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my name is tony im going to be 21 December 19. a little about me. for the longest time i was with the girl of my dreams Megan K ever since we where 13 years old. we had ups and downs like every relationship does but some just a little bit more. we broke up August 12,2008 and it was the biggest mistake of my life. a month after that we started talking again about us getting back together. long story short she told me we would get back together she just didn't want to rush things which is definitly understanding. this stuff went on for 2 months but she lied to me about 1 huge thing. what she was telling me was a lie. i soon found out she was dateing this 17 year old kid she usto babysit for. all i ever asked for was a second chance but for her that was just something to laugh behind my back about. like everyone told me she changed and its true i no Megan better then anyone no danieing that but she changed into this person who's heart just inst there.(heartless) after being together for 8 years it was so easy for her to jump into a relationship with someone who she was talking for 2 months. just like the old Megan she never could stay single. idk no matter what my feelings for her will always stay the same i just hope she thinks about me every so often.it sux that after everything we have ben through she didnt want to be friends. she just through me away and forget all about me. its like everything i gave up and everything she made me do was just a game.she was the only thing in my life that made me cear about things.other then that my life is ok i like to chill with friends and im up for anything once. to me now life is a party i haven't smoked for 2 years and drank for 5. now i smoke and drink along with many other things i never did before. not much to say my hole life has ben a struggle but i always overcome everything. basically megan was my only reason to fight. i like to chill with friends to take my mind off things and i love just talking to surten people. i finally realized that talking about ur feelings doesn't make u weak it makes u human. im an open book just ask and i will tell. i just hope 1 day she will call so we can talk i miss her like hell.