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Layout by CoolChaser Quotes:
"In the midst of all the heartache, can you find the roses? When destruction tears the world in two, can you find the roses? There must be more than a tear while I'm falling. A memory doesn't always cut away. No strength to pray for the end. The weeds turn to roses." -Howard Jones, Blood Has Been Shed, 'She Speaks To Me'
"Men of broader intellect know that there is no sharp distinction between the real and the unreal..." -H.P. Lovecraft, "The Tomb"
"When life gets tough, you just have to throw your hands up and say, 'well, all right'... cause it's probably going to get a hell of a lot worse." -Trey Parker as Alferd Packer, Cannibal! The Musical
"Darkness becomes this child..." -Tony Kakko, "Broken"
"Victims... Aren't we all?" - Brandon Lee/Eric Draven, The Crow
"Time has it's way, and I'll be right here, waiting for you."-Jason Wisdom, 'Into Oblivion'
"Nothing is trivial." - Brandon Lee/Eric Draven, The Crow
"Real love is forever." - Brandon Lee/Eric Draven, The Crow
"Everyone betrays the dream, but who cares for it? Oh Hailey, no, I could never walk away from you."-Mark Z Danielewski, 'Only Revolutions'
"All I won't abandon. All I have. She's all that I have. She's all that I'll ever have."-Mark Z Danielewski, 'Only Revolutions'
"I played with Judd, and I played with mommy... now I want to play with you..."-Stephen King, 'Pet Semetary'
"No tears, please... it's a waste of good suffering."-Doug Bradley/Pinhead, Hellraiser
"I am she that liveth and was dead, and behold, I am alive forever more, and have the keys of hell and death."-Mariano Baino, Dark Waters
"It is not hands that call us. It is desire."-Doug Bradley/Pinhead, Hellbound: Hellraiser II.
"I'm a son of yours, and I'm giving up...'- Moonspell, 'Everything Invaded'
"This world is not our world."- Indian Doctor Who Survived The Holocaust
"What do you look like?" ... "It depends on who's looking." -The Mothman Prophecies
"The cruelest lies are often told in silence." -Robert Louis Stevenson
Luke:
-Derived from the name of a region in Italy, Lucania, through the Greek name "Loukas", meaning "a native of Lucania".
-Most often used as a surname for "Lucas"
-43rd most common name in the USA
-Luke, a first century Christian, called "the beloved physician", and is a patron saint of doctors and artists, and wrote one of the four Gospel accounts of Christ.
FACTS ABOUT ME:
-Poetry, at least my own, is probably my biggest passion.
-Movies are my second biggest passion.
-I'm patient, but unforgiving.
-Music is my third biggest passion.
-I am a metalhead, but I like slower shit too.
-I curse. Deal with it.
-I like to drink vodka and beer.
-I will one day be a successful director, actor, and screenwriter.
-I hold my enemies close, but my friends even closer. My friends and my family are my world.
-I have been hurt and know what it's like.
-I am a solitary man.
-I love to read. Mark Z Danielewski, Clive Barker, and Stephen King are my favorite authors.
-I would do anything, absolutely ANYTHING, for the people I love.
-I'm the person you call at 4 in the morning just to talk.
-But don't ask me to go anywhere at 4 in the morning cause I most likely will be too inebriated to drive.
-I love to party.
-I also love to be alone.
-I'm a dreamer.
-And a writer.
-I'm a lover.
-And a fighter.
-I'm not sure if I believe in love.
-But I definately believe in hate.
-I am my own person. Don't ever try to change me.
-If you do, I'll come back at you ten times stronger.
-I'm a published author.
-I believe in God, but don't feel like I have to go to church to do so.
-My faith is my own.
-I love animals.
-And I miss my dog, Jonah, more than anything.
-I'm a funny guy who loves to laugh.
-And every once in a while, I love to cry.
-I love to live.
-And sometimes, I like to die.
-For now, I remain an enigma, for you know all you shall.
-Oui oui, mai amour, c'est moi.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Tony Kakko, above anyone else. He is my favorite, my inspiration, my hero. Mitch Hedberg, a comedic genius who is dearly missed. Stephen King, Sam Neil, Lloyd Kaufman, Trey Parker, Matt Stone, Clive Barker.

My Blog

The Solo Dove

You took my hand And said hold on And in an instant You were gone My heart, it weeps For you alone And for your love To come back home In one breath, I saw you leave And your spirit suddenl...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Feb 2010 22:01:00 GMT

All Time Low

One little shiver up my spine And I know I will die tonight But before I go I'm going to hit an all time low... I'm going to take all of you with Anyone who's ever broken my heart I will perso...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Jan 2010 20:41:00 GMT

Shotguns And Firefights

The waters run, the sun still shines But I find no joy in being alive No newborn child or loving smile Can make this life feel worthwhile Dreary eyes and broken hearts Leave a taste so old and ta...
Posted by on Thu, 14 Jan 2010 19:22:00 GMT

The Moth

Today, when I opened my eyes I saw a moth. It sat on the windowpane Silent as could be. Cold, alone, its eyes so blank Seemed like death. That stare just pierced secrets Like what I held inside...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Jan 2010 22:04:00 GMT

Hymn To Tragedy

I opened a scar and twisted faith Written in blood, across my face And a song that's sung in twisted tongues With Heaven cursed, where Hell belongs With one last gasp, I smiled back And said I lo...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Dec 2009 22:38:00 GMT

*Visions*

*Visions* Fleeting snow, forgotten with time Corroding past, now soaked with crime This ancient hymn, a distant lullaby Where death possesĀ  my dreams on high *Desire* A broken peace, a nightma...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Dec 2009 11:35:00 GMT

Till I Collapse

Such a tired lullaby I'm so sick of singing it But I can't seem to let it go What do you think? Did you ever care How much you damaged me? I tried to swallow my pride To be your friend While...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Dec 2009 13:33:00 GMT

And All Will Burn

I sleep alone A bane of dread to wash my hope A dew sent morning alive with the pain of loss Sorrow in flames, passion ignite For the next morning, all life will burn Mankind, my enemy A black...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Dec 2009 09:30:00 GMT

Dementia

I feel... Empty... Like my soul Had been drained from me... Tired... No sleep... No rest for the wicked... Envy for the dead... Wishing... That things would change... That you would stay... ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Dec 2009 09:04:00 GMT

The Seed

There's a special place in my heart for you It's a little piece I've cut off And reserved, just for you... I'll never let this go, we were one And then you walked away... I'm so sorry I didn't...
Posted by on Sat, 05 Dec 2009 23:37:00 GMT