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I love talking to people who know who they're being led by, even if they don't know exactly where they're headed in life. People who love to rawk out? My kind of people. Btw, I'm random and retarded. =]Justin: In all honesty, I don't even know where to begin with you, or what even to call you, because words couldn't possibly even begin to describe what you mean to me - but the one thing that I do know is that you are the l'amour de ma vie, and mon compagnon pendant la vie. You are a part of my passion, a part of who I strive to be, and you are a huge part of me mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I'm very blessed to have you in my life, and I realize that more and more everyday - but that's all an understatement. My love for you grows daily like no other, so much that I've never experienced with another person before, nor will I ever want to share that with anyone else. Only God does my love grow stronger for. I feel so undeserving of you, knowing where we're going yet not exactly sure how we're going to get there, but I know that we're perfect for each other. Our situation is random, our situation is rare, our situation is out of my control, and people may say that we're too young and naive to know certain things, but we know that we owe no one an explanation. We're not clingy, we're not infatuated - we're just in love. We're possessive. Maybe even addicted. Man cannot separate us, fore God brought us together. Our priorities are in place, and we're not going to change them. We're committed. The real thing. You really do mean more to me than I could sum up in a couple of lines or words, even pages, and those adjectives that I like to use on you just don't seem like enough when it comes right down to it. I really do not give you enough credit for everything that you've done for, to, and with me. You've helped me grow so much into the person that I am and who I am becoming, who I want to be. We're constantly growing together as a couple and more in love with God as a team, and I can only thank you two for that. You both define amazing - but as you know, once again, an understatement. It makes me very happy knowing that I get the chance to fall in love with you, and to spend many, many days in my future with you. Whatever happens in our futures, no matter what our flesh wants us to believe, I'm willing to make it work by choice, not because I have to, and I will always be there for you, whatever it takes. I love you, Justin. [Update 2009.05.22]: Justin, being fortunate enough to grow with you over the past year and a half, I have learned so much about you, myself, and even God. I have grown closer to the both of you, and I know that from this day forward we will even more so pursue our work for God and in our relationship with one another, always worshiping God for all that He's done in and for us. God has blessed me so incredibly much, even just through you, that it makes me emotional even thinking about how much I've grown since knowing you. I want to always have that desire and passion to get to know the both of you better, starting today for the rest of our lives. I am honored to be called yours, and I will always do my best to love you, to support you, to respect you, to care for you, to hold you up, to tell you my feelings, meaning to be completely honest with you a hundred percent of the time, and most importantly, I vow to praise God and further our relationship with one another in Him, even more. Everyday, that'll be our main task, to honor God with what we have. I love you Justin, and I always will. I love you darling. Update 2009.08.26 Justin Taylor Swartz is now my husband, the love of my life. Courtney Hedum is no longer a virgin. Nor does she have that name. Courtney Marie Swartz has decided to enforce one of her vows to her husband, to forsake all others...But I have been for a while. And, I am going back and forth between 'first person' and 'third person' alot. :D Anyway, she's happier than she's ever been. And I am choosing not to say anymore of what I already have about Justin, because it would be impossible for me to update this as frequently as my love for him grows. So, that being said, Justin, I love you because...