come to appreciate my "me" time. This is the time where I can do nothing but meditate on what is going on in my life and certain situation. Sometimes, i tend to overanalyze and think too deeply about things or people...then my head just gets in a big mess. Thats when its time to call my best friend, otherwise known as Mom, and try to talk things out and make some sense of it all. I always try to focus on nothing but the positive. i believe in the law of attraction and i believe that negative thoughts bring about negative results. I only think about the things that I want in my life. I tend to be a little hard-headed when it comes to some things but I dont consider that a bad trait. Thats how I make things happen for myself. Someone once told my mother, if Holly wants something, she will always find a way to get it or make it happen." This is true as long as what I want is in God's plan for my life. Usually he and I are on the same track though, if we're not, he always has a way of getting my attention until we are. I have an obsessive compulsive personality. This is one of my best and worst traits. Channeled in the right direction, it is an asset, in the wrong direction and it could destroy me. I have always recognized this fact, that is why I choose to stay away from alchol, drugs, etc.. I channel this inner drive towards healthier aspects of life. This is the drive that wakes me up everyday at 4AM to go to the gym. I sometimes tend to become a slave to my schedule. Constantly stressing over what I feel like I have to do. But I am trying to find more balance in my life. I want to be a complete person. Not just healthy physically, but also spiritually and emotionally. And allow time to cultivate and grow in all my relationships, be it family, friendships, or something more. Speaking of, Yes.. I am single..have been for the longest period of my dating life and this has helped me to learn a lot about me and grow as an idivdual. Im not activley looking but if my dream man were to show up..how could I say no? This is what he would look like. Somone with wit, sarcasm, and confidence. Someone who doesnt take himself too seriously, a little bit of nerdiness goes a long way, as I tend to be a little bit nerdy myself. Somone who has passionate views on many different aspects of life. Someone real. Who doesnt play games. I dont have the time nor am I that intrested to worry about that sort of thing. Openess. Honesty. Someone who understands my lifestyle and doesnt try to make me sway from it. I judge no one nor would I ever try to change someone, just dont try to make me change to fit into yours. Ok, im a Southern girl at heart. I will probably always live in SoCal because I finally feel "home", but i will never lose the sweet hospitality that has been ingrained in me. I have led an extremely exciting, sometimes taxing life for someone my age but I still find I am naive about some things. I always believe that everyone is "nice" and I give everybody a chance. dont get me wrong, i trust no one until they have proven to me that they are worthy of that trust. And once they have that, they have a friend for life in me. And if Im a loyal friend, Im an even more loyal daughter. My parents are my best friends and my lifelines. Through every crazy idea and adventure I embark on, they are there in my corner cheering me on. Letting me make my mistakes and learn but supporting me all the way through and helping when they can. They are a constant blessing everyday and have been for 23 years. So...there is a glimpse of me...a small one, but it serves its purpose. You just have to learn the rest when Im done with my book....its a work in progress ....
My 1st COVER! Thanks to WAlt Ostarly! Natural Muscle Mag August 2007
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