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My Name is Courtney. I am driven by desire, purpose, passion, and the perfect will of God. I am able to do anything and everything through Jesus Christ who gives me the strength, the power, and the faith that I need. I abstain from fleshly desires that war against me and others around me, so that I may be seen as different, and an honorary example of God's glory. I have abundance in life due to Christ's death and resurrection. I worship the very One who gave me life; the One who shows me His marvelous works everyday. I accept the Words that I'm given, and I live to speak them forth. I try my best to accomplish what I'm told, and to obey He who asks it. I have acquired wisdom from the One who gives it. I have an active faith that gets tested daily, and I am alert in all temptations that I face. I am adorned with majesty and splendor, and clothed in honor and glory. I allow no one to take the place of my God. I stand amazed at the sheer awesomeness of my King. I am destined to fail without the help of the Lord, in anything that I try to do, so I try to surround myself with people who worship Him, and I am married to the know who He has given me for encouragement, strength, and protection in all areas. I am anointed and protected by God, therefore no one can break through His barrier. I try to always wear the full armor that He provides so that I will not be persuaded, and I read His word until I am fully prepared for what He promises. I wait for the Lord to deliver, to heal, to release, to transform, and I know that it's His will to do just that. I am awakened by the sound of His voice, which never displeases my ears, yet brings comfort and joy. I am called to spread the healing of a remedy that will set the infected free. I have an eternal plan with God set before me by simply choosing life over death. Everything He is has now become me; I am not perfect, but He is. Commentary by Justin Swartz, her significant other (and now fiance)(and now husband =P)- "Courtney is so incredible. She is just so amazing in all ways - spiritually, emotionally, and physically. She is seeking after God, and keeps me accountable. She is strong, brave, encouraging, and I can't tell you how many times she helps keep me going. With Courtney by my side and God leading us, I know we can tackle any situation that gets thrown our way. Physically, well, she's amazingly gorgeous. Every time I see her I think 'wait, that's mine?!?'. I could not find someone more beautiful in any way if I searched until the ends of the earth. BUT, all that being said, this should not matter to you. It will not matter to you. You see, Courtney is mine - I will never let her go, and I'm not gonna share :)" My God. My Justin, My Family, My Friends. My Church. My Music. My Hockey.My Wants; Always Changing. My Needs; Provided For.

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I love talking to people who know who they're being led by, even if they don't know exactly where they're headed in life. People who love to rawk out? My kind of people. Btw, I'm random and retarded. =]Justin: In all honesty, I don't even know where to begin with you, or what even to call you, because words couldn't possibly even begin to describe what you mean to me - but the one thing that I do know is that you are the l'amour de ma vie, and mon compagnon pendant la vie. You are a part of my passion, a part of who I strive to be, and you are a huge part of me mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I'm very blessed to have you in my life, and I realize that more and more everyday - but that's all an understatement. My love for you grows daily like no other, so much that I've never experienced with another person before, nor will I ever want to share that with anyone else. Only God does my love grow stronger for. I feel so undeserving of you, knowing where we're going yet not exactly sure how we're going to get there, but I know that we're perfect for each other. Our situation is random, our situation is rare, our situation is out of my control, and people may say that we're too young and naive to know certain things, but we know that we owe no one an explanation. We're not clingy, we're not infatuated - we're just in love. We're possessive. Maybe even addicted. Man cannot separate us, fore God brought us together. Our priorities are in place, and we're not going to change them. We're committed. The real thing. You really do mean more to me than I could sum up in a couple of lines or words, even pages, and those adjectives that I like to use on you just don't seem like enough when it comes right down to it. I really do not give you enough credit for everything that you've done for, to, and with me. You've helped me grow so much into the person that I am and who I am becoming, who I want to be. We're constantly growing together as a couple and more in love with God as a team, and I can only thank you two for that. You both define amazing - but as you know, once again, an understatement. It makes me very happy knowing that I get the chance to fall in love with you, and to spend many, many days in my future with you. Whatever happens in our futures, no matter what our flesh wants us to believe, I'm willing to make it work by choice, not because I have to, and I will always be there for you, whatever it takes. I love you, Justin. [Update 2009.05.22]: Justin, being fortunate enough to grow with you over the past year and a half, I have learned so much about you, myself, and even God. I have grown closer to the both of you, and I know that from this day forward we will even more so pursue our work for God and in our relationship with one another, always worshiping God for all that He's done in and for us. God has blessed me so incredibly much, even just through you, that it makes me emotional even thinking about how much I've grown since knowing you. I want to always have that desire and passion to get to know the both of you better, starting today for the rest of our lives. I am honored to be called yours, and I will always do my best to love you, to support you, to respect you, to care for you, to hold you up, to tell you my feelings, meaning to be completely honest with you a hundred percent of the time, and most importantly, I vow to praise God and further our relationship with one another in Him, even more. Everyday, that'll be our main task, to honor God with what we have. I love you Justin, and I always will. I love you darling. Update 2009.08.26 Justin Taylor Swartz is now my husband, the love of my life. Courtney Hedum is no longer a virgin. Nor does she have that name. Courtney Marie Swartz has decided to enforce one of her vows to her husband, to forsake all others...But I have been for a while. And, I am going back and forth between 'first person' and 'third person' alot. :D Anyway, she's happier than she's ever been. And I am choosing not to say anymore of what I already have about Justin, because it would be impossible for me to update this as frequently as my love for him grows. So, that being said, Justin, I love you because...

My Blog

Timeline

Timeline of the 22nd'sNovember 22, 2007We sought God's will and discovered our relationship's purposeJune 22, 2008We shared our first kiss down by the creek behind my houseMay 22, 2009He asked me to t...
Posted by on Mon, 25 May 2009 08:05:00 GMT

[Update. 2009.03.16]

Yay! So, just to let you all know, I still love Justin. In fact, I love him more than I ever have. I will marry that boy, and we will fall more in love everyday. We will have a hard life (woot! way to...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 17:30:00 GMT

I Will Do Whatever It Takes

Justin, if I ever hurt you in any way, just remember thatI'll do whatever it takesto turn this aroundI know what's at stakeI know I've let you downAnd if you give me a chancebelieve it, I can changeI...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 20:04:00 GMT

Why He Means the World to Me

> Why He Means the World to Me He stays focused on God in any and every situation that we go through. He knows exactly what to say for me to have a better day. He never puts himself before me, in any ...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 22:34:00 GMT

For The Moments I Feel Faint

Am I at the point of no improvement?What of the death I still dwell in?I try to excel, but I feel no movement.Can I be free of this unreleasable sin?Never underestimate my Jesus.You're telling me that...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Dec 2008 09:47:00 GMT

Lead Me To The Cross Where I Will Pour My Love On You

Lead Me To The Cross by Hillsong UnitedSavior I comeQuiet my soul, rememberRedemption's hillWhere Your blood was spilledFor my ransomEverything I once held dearI count it all as lostLead me to the cro...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 02:00:00 GMT

Update [2008.11.24]

Well, I am quite content with my life right now. I usually am, but I have my days that you will find do not get the best of me. I have my God, my Justin, and my family and friends. They are all that I...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 01:46:00 GMT

Update [2008.10.02]

You are HolyGod of the HeavensAlmightyLord of CreationYou have powerThe universe displaysAll things fade awayBut You remainAnd Your mercies stretch across my lifeAs far as I can seeAnd I know from exp...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 01:24:00 GMT

Update [2008.09.29]

I'm so sick of being disappointed. I'm so sick of being unsure and confused. I'm so sick of being frustrated. I'm so sick of crying all the time. I'm so sick of pleasing other people. I'm so sick of a...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 13:32:00 GMT

Update [2008.06.25]

Every time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or ...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:11:00 GMT