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About Me


How much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight?
When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep, and you're never really awake.
We're the middle children of history.... no purpose or place. We have no Great War, no Great Depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives.
Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your job. You're not the car you drive. You're not your family, and you're not who you tell yourself. You're not your name. You're not your problems. You're not your age. You are not your hopes. You're not your fucking khakis. You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.
Fuck Martha Stewart. Martha's polishing the brass on the Titanic; it's all going down, man. I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect. I say let's evolve. Let the chips fall where they may.
The things you own end up owning you. It's only after you lose everything that you're free to do anything.
No fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide.
This is your life...
And you open the door and you step inside
We're inside our hearts
Now imagine your pain as a white ball of healing light
That's right, your pain
The pain itself is a white ball of healing light
I don't think so
This is your life, good to the last drop
Doesn't get any better than this
This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time
This isn't a seminar, this isn't a weekend retreat
Where you are now you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like
Only after disaster can we be resurrected
It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything
Nothing is static, everything is appaling, everything is falling apart
This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life
Doesn't get any better than this
This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life
And it and it's ending one-minute at a time
You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake
You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else
We are all part of the same compost heap
We are the all singing, all dancing, crap of the world
You are not your bank account
You are not the clothes you wear
You are not the contents of your wallet
You are not your bowel cancer
You are not your grande latte
You are not the car you drive
You are not your fucking khaki's
You have to give up, you have to give up
You have to realize that someday you will die
Until you know that, you are useless
I say let me never be complete
I say may I never be content
I say deliver me from Swedish furniture
I say deliver me from clever arts
I say deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth
I say you have to give up
I say evolve, and let the chips fall where they may
This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life
Doesn't get any better than this
This is your life, this is your life, this is your life, this is your life
And it and it's ending one-minute at a time
You have to give up, you have to give up
I want you to hit me as hard as you can
I want you to hit me as hard as you can
Welcome to Fight Club
If this is your first night, you have to fight

My Blog

Better the devil that you know

You can call me a sinnerOr you can call me a saintCelebrate me for who I amDislike me for what I ain'tPut me up on a pedestalOr drag me down in the dirtSticks and stones will break my bonesBut your na...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:18:00 GMT

Will you sacrifice your comfort?

Staring up into the heavensIn this hell that binds your handsWill you sacrifice your comfortMake your way in a foreign landWrestle with your darknessAngels call your nameCan you hear what they are say...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:14:00 GMT

A Certain Kind of Torture

Just one kiss on my lipsWas all it took to seal the futureJust one look from your eyesWas like a certain kind of tortureOnce upon a timeThere was a boy and there was a girlJust one touch from your han...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 21:09:00 GMT

when everything else is gone

We all have a weaknessBut some of ours are easier to identifyLook me in the eyeAnd ask for forgivenessWe'll make a pact to never speak that word againYes you are my friendWe all have something that di...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 19:35:00 GMT

All Of This Past

Here I go againSlipping further awayLetting go againOf what keeps me in placeI like it hereBut it scares me to deathThere is nothing hereThe light is beautifulBut I'm darker than lightAnd you are wond...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 14:56:00 GMT

Suicide Note

Every nightYou wrote another lineWith a bloody, broken, bottleAnd every dayYou wish it awayWhy don't you pull the pinOn that grenadeYou cuddleI wanted to believeBodies swinging from treesStruggling to...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 14:54:00 GMT

Scrawled Upon My Soul

I thought you'd be out of my mindAnd I'd finally found a way toLearn to live without youI thought it was just a matter of timeTill I had a hundred reasonsNot to think about youBut it's just not soAnd ...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 18:03:00 GMT

The Beast Within

(from Revelation 1:3)Blessed is he who reads aloud the words of the prophecyAnd blessed are those who hearAnd who keep what is written thereinFor the time is near(from Revelation 1:7)He is coming with...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 16:37:00 GMT

Im not what you think

Selling outIs not my thingWalk awayI won't be broken againI'm notI'm not what you thinkDream away your lifeSomeone else's dreamNothing equals nothingLetting goIs not my thingWalk awayWon't let it happ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 16:36:00 GMT

I guess I deserve it

you are who you are... and i... wouldn't want to change a thing... in spite of... all the pain that love can bring... so tell me... what can i do?... i'm so in love with you... you thrill me... you se...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 15:56:00 GMT