Just pondering? |
Sometimes you just have those low days. And you feel so lost. You sit there all alone and wonder who you are and why are you here? You have this out of body experience and all you want to do is get ba... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 03:20:00 PST |
Refreshed!!!!!! And Accomplished |
Ok to start out I am warning you this is going to be a long blog cause I want to talk and let some things out!!!All right so I will begin with kind of a weekly recap.Tuesday.. I went to my very close ... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Sun, 12 Oct 2008 02:03:00 PST |
Time for life.. |
There are a lot of things that I need to sort out and fix. I need to fix broken friendships, mend family ties. Meet new friends and live life.But most of all I need to mend myself. I have been severel... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Fri, 10 Oct 2008 04:25:00 PST |
This about explains it.... |
Why did I choose to deal with stuff when I should have let her go?Because you're hoping you're wrong and every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it, and every time she c... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 08:10:00 PST |
Happy? |
So I've been trying this whole be happy thing.....................ya I think fucking not....I am not happy, not with life at all. I am not positive. I don't think everything is going to be all right..... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Fri, 03 Oct 2008 10:51:00 PST |
I finaly feel in control again.... |
I am feeling more optimistic now. Thank god lol. I have come to terms with my situation. I am strong and I needed to quit being a cry baby about things and get back to business. &nbs... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:12:00 PST |
The will to carry on. How could she do this? |
How do you get rid of this deep tormenting pain within. When the one you loved, put all your trust, hopes and dreams into, crushes them in one foul swoop. When they stab you in the back with a ... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 04:14:00 PST |
Thinngs to think about? |
As we grow up,We learn that even the one person who wasn't supposed to let you down,Probably will.You'll have your heart broken,Probably more than once,And it's going to be harder every time.You'll br... Posted by Ciaran Chaos " on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 04:01:00 PST |